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Others Thoughts and Feelings... Name: wheimeng
Message: haha, oh sharon, how are you? :P
still in aussie? Name: Sharon
Message: wah..brian look, wheimeng taking over ur territory :p become wheimengs chatbox :P yes long time no talk.. hehe hows everyone Name: honfaai
Message: a sudden thought of u.. its been occuring very often lately.. but most of the time it happen when im no where near internet access.. grab today's chance to 'talk' 2 u a lil.. i know i'd alwiz be a brat in ur eyes.. yea that's what u enjoy to tease me of but for a slight update to you.. im now studying in sunway college.. am enrol to MUFY and will sit for my Finals come round May/June. then if all goes well.. monash uni :)) gimme my blessing and good luck hug one of these nights okay :) i waiting for u to appear in my dream and give me that 4-most-wanted no. so i could get myself a newer car and whoop all da chiqs u've left us with! on the other side, how had things been up there for u bro? i bet u miss me dissing and teasing and also iritating u rite? yea i miss that too.. muahahaha.. oh yea.. latest addiction, studying in the library while listening to my ipod.. chun leh? :P till we talk again sooner~! i miss ya alot :( *huGx brian tite tite* Name: wheimeng
Message: heh, one of my friends just passed away too.. why is this happening ;/ bahh... :( Name: wheimeng
Message: jolyne: where are you now? studying abroad? :P
spinky: haha, eh c'mon i was being serious, bitch.
meng: nice to see you here!
sharon: wow, havent talk to you for quite sometime.
brian: i just finished my first test, wooo, so reliefed, ready for CNY. but grandpa just passed away, seem like no red CNY for me this year.
Name: Sharon
Message: hi bri ;P hows it going with your angels heheheh!! im so stressed out.. in my last year of uni now.. hopefully if i dont fail!! keep bludging and not working.. so thought i'd leave a msg here hehe.. i miss u heaps! Name: mengz
Message: Happy 23rd birthday bro.......still missing u every single day...
come down and give us a holla from time to time ok? :) take cares.... Name: tIcKLe`Me
Message: sahyangssss.... rindu you alot. =( apa khabar?! =(
10.01.05
6:35pm Name: spinky
Message: life's been hectic.. but i thought of you today, thought you'd be around forever.. looking out for me, teaching me new things. miss you bro. 3 years passed now, it still seemed like yesterday where we sat down, all of us, chatting, laughing... me and botak miss you lots. not the same without you around.. but for years to come you'll still be in our minds.
wheimeng, what you mean you can't find him :O you weren't looking at some girls were you? Name: BaByCraB
Message: hey man, can't help leaving another message for you. really miss you alot, im doing real good now, got my masters...got muh promotion...am now a senior pre-sales consultant.
wherever you are now, do keep an eye on all of us k.
24 Nov 2004
3:09 am Name: BaByCraB
Message: hey man, how ya doing there ? its been a while. Name: `JoLyNe
Message: I`m far far away from home now..*pouts* Hehe...anyways...i`m still missing ya, angel! *big hugs* Name: tIcKLe`Me
Message: darling! im back to singledom. i need you so badly. hugs :(
21.09.04
4.03pm Name: wheimeng
Message: heh.. today i went st. xavier.. but coudlnt find you..
oh well, hope you are still doing goodie..
Name: `e-
Message: still missing u as always.. Name: tIcKLe`Me
Message: hey angel, it's your 3rd anniversary. not sure if there are any prayers for you this year but im very very sick now. sighs. i finally managed to get out of my bed as i was too weak for the past two days. muacks. love you. :)
8:59am
31.8.04 Name: wheimeng
Message: hah! andrew.. i used to keep brian's phone no too.. but phone lost too many times *sigh*...
i hope things are good over there for ya! Name: jolyne
Message: I reminisce about the good ol' chats we use to have...*sigh* Missing you still, angel................. Name: Andrew
Message: Hey Brian, was just thinking about you earlier.
I was clearing up some useless contact numbers in my handphone and I saw your name still there. I decided to keep your number. Well, I just cant forget the times that I had to pick you up everytime we go for a drink. I can still remember your home clearly, I can still remember that we both biggies squeeze at your tiny computer table looking at some sites.
Well Brian, we used to talk about whose going to finish studies first.
Looks like I did manage to finish my studies and Im giving up books for good.
Ive got myself a job and will be starting next week as a Network Engineer for GlobalDial Solutions Pty Ltd. Love you lots Brian. Name: Starwing
Message: Hey friend, miss you bunch. Still remember the day when you came over to collect the balls, driving the kancil. Damn miss you so much. Name: wheimeng
Message: heh..today your site was down for a while..man..
its soooooo soooo stressful ..
managing uu while my studies going on..
3 servers file system gone corrupted.. and amirul was reluctant to help.. luckily i know few good admins around..
else we are doomed! im so stressed.. phone keep coming in asking what happened.. thats life eh? up and down..
ahhHhhHHHhHHhhHhhHHhhHhhhhhh brian.. .give me a hand!!!!
Name: wheimeng
Message: how are you brian boi? so far so good? ;p
damn sien.. eh support uu abit.. send more clients in :D :D
Name: wheimeng
Message: its euro 2004 fever!!!!!!!!! can you feel it? ;p Name: Sharon
Message: lotsa lotsa lovin for u bri <3 miss u Name: SaD^Ev|L
Message: its been a while...thinking of you... Name: ;)
Message: if only you were here to listen to me
if only you were here to comfort me
if only you were here to share my sorrows
if only you were here to teach me what to do
if only you were here to hear my tears
if only you were here to see how jilted i am
if only..
It has been really long. Time waits for no man - same goes for life isn't it? It just keeps going and going. Challenges and hurdles await for us. I am already at the place where I planned 4 years ago. Yet I am still not happy. If only you were to tell me why.
God be with you my friend. Name: feunnie
Message: gami bear.....
erm...suddenly miss u...coz rix talked bout u...
sob....i miss u so much le......>.< Name: `JoLyNe
Message: I need you angel... :~( Where are you.....? *sigh* Name: jean`
Message: helo helo ;) Name: wheimeng
Message: this could be a site that bond us together :D
i'm sure brian would like us to chat over here (not irc/icq/msn type)
just you know..
hi and some stuff.. :D Name: `e
Message: tsk!..*points finger at them..look at them!!..*shakes head..
missing u lots t0o, mach0!! =]] Name: `JoLyNe
Message: this has become a chatroom ar now? Look at them, angel! You two get a room la..haha :P
missing you angel baby! *muacks* ;) Name: hiwayguy
Message: yahOOOoO MIA MIA MIA forever already loooo Name: wheimeng
Message: huh wtf? :P HOI.. NEVER COME OVER TO SAY HI TO ME?
..........................................................................
WHO WERE YOU WITH? ANY CHIQSSSSS?!! :P
haha yeah... man.. Name: tIcKLe`Me
Message: wm, saw u at ming tien during the liverpool vs man utd. looks like ur tight butt's still there!
hey angel!!! :"P MUACKS. im happy. :") love you!
xoxo,
becky.
2:51am
26/4/04 Name: wheimeng
Message: heh, its the night that i've been waiting for .. dj tiesto!!!!!! :D
come down and dance with me brian bro :) rememebr to smile .. so that i could locate you :PPPP j/k ... the old jokes.. hehe... hey dude.. take care ya.!! Name: spinky
Message: never forgot you. just don't believe your not around anymore.. your still my bro. :)
07/04/04 Name: wheimeng
Message: hihi!! tomorrow is final!!
and guess what? i've got sore throat and kinda having mild fever now..
i need your powah brian!!!! pls lend me for a while :P oh yea.. one of ultraunix old shell customers that carded for shell long time ago carded for webhosting today.. lol.. and i refunded the money.. brla .. wonder if you remember him.. Name: bogus@chinfei
Message: ahh..been a long time already since i have been here.
saw lots of familiar nicks here . hows everyone ?
chinfei@msn.com
04/04/04 Name: rowena
Message: take care.. Name: wheimeng
Message: make sure dont give birth to a gay ok? :P
graduate with flying colours! i bet brian is looking after your back up there ...
heheee... Name: nexus-
Message: Woah, been ages since I posted here but safe to save that your not forgotten ;)
Back to assignments, Time to Graduate: 8 months. Feels like being pregnant man, the suffering! :P
1/4/2004 Name: meng
Message: hey Bro...hows it going? life's not too bad right now....currently having my long hols..relaxing, chilling and pretty much doing nuthing :P i've stopped everything i did for the past few months...realised its only a temporary solution for problems....im living with my aunt now in san francisco...nice place...nice weather...nice people...fly chiqs :P if all of my friends and family were here...i don't feel like going back :P but everything i have and used to have is back home in malaysia, so i guess i wanna go back :)
anyways...hope ur doing great up there...i know u will :) u keep hustling up there ok?:P i won't tell ur mom :P take care Bro... Name: tIcKLe`Me
Message: angel, life hasnt been smooth. alot of incidents reminded me of the day you left. guide me, darls. rushing for assignments now and im so not feeling well. =( missing you still and will always do... *muacks*
xoxo,
becky
1:14am
25.03.04 Name: ha ha ha ha ha ha
Message: HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA IT'S SO FUNNY WHAT HAPPEN SUCKER HAHA HA HA HA H A Name: Terance Macdonald
Message: I hope you like it up there and smile down from Terance macdonald from owshawa ontario
p.s sorry what happen. Name: wheimeng
Message: arlorrr dudes... haha.. glad to see you guys posting here :)
as always.. brian is still fresh in so many minds although his departure was few years back.. dude, you are fantastic!! Name: A friend that always forgot about you but sometimes always thinks about you
Message: ......
Mr. Brian Oliver Corray:
Long time never talk to you man, life for now is sucks...many things bothered me lately, really cant concentrate on anything...
Suddenly i feel like wanna die to get rid of everything....families, friends, classmates, assignment etc etc...suddenly i felt all the friendships to me is hollow...it doesn't give me any support or anything, nor like they will talk to me willingly if i never contact them...
Haih...now i have a stronger feeling that my social life is screwed up, up until now never really get a girlfriend before...friends all i have now are like nobody cares about me, only knows how to make fun of me...families having some problems also...is really screwed up! Do you agree that? Whenever i think about it, it really hurts me alot as i have all these kind of friends...maybe what i thought of is my attitude or something like that...m'i having a problem or what, can u tell me?
Well, i did really try my best, but really it doesn't seem different from previous, i'm just like nobody to them...i'm really lonely right now...i just wanna escape from here, i don't have the courage to face the truth and confront with them, i can't blow my temper to them, i don't know why...
Now to think about it, everyone is like hypocratic, even it happens among friends, can't they just think straight, i mean it really frustrated me because everybody is just like acting a show in front of me...perhaps you can give me a good answer...its like in my heart the instinct told me nobody likes to be friend with me, i'm so feddup in life right now!!! I can't really tell anybody about this, i don't know what they will think about me, so i decided to tell you about this brian...
From:
your dear friend
17/03/04
23:58
Name: tIcKLe`Me
Message: harlow handsome whei meng. hehehe :P
BRIAN DARLING ANGEL! today's my first day driving on my on one a manual car and im so darn proud of myself. aren't u? when u first know me, i think i was still a kiddo in highschool and now, three years in college and im driving! haha. blehs. would be nice if u were here to see the joy on my face. oh how i miss you so badly. =(
u know darling angel, a friend of mine committed suicide a couple of days ago. and it's a real pain. his beauty was wasted. take good care of him too okies darling angel? love you.
xoxo,
becky.
5:27pm @ 1/3/04 Name: `e
Message: mach0o..
special day today leh..29/02..
miss u so much!!..
hrm..kinda irrelevant right?..=X..
miss u so so so so much..=[ Name: Wade Lantz
Message: You are missed by so many, especially me. Garland. Name: Bruce Wade Lantz
Message: Dearest Wade, you have been gone for so long, but will never be forgotten. I miss you so much and will never forget how much fun we used to have. You were like a brother to me. I love you so much. Someday, there will be justice for what happened to you, and those who did you wrong, will pay for their wrong doing. I hope that you are in heaven happy in the arms of our Lord. I hope I will see you again someday. I wish I could bring you back if only for a moment just to tell you what you meant to me.
Your Friend Forever,
Kelley Ann "Phillips" Dicken Name: meng
Message: my life's a mess now....dunno wat to do....need ur advice so badly...y did u leave!!! :( Name: meng
Message: bro i miss you so much :~( Name: -=][F]EaR[F]uL On[E][=-
Message: What's Up Ya aLL!! NiCe WeBsitE yA aLL GoT ThErE.. HoPe To HeAr FrOm yA aLL SooN.. Name: wheimeng
Message: harlowwwwwww becky and izzie ;p nice to see you guys here.. :P Name: ticKLe`Me
Message: harlow darling angel. happy belated vday. how are things eh? missing you much. i do. ;( met g.mama yesterday. we were at breakers. hiaks. would be a nicer pix if u were there. muacks. *hugs*
feb 15th 04
7.44pm Name: izzie
Message: y0 br0, h0w is it up there. been a while since i cam here. s0bs missing ya t00. h0pe ya d0ing fines there. bleh valentines is around the c0rner, h0pe ya g0t a chun angel there t0 teman yew =P send s0me d0wn t0 me here ler =P i c0uld use a heavenly chick =P Name: wheimeng
Message: wow, you are still attractive as you used to!! :) a stranger who is a "she" ;pp
dude, you're the man !! hahahaha.. hope you doing well eh..
Name: lordz
Message: gong fei fatt choi Name: a stranger
Message: hey..u know what.. i'm back to this web again is like ..it's been a really long time eversince i log on to this site.. i remember last time i was so emotional although i don't know u .. but whatever messages ppl wrote for you ,when i read it ,i was deeply touched by the msgs n i cried.. funny how a stranger can cried over someone she doesn't know.. :P well i think in this site somehow i can feel a very strong of encouragement to appreciate our lives.. and i wanna thank you for this encouragement i can get from here.. this makes me realise that i should be cherishing every single moment in my life thanks Brian.. oh well.. i may now know u .. but as a stranger who is really wanting to know u ..rest in peace.. Name: wheimeng
Message: happy chinese new year dude~~~~ :) Name: wheimeng
Message: its 3rd of jan! :) happy new year! did the fireworks in bbwalk burn your ass? i hope not ;pp hhahaa..
Name: wheimeng
Message: hey dude... how have you been.. been a hectic life for me recently.. busy working in midvalley to clearing up my debts (car accident!!) ... luckily it wasnt a huge sum.. seems to have some savings now.. saving it for future UNFORESEEN circumstances..
anyhow, despite of the work load, i didnt neglect our effort, ultraunix. still working on it.. after hard work, finally, again, i repeat, FINALLY it turned into a profitable organization :D it was kinda hard task for me to manage so many things at once.. next monday coll reopening.. stopped my job as survey officer and going back to study.. amirul and dion have been helpful.. they helped me a lot.. without them, i wouldn't be able to make it happening! may you up there look after them.. at once my life was so blue when a sudden mad bill came to my head.. man, it was a depress moment for me, had to source money out and luckily we have few good clients that are willingly to help us out.. and now everything turns green :) i believe in step by step effort now, you taught me that and now i value the moral of it.. pretty happy .. you get what you work for! oh btw, yuenqi is famous now! 2003 telekom/tmnet national day web design competition, he has got first runner up! over 200,000 participants and he was chosen.. i'm proud of him.. (sigh talk about national day) hope you are up there.. looking after us and often in my heart, you're my buddy! my beloved brian oliver corray! i'm sure a lot ppl agree with me in that...
anyway, happy new year.. hope our new year fireworks that fly sky high will not burn your arse ;pp Name: `JoLyNe
Message: Christmas is just a few days away and so is a brand new year! Stress is building up for me. Nevertheless, you`re always on my mind, angel! :) *muahsssssssssss*
mweeeeeerrrryyy early cwhristmasssssss and a happy newwwwww yearrr dear! :) Name: IvanFong.com
Message: Rest In Peace. :) Name: honfaai
Message: Brian Brian Brian.. how`s it up there for y0u? Yea.. its time f0r an0ther message fr0m me 2 yew#@! and when is it your turn to leave me a message? be it through my dreams or a simple note from heaven, have some courtesy la brother! :) Well i remembered we knew each other say probably 4 years ago?That was when i first got really addicted to IRC.And thus meeting you.I was form 1 back then.Just got into secondary school with all the late night sleeps hehe..and you would frequently teased me asking me to go off as it pass way off a little boy at my age bedtime.How offending you know that? LOL..well just to let u know.. SPM`s over.I sat my last paper yesterday.Heard the results would be released on Mid-End of February nxt year.. so u better give my A1s.9 of them ok? then i`ll go burn you some nice cars,cards,cash to hook on with other chiqs bro :P alright? T.care and Have Luck!
- honfaai @ jenatic.com -
01:32AM 22nd November 2003 Name: groovy chick
Message: hey bRiNa!
Long time since I checked this page...time really seems to pass by so fast...
been feeling pretty nostalgic today, thinking about all the things I've been through in the past few years...Then I checked my links and found back this page. :)
You know, you're a pretty nice guy. Still remember that once you saw me walking on new year's eve, I think...and the next day we chatted you called me a groovy chick..hehe...Noone else in this world has ever called me that, that's why I still remember!
Still remember the first day we met...haha you'll laugh if I say out your nickname here...so I guess we'll just keep it between us, yeah? Our little secret :)
Hugssss...
Name:
Message: The only thing that doesn't change is everything changes.
Why is it so difficult for a person to let go of the past?
Although it has been more than two years since you left,
I still cherish the minimal memories we shared. Looking at a particular chocolate reminds me of you and your attempt over the radio station. ;)
Life's going to be tough for me but I'll think of you strength and perseverance each time I struggle. You're a warrior aren't you?
I miss you dearly and thank you for you. Name:
Message: hey bri! :) i miss you dearly.. Name: Anonymous
Message: R.I.P dude. Name: BaByCraB
Message: hello brian, its been a while now. was just wondering how are u doing now and then ? things have changed much since u left, but the feelings we all had for u yet remains.
i know u're doing fine there, so im not gonna ask u much about that. bless u brian. bless u much. Name: fuat
Message: Im missing the old h9 times, they were great, Rest in peace man! Name: nexus
Message: oi brian, tell god i hate him cause he is giving me mountains of assignments!
and peace man, bless you ;) Name: rowena
Message: hey brian, it's been a while since i've posted here. hope you're doing fine. peace.. miss ya! Name: wheimeng
Message: wow, nichole? hm, were you from inti?
something happened today brian, i bet you should know.. someone dis-respect you.. damn geram.. i wonder why ppl are so eager for power .. does friendship = control? you own a friendship by controlling them or co-operate with them?
heh nvm la :) im sure you're in peace now, dowanna trouble you so much blekkk..
oh yea.. besok aku exam.. if you ever see god up there.. ask him to bless me for wednesday and thursday.. 22 & 23 oct 2003 ok!?
hahahahahaha thankiu ;p im going to chinese series now.. ciao ciao.. muaks Name: JD Kesner
Message: Dearest friend,
Life goes on, yet it is hard without you. Remembering that day that I seen you in that casket. It was not you..Not your face and body. I know the true you..The you that was alive and made those good times. Those are the memories that I will truly remember and share. You are forever in my heart and soul. Things are hard without you, but, I go on day by day. I know that you are in a good place and one day I will see youagain. Till then, peace and love..Love you...nichole Name: CJ Rinker
Message: Dearest friend,
You left many good memories behind. Life goes on, yet it is hard without you. It has been a year and 4 days now since your passing. Each day being new, is hard without you. Things are not the same without you. I smile whenever I think of you and the memories. To know that you are in Heaven is a blessing because you are in a good place and one day I will see you there again. You may have passed away, but you are still here each and every day in my heart and everyone elses heart. You are the sunshine in the morning, the breeze that blows, the shadow that follows me, that certain song that comes on the radio. You are forever alive..forever here in spirit and life. Ypu shall forever be alive and not just a memory. I love you and will see you again. Till then, I pray and miss you. See you again. Peace. Smoke one for you.....lol...nichole Name: wheimeng
Message: harlowww!! :) how are you? doing great? i've got my streamyx looooo.. so happy.. after a long away from HiS.. now i'm back with broadband.. hehehe so happy.. can surf a lot of stuff.. ahem :P
i'm going out to yam char later.. see ya!!!!
11th oct
21:25 Name: wheimeng
Message: heh, brian, hows stuff? tough time for me over here.. hope you are here to assist me to overcome all these barriers..
may god be with you...
Name: SpOoKysAm
Message: wussup guys!
\\Sam//
hellnine.net
6.56AM 15.09.2003 Name: honfaai
Message: woops ;p that`s all = these all , free = fresh paiseh :X Name: honfaai
Message: woops ;p that`s all = these all , free = fresh paiseh :X Name: honfaai
Message: hey brian.. guess its been a while since i last posted and sorry i didnt leave any msg here on the 31st.. i wasnt free and i hope posting now like eRm almost 2 weeks late wudnt be too late or it is?s0rry again.. hey... just t0 let u know that i really did th0ught of you on da morning of 31st :) was also flashing back how da day of ur funeral.. i hope its ok to mention it here sorry everyone..i remember it was a rainy morning and i was at my pc waiting for senghau and wheimeng to come pick me before leaving to azzie`s hse for breakfast.. that was the plan initially.. then we just drop by pick her up and gone to jalan gasing`s chicken rice shop for branch.. that`s all still free in my mind.. i still remember how painful it was to see u in there that night itself after having dinner in kepong with Jack as it was his farewell dinner before he leave for UK 2 years ago.. so fast 2 years flies.. time flies and wait for no one i guess.. i hope u`re doin fine up there and still the same old words.. bless everyone .. every of ur love ones.. and everyone who loves you.. including me! i`m sorry i post my message here only now.. its because all out of sudden.. i even stopped talkin 2 rowena for a moment because suddenly u flashed through my mind.. and i think its time that i write something here again.. i dont know if u do read this everyday. but if u do, pls be no doubt that i miss u alot :) triple b r0x :)
- honfaai -
1.34A.M 14th Sept of 2003 Name: nAzRoLL
Message: well brian, although i knew you, i dun really get to know u personally. u were a lil brother to someone i know, in fact, u still are. i know you as the nicest person around, always trying to help whenever u can. your passing has brought sadness to all who knows you, but you also left behind strength. you are a good person brian, you will always be. and dude, i promise u, i will take care of her. peace out! Name: nAzRoLL
Message: well brian, although i knew you, i dun really get to know u personally. u were a lil brother to someone i know, in fact, u still are. i know you as the nicest person around, always trying to help whenever u can. your passing has brought sadness to all who knows you, but you also left behind strength. you are a good person brian, you will always be. and dude, i promise u, i will take care of her. peace out! Name: afk-demon
Message: i'll be missing you, we'll be missing you. peace babe. Name: afk-demon
Message: i'll be missing you, we'll be missing you. peace babe. Name: aizat razali
Message: nothin'..
Name: myRez`
Message: OMG. It has been 2 years since you left. I was just thinking how and what we used to chat about. And I really missed it. Miss you much Brian. Name: tIcKLe`Me
Message: sometimes i wonder, why why why can HE, the man who created us, be so selfish? a friend i just met, kuach, accidentally bumped into ur site through mine, and now he's really upset because his gf passed away as well. life is so unfair. SO FCKING UNFAIR. and im having one of the toughest times in my life at the moment. i dont even know what i want in life anymore. sometimes, i just feel like letting go of my grip and end everything. i really miss you! someday, angel, someday, we'll meet again. love you shit loads. :"(
2:14am
6th Sept 03 Name: `e
Message: mach0..it's been two years..yet everything's like still so fresh in my mind..
never have i stop missing you..
lotsa hugs n kisses from me..
Name: boyfren
Message: 3:24am,
2nd september 2003
i need you by my side now galpal..
help me through this time of pain and confusion. i can't turn to anyone else anymore Name: nexus
Message: hehe
2 years fly by so fast..
didnt post cause was busy with assignments, they suck
hope all's well up there
;) Name: boyfren
Message: 2 painful years have passed since the last night i saw you..just remembering that last dinner..i never ever imagined i would never see you again galpal. if i knew, i would not have been such a grumpy b*tch before dinner, i wouldn't have gotten mad at you for no reason, i would't have argued with you, i wouldn't have splashed you with hot soup by throwing fishballs into the steam boat, i wouldn't have glared and given you dirty looks during dinner.. i wouldn't have kacaued you left n right at dinner..i would have followed you out so that you would've be the one driving..so many would not's and would have's.. :( i'm so sorry........ really really sorry..if i could turn back time, i would pay the price, no matter what it was..thats how unconditional my love is for you, galpal..
it really feels like yesterday, *y'knowwWw*? all those memories are still fresh in my mind. will never forget the painful, horrible days that ensued after knowing you were gone for ever. every morning i woke up, praying this was all some bad dream. it took me so long to get over the pain and trauma of losing you before i finally accepted you had left for a better place. i know youre at a heavenly place where you are finally at peace with yourself, happy and contented. i just hope that you're looking down on the rest of us.. especially me. need all the help and support i can get at this period in time. everyone misses you tons and tons. you know, not a single day goes by without me thinking of you... i dread this day every year, as it reminds me how painful losing you really was.. i know someday we'll meet again yah? but till then galpal, I'LL MISS YOU EVERY SINGLE DAY OF MY LIFE!
love you always
Name: `JoLyNe
Message: i can`t believe it`s been two years... still missing you loads angel sayang.. *muacks*.. you`re forever in my memories... :( Name: tIcKLe`Me
Message: 2 years... and im still keeping your msgs. love you brian. take care :(
31st aug
4.22pm Name: wheimeng
Message: hey dude! i know this is a pain memory for all of us that care and love you..
hope you are good up there!
you might have reincarnated and now a 2 years old baby.. new life for ya and old life for us still.. guess you're somehow better off eh!
anyhow, i miss you!
31/8/2003
2:11pm Name: wheimeng
Message: hey dude! i know this is a pain memory for all of us that care and love you..
hope you are good up there!
you might have reincarnated and now a 2 years old baby.. new life for ya and old life for us still.. guess you're somehow better off eh!
anyhow, i miss you! Name: meng
Message: Bro...missing u 24/7 still....See you in the morning....HuGsss!! Name:
Message: You're not forgotten MiMizz sAhYanGHzz...
It's been two years.. but you remain in our lives..
each and everyone of us here has been touched in different ways by you..
We'll always remember you..
Name: d3vil
Message: reading this made me emotional n i'm v touched - must say brian was a wonderful guy 2 hv such wonderful frenz - brian juz wanna tell u ur a very luck guy .... i'm a loner not tht i dont have frenz ...... but all those claiming 2 b a fren is juz waiting 2 get d better of me ........ i know 4 sure when i leave this life i'll never have a single soul thinking bout me - actually all i wanna say is ur very lucky !!!!!!!!!! deep down i know u r a wonderful person - eventhough we have never met nor do i know any of ur frenz - lucky U
XOXOXOXOXO *hugs & kisses* for a wonderful angel Name: `JoLyNe
Message: Been thinking bout you *alot* lately as 'the' day comes... Still missing you as much, if not more... *muahs* Name: tIcKLe`Me
Message: angelkins!!! :( miss you badly. LOVE YOU ANGELKINS :( and this sunday's gonna be awful as i'll be remembering that UGLY day. >:(
27/8/03
11:57pm Name: boyfren
Message: missing you Name: g|ggs-
Message: Yo. Didnt know you that well. Just wanna say look out for your wonderful friends you have here who cherish you so much. They are a great bunch of ppl. They still have you in their minds all the time. Take care of them throught what they go thru ok. Take care and have fun up there. Name:
Message: hmm Jimmy Davis' passing just made me think of you again dude..
hope alls well up there ;)
Name:
Message: miss u lots MiMiZZzzzzzzzz..
Name:
Message: dont know you but may you rest in peace...hugs Name: tIcKLe`Me
Message: hey angel, i need your guidance so badly. im stuck in a relationship that i dont know if it even exist and whenever someone questions me about it, i dont know what to answer. that doesnt bother me so much though as im not putting in any hopes. i guess we did it out for fun. hehe :)
i am going through alot of emotional pain right now. had one of the most hurtful arguements with my parents and i was so tempted to just leave the house and never step back, ever again! but when i come to think of where i could go, i had no place. i dont even have the money. so i guess ive got to hold on for a few more years till im stable in my career and my financial bits. ive been crying so much over the arguement and all the meaningful words they've darted at me. seriously speaking, ive not cried this much since you left. not even during break ups and i dont think there's anything that one can do to please me at the mo. i know it's not even right to tell this kinda things here because everyone gets to read it, but oh well, if i dont tell you, who can i tell? i really miss having you and those early mornings where you'll knock some senses into my head and ask me to move on. remember thomas and how hard it was for me to forget him? i was so happy that i could finally let him go after what you've said. i cant remember what but you made it. i hope this time, you'll be there to guide me again and show me the right path. maybe you could also knock some senses into my parent's head. they're just so full of ego. i love you darling angel. and i truly truly truly miss you companion. man, this is such an embarassing entry. love you always.
12:49am, 11th August 2003 Name:
Message: hey bri im in da greatest pain right now and im so thankful i made it without having to go for an op. the pain n sadness suddenly brought visions of u back into my mind.. thinking of how u'd felt that nite.. love ya bri. mmwah~ time flies so quick.. missing ya heaps darl :) Name: wheimeng
Message: i shall see you this 31st brian.. man, it has been years.. i'm sure everyone got your bless as everything is having pretty good life over here, and i'm sure you are happy over there...
Name: tIcKLe`Me
Message: brrrrian my darling angel!!! my bithday just ended an hour ago and oh well, i didnt celebrate as most of my beloveds werent around and i had to go back to my hometown. i miss you so much and i read back the sms-es you sent. dated 29th aug and 30th aug 2001. sighs. ;( love you brian angel. even dedicated my current layout for you. someday, brian, someday, we'll meet again. i'll talk to you more in my prayers brian angel. so much to say, but not to so many peeps. hahaaha. muacks love you!!!!
1:05am.
4th aug 03 Name: `JoLyNe
Message: Thinking of you.. and missing you..*always* ;) *muahsss angel* Name: sofia
Message: hey brian....have a good life eh...wherever u may be...
i'm sure the people u knew misses u so much...i mean...juz look at these messages...
juz wanna wish u all de best up there...though i dunno you...
may god bless u ;)
take care up there...bye
Name: nexus
Message: rowe told me you had britney spears songs!
ahhhh! Name: andrew
Message: Its so long since I last posted.. er.. am i repeating myself? :P
okok.. i wont repeat.. eh i also think its getting longer.
Im the one that suggest this, but I also dont know how to fix this script.
Melvin knows how. try asking him.. ok.. Brian! Life has changed for me, having a girlfriend for 2 years now. still going on strong. and i surely need your blessing in my business. I am struggling to sell my stuff. Enough for me. HOPE everyone enjoy themselve. STRIFE ill be back end of the year. Name: wheimeng
Message: hey, dudes.. i think this page is getting long. i'd suggest that instead of crumbling all into 1 page, we saperate 1 page to few posts. how bout that? this website doesnt belong to me, so i'll take suggestions for the regulars.
if everyone agrees on that, i'll find someone to do that.. so that you guys wont take too long to load this page. (at least for me it is ;p) Name: wheimeng
Message: heh, looks like everybody is in deep shit now. well actually im in deep shit too.. phone line cut.. couldntcome online much .. forgive me for not visiting this website often.
anyway, boyfren, cheer up ;) i'm sure you'lll find someone that suites you better. its a way of life, you'll become stronger .. trust me, well, anyway, i'm sure brian will look after you up there!
yeah dion! hell yea! our dream is near.. hope everything works according to our plan.. and till then, we will celebrate our hard work together! alright?
Name: di0n
Message: um reading over it i seem to have fucked up quite a few things. if it really is you aure, don't mind me, just blabbing. if it isnt, sorry! :|
not exactly in the right frame of mind right now! Name: di0n
Message: why la everyone going through shit now?! wish i was there with you now, mimi. no worries, no problems, no betrayal, no heart-breaking, nothing!@# one day you're the happiest guy in the world, the next you're heart's been ripped out, squished and then burned.
everynight kenot sleep, luckily for me i have becky to keep my company. dont know what i'd do without her. but right now she's on her way to penang, so i'm kind of alone! :(
then we have, who i'm guessing is aurelia below. heh, as much as i may have had bitter feelings towards her for leaving, deep down inside, somewhere, i still care for her as the mui mui she was before everything ever happened. and it's sad to see she got stuck with one of our good friends (was anyways), whom we all thought would take care of her, but obviously did anything but that.
why la mimi? help us out abit here la! give us something to look forward to, to keep our heads up, and not always looking to the ground in sadness. i know you'll pull through for us, you always have, and im sure you always will.. no matter where you are.
3.40am - 6/17/03 Name: boyfren
Message: goddamnit galpal.........dont u think its time i deserved some happiness??????? pls let things turn out for the better for me galpal, im so tired of one heartbreak after another........... Name: boyfren
Message: i've been thinking lots about you lately..how are you doing? is there really life after death? or is it just dust to dust? i would love to know that youre now an angel for everybody who loves you..give me a sign? life is not so good nowadays.. baby thinks i should let go of the sad memories and not blame myself and just remember the happy times.. cause he says that if you could see me you would not want me to be so emo and sad when i think about you. is that really true, boyfren? i guess he's right. if i were you, i would also want u to let go, and move on with life.. god..why did it have to be like this? anyway, exams are just so bad..and some things are not going good...
wish u were here to console me and give me a dose of your usual nonsense
i love you galpal..always
p.s. galpal, though it may seem that i've forgotten about you but, i think u know better that you are ALWAYS in my heart. i'll never forget you cause the only way to keep you alive is through our memories
Name: boyfren
Message: i miss you so much galpal..life is so bad nowadays.... Name:
Message: hey bri!! :) thank you for sharing one of ur angels wit me hey.. i absolutely adore him!! treats me like a g0dess!! mwahaha!! hope i didnt take away ur most precious one :P~ coz.. u gonna have to share nonetheless!! nEnEnibo0b0o~ i miss u to bits bri and i hope ur thinking of us too... watch over us.. cos we think of u all da time bri :) someday we'll meet...
i hope id be able to have a chance to visit u someday... im so sorry i havent been ever since that day.... wait till jan k bri? ill be back for quite awhile from aussie.. and ull be smelling da sweetest of all flowers :> mMm..mWaHh!! lotsa love wit xtra hunny :) bearhugs! Name: tIcKLe`Me
Message: *muacks* baby angel.
just had a talk about you with di0n. as always, im missing you still and will always be. loving you angel. *hugs*
p/s : guide me through all my ups and downs yea, angel? life hasn't been pretty nice to me lately.
6:12am
13/6/03 Name: `JoLyNe
Message: It`s not that i`ve not been coming here sayang, My posts got deleted/lost! >;( *muacks & squeezes angel you* I MISS YOU x infinity! Name: di0n
Message: eh?! haha "this" was meant to be "shit"! ;p Name: di0n
Message: tai lou! our dream of making uu huge is near. make sure you watch over us man, so we dont fk up anymore than we have already done! ;p
miss ya loads, going through alot of this now, and wish you could be here with me so i have someone to talk to like last time man. can't sleep, can't eat, can't do jackshit! help!!!!! :(
love ya man, take care of urself! :)
Name: Angel
Message: You must be the most luckiest guy in heaven....all this people sending their love to you.....so here is mine.....though i dont know you...but by effort some has taken to remember you, you must be one great guy.....peace out. Name: X|FaAi|X
Message: Hello BBB,t00 darn fwee s0 dr0p by t0 leave yew a message!
h0w zit g0in 0n up der?having l0tsa angel-chiqs to serve yew around?!
have nothing much in life to talk about th0ugh,bless me with muh SPM coz my sex life depends on it *grinx*
ch0wx! t.care and bless me with great Grades then i shall remember yew m0re#@! :P
05/06/2003
7.43PM Name: nexus-
Message: yo brian, how are you doing? haha software engineering is boring. pfft, we have to learn computer ethics. yawn. it's so tough getting to and fro to college, when will you get me a car? Name:
Message: Hello mimiboy,
I apologise for not leaving any message behind for you during the past few months. Although I made a promise to you back then that I will do what I have to do, I only did 85% of it. Forgive me. I wish you well; if you have a chance to see this. Anyway, life's still a long journey for me. It's 5 months to my finals and this will be a final step before going close to my goal. Did you know that, I've met this nice guy 6 months ago? He's nice and he knows how to draw a line so that I won't be spoilt. I'm still keeping the last few e-mails you sent me and I hope to hear more from you. Miracles do happen don't they? I believe they do. Take care, bro! Name: tIcKLe`Me
Message: heys brian angel, i haven't been doing well lately. nightmares and sleepless nights. what's going on? i miss having you to talk to me at wee hours :( Name: wheimeng
Message: some of the posts were lost, not deleted ;p how are you brian?! miss me? i bet you do *perasan* lol. i've got nothing to do now.. kinda stress life recently since my dad is very much monitoring my activities now.. cant do much stuff.. aih.. lost my FREEDOMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
anyway! gtg now.. see ya~~ Name:
Message: Name: tIcKLe`Me
Message: eh weird. did our earlier post got deleted?!
*muaks* brian angel. :D Name: wheimeng
Message: harlowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.. .how are you? so bored.. nothing to do.. ngek.. Name: BabyM|cZy
Message: DeareSt Brian,
It has been years ever since i knew you from Irc and that the good Times We have Spent Talking ABout AnythIng Under The sun! Today, iN the year 2003, After many years since you been GOne, HOpe u are doing well and hope that The goOd Lord iS there WIth YOu. HOpe to See you ONe day Up there.
Best Wishes and YOu will always be Greatly MIssed.
THe lOrd bless YOu and Keep YOu Always.....!
LOve: Philly BabyM|cZy (cLan Zone) Name: Katetricia
Message: I don't know how are u.. but I heard a lot of you, how angelic you have been to your friends. Hence, they are also another angelic bunch of nice friends whom decided to make you this website. How's the place up there?
some day,I do hope that I will be remembered by my friends too. Brian, you sure deserves all these!! :) Name: Katetricia
Message: I don't know how are u.. but I heard a lot of you, how angelic you have been to your friends. Hence, they are also another angelic bunch of nice friends whom decided to make you this website. How's the place up there?
some day,I do hope that I will be remembered by my friends too. Brian, you sure deserves all these!! :) Name: tIcKLe`Me
Message: t00t t00t. my 2nd day in coll. wish me luck. *licks.
miss you.
18th feb 2003
9:50am Name: Shawn
Message: Hello how r u
i want to download sound driver SIS COBAIN for win98 Name: tIcKLe`Me @ Becky
Message: Happppy be-early V'day in heaven, Brian. Don't be naughty yea? Don't be such a virgin slayer up there. Lol. Love you heaps! :)
After 4 months, finally went to college only to find classes starts next week. Today is only registration. Silly me, yah? :D
4:36pm
10th Feb Name:
Message: hey bri, thought i'd pop by to say hi! and to let u know that i miss ya.. hope ur having fun wit those chickadees up there :P Name: tIcKLe`Me @ Becky
Message: Happy belated birthday Brian angel. I dedicated an entry in my blog to you. Yeay, finally got a new site and I love it lots. The site's dedicated to you too... Love it? :)
Love you lots, Brian darling angel. Enjoy yourself with those chun chiqs in heaven yah. *smuahs* Name: `JoLyNe
Message: Happy birthday brian angel sayang! You`d be 21 today, receiving your key to freedom but...sigh. =) Wishing you were here and missing you loads! Take care of yourself and those who love you over here. Parteh hard, you deserve every bit of it! ;) *hugs and muacksssesss* X infinityyyyyyyy for da birthday b0y! *winks*
Lotsa love... Name: xes
Message: Happy birthday brian :)
Tai kor jai loorrr!
Name: SaD^Ev|L
Message: Hey Brian Gummi BeaR SayangGzZzz!!~ Happy Birthday!!! wish u were here...then we could celebrate ur 21st birthday together!! Hope you like the rose...it's nothing much but I'm sure u already know how I feel...The basket of flowers from ur papa are beautiful..! Sorry I didnt get u sumthing like that *wink* anyway...I wanna wish u happy birthday on j0sh's behalf too...he sends his regards (he cant online mer u know? lol he's gonna kill me when he sees this :P)
Pls pray for wL..only you and the one above can give him comfort for what he's going through...didn't expect something like that would happen to him...Anyway...I'll just end here okay? Till next time,you have my love and blessings *HuGz & KiSseS*
p/s : don't party too hard up there yeah?keep some angels for j0sh :P he deserves plenty. Name: tIcKLe`Me @ Becky
Message: Hey Brian darling angel. Life has been pretty mean. Nobody seems to be on my side lately. Well, it's sad on how people love getting on you for no apparent reason. I'm sure you know what happened. I hope you do hear my prayers to you at night, Brian. I miss you so much. So many things has happened. What a way to start the new year's. Brian angel, I love you alots. *huggies*
Jan 09 2003, 2:32 am. Name: `JoLyNe
Message: Merry belated xmas and a happy new year angel sayang! Missing ya as usual. *muahs* :) Name: W
Message: Mok, I'm sure you knew what has happened to me last night. Well, I can't imagine those shit could ever happen to me. I've always put myself into Ther Wei's shoe and understand his feeling so that I could still talk and get along well with him. But I guess God wants me to experience it as well. What can I say now? I'm in my last semester now and every seems to be so screwed up in the first week of the college! Damn... I dunno how am I going to live on with such an experience. Well, if knew all this shit will happen earlier... if only I go and teman my chiq last nite... all this shit will not happen! Anyway, last nite incedent is still fresh in my mind and really freak me up... I were praying so hard to God that He will save me and get me outta the wreck and outta sudden my car turn back to normal position from overturn position and I'm still able to climb out from the car. I guess those ONI-an already though that I'm gone by that time and up the flicking ur titts judging through the Ferrari looked alike top that my car had right now.but there were surprised that I still manage to climb out from my car! I bet got is seriously protecting me and I can feel it during the incedent. I'm so concious that I even knew that the top of my car is squeezing towards me. When I though that everything were fine except for my car, I was so damn wrong when I got uut from my car that I only realise that other ppl have involved in it too. I was so damn regreted that I've drove in such way. Anyway, will see your mom and mama soon as they are worried abt me. You take care up there and keep an eye on ME ok MOK?! !@#$
Chow! Name: W
Message: You are so mean, MOK... :,( Name: `JoLyNe
Message: Hmm...this site has been down for quite some time. I`m finally able to drop in to say, I MISS YOU LOTS ANGEL! *muacks* sigh... :) Name: j0sh
Message: brian suxxxxxxxxxxxxx but i still luv yew *muacks* :P Name: feunnieeE
Message: gami bear..:)
Name: sha
Message: hey bri, hows it going? dropped by to say hi! hope ya having heaps of fun :) Name: wheimeng
Message: ah, the xfresh is going so lamee...i cant stand their promotions.. anyway, we will beat them! :) we are working on a leet proposal and we have to get endorsement from the ministry of education and few more to list ;p dont worry! your hard work in UU will not be wasted just like that coz i'm going to revive it! hehehehee.. oh well.. weh, pray for me la.. get a chun chiq for me ;p so sien.. must settle down oredi.. everybody also asks me to settle down.. and i think i've got to settle down as well.. coz behind every sucessful man there will be a woman (female la ;pp.. nono, chun chiq) supporting them! ahahaha...
okay lak.. till here ciaozz going dinner
5/10/2002
19:15 Name: Lian S. Yuenchi
Message: My friend has just passed away, 8.47PM Sep 30, 2002.
She reminds me about you again.
Rest in peace. Name: wheimeng
Message: hah! weh.. how are you.. bah, i need to get my arse to swim .. so tired recently.. need more sports .. so do you swim up there? i doubt there is swimming pool there coz it rains when theres enough water for you to swim ;p (overflow) lol ;p hahaha.. oh just drop you a msg.. bah.. i see lotsa msg for you.. somehow i think brian wants us to be happy.. so, cheeer up! live to the fullest.. his life .. was all about cheering us up.. and that might be one of the reasons he is here.. so shall we help him in accomplishing his dream.. be happy~ and he will be happy to see us.. he might not be here with us but we will be able to feel him~ ciao brian..
wheimeng
22:32
29/9 Name: [e3|yNn`]
Message: your nick soundz familiar.. have we chat b4?
anyway sorry to heard the sad newz.. reSt In peaCez!! Name: bla bla black sheep, you only see my teeth in the dark
Message: brian oh brian...how i going to miss you...
its been a year u left us, i know its useless to express my feeling at here because you won't be able to see it and hear it.
anyway, you are always in my heart, no matter what will happen!!!
you are a memory of mine forever!!!
Name: muTt
Message: i didnt know your name. but i knew your nickname. i didnt find out till almost a year after you've left. Kagami? hmm i thought you went missing.. until i went back to #nofear- the shock was unbelievable.
Hey.. i know you're up there
I've never met you.. but hey i've already known you..
I dont think i was as significant to your life as the others but hey i was fortunate to speak with you. May you rest in peace.
Well all i can do is dedicate a bit of this song to you :) My favourite praise and worship song.
"Lord i come to you, let my heart be changed.. renewed
flowing from the grace that i've found in you..
Lord of i've come to know, the weaknesses i've seen in me..
will be stripped away.. by the power of your love.. " Name: Mei
Message: Thank you,Brian,for the many lessons you taught me.
Name: lingerz
Message: hey, even though i dont know u at all or seen u b4... its sad to see someone in the prime of their life taken away..hope u're living it up in heaven
my condolences to brian's family n frens Name: sChanz
Message: Hey Brian.. is been a year since you have already left us all down here.. wonder how life is like up there.. dunno why whenever I come across to this page I seem to start tearing in my eyes.. and yet stared crying how I wish I've gotta know you a little earlier ..anyway life has been pretty sad for me..lately I've been havin lots of arguements with ppl around... and stuff... just wish that I was way better than before much more easy-going ... man I hate it.. ehhehe :P anyway... I really wish you don't mind me writtin to you.. juz thought that I could share my problems.. with you ... anyway.. lately... I've been ...so unhappy ... been crying for this guy that... I like ... he hurts me like crazy.. well.. maybe if you were here and.. I've gotta know you pretty well maybe you will help me.. huh ? heheh :P was kiddin... well... I know that you've been through all this things before.. anyway.. Brian.. have a nice time up there... I wish to be up there too ...
-although I do not really know you.. yet you have left a footprint in my life.. I wish and I'll follow.. you footprint too... to go through all the troubles in life brother ..
*hugz* ... Name: wheimeng
Message: ooo, so many dropped by to leave you msgs.. today, i forgot to say sorry on behalf of feunnie as she couldnt make it to your prayer .. her parents dont allow her to come down kl, sorry for not informing that ;p and sorry feunnie is you see this. anyway, i'll be going to your house latah for a dinner. and off i go now! :)
wheimeng Name: `JoLyNe
Message: It`s me again brian.. Just dropped by to tell you that i`m sorry cause i don`t think i can make it for your dinner and prayer thing tonight. I`m sure you understand right, angel? *hugs and muacks* Although i won`t be able to make it..My prayers for you will be in my heart...take care..
-jolyne- Name: feunnieeE
Message: gami....I miss u...gami bear bear I miss u so much....1 yr...time goes by so fast...Until now I still couldnt blief that u're not here anymore...
it's like i've just spoke to u yesterday....i can still hear u laffing...teasing me...Really really miss u alot alot alot...still remember #cupid? :) I wanted to open it at dalnet..but too bad...someone took it edi...haih.....i've got alot to tell u...but...its hard to tell it all here...nvm..i'll "tok" to u in my dream...come find me yea?
Gami bear...me sayang u alot alot yeah...RmInfinite...
u take care....miss u always....R.I.P mUaKs huGgIeZ Name: chuchaiz
Message: it's 1 year now and i stil remmeber the day for my farewell the news came by tat u went off sumwhre better and could not make it to my farewell. time does fly past very very fast ain't it. i dun think i can make it tonite. sorie bro..God bless. Name: ...?
Message: i've heard what happened last year. although i don't know you at all but i droppped by this page exactly a year after you're gone. i just want to wish you a good life up there. you're friends all loves you down here. respect. Name: `JoLyNe
Message: dear brian angel,
Sigh..Time goes by so fast huh angel? and before you know it, it`s already been one year now since you left us all. One thing still remains the same though..And that is i`m missing you 24/7. We all do. You will always be in our thoughts, hearts and prayers. You`ve made a difference and brought blessings in my life, angel, and you and i both know how. :) I owe you one when and if i ever go up there okie? Wait for me! :) *hugs & muacks* Take care of those who aren`t so strong and guide them from up there mm kay angel? Watch over us from time to time. I know you do and will. Sigh..I`m quite lost in words now and although words seem to say so little, i`m sure you can read my mind right brian angel? *winks* Take care brian..
Missing & Loving you always...
-jolyne-
"The guardian angels of life sometimes fly so high as to be beyond
our sight, but they are always looking down upon us." and i`m sure that is what you`re always doing right angel? ;) Name: izzie
Message: hey there bro,
how are you up there? found any chun angels an0t? things d0wn here are fine but would be even better if u were around. anyway always thinking of you. take cares. see you soon when my time comes. Name: hon faai
Message: Hey mimiz#@!
WAZZAp? been a year i guess? so fast huh? :) i still remember the last time i saw u in pyramid`s coffee bean! u in the size sitting in that small lil metalic chair hehe! guess what? recently when i drop by pyramid.. i notice they`ve closed the place :( but nvm.. how do u do this one year? sorry for not dropping by here often.. kinda bz irc-ing :P~ *winkz* but u can bet i still cant bliff u`re gone.. eventhough it`s one year already.. i still remember how u look like sleeping in there..sigh.. how i wish i could like spend more time with u b4 u went off.. but dont worry.. there will be other chance when we meet up again in near future.. and dont worry we`ll i promise ;) haha guess what? i not oni had missed talkin 2 u.. but i miss iritating u 2 :Pp *grinz*
CHowZ triPlE b#@!#@%@#%
- hon faai -
1.12am 31/08/2002 Name: hon faai
Message: Hey mimiz#@!
WAZZAp? been a year i guess? so fast huh? :) i still remember the last time i saw u in pyramid`s coffee bean! u in the size sitting in that small lil metalic chair hehe! guess what? recently when i drop by pyramid.. i notice they`ve closed the place :( but nvm.. how do u do this one year? sorry for not dropping by here often.. kinda bz irc-ing :P~ *winkz* but u can bet i still cant bliff u`re gone.. eventhough it`s one year already.. i still remember how u look like sleeping in there..sigh.. how i wish i could like spend more time with u b4 u went off.. but dont worry.. there will be other chance when we meet up again in near future.. and dont worry we`ll i promise ;) haha guess what? i not oni had missed talkin 2 u.. but i miss iritating u 2 :Pp *grinz*
CHowZ triPlE b#@!#@%@#%
- hon faai -
1.12am 31/08/2002 Name: Lian S. Yuenchi
Message: How's life above there? It has already one year right Brian.. Will not forget you here, neverever.
Rest in peace. Maybe Ultraunix lives, may brian rules. Name:
Message: bro.....missing u very much....24/7, 365, always and 4ever...this i swear!
for the time being, take care of ur love ones down here.....i knoe we'll meet again......i knoe we will....:( there's this song by 2pac....lots of its lyrics are like memories abt me and u :
2 in tha morning,and we still high assed out,screamin 'brothers till we die' before I passed out,but now that your gone,i'm here thinkin I don't wanna die all alone.
though memories fade I'm gonna get your name tattoo-ed on my arm so we both ball till' my dying days
Name:
Message: heya galpal... i don't know where to begin..i can't believe its gonna be a year already since our last dinner together at hotpot. i never, never in my life imagined that it was gonna be the last time i was ever gonna see you again. you just left us all without any warning. till today, your departure just feels so unbelievable. nothing much has changed galpal..im still the way you left me; rude, bitchy, hairyback, with da m0j0j0j0 forehead, face problem and smelly mouth. :)i'm feeling super low that i've not been dropping by your place recently..no excuses..but i will try to do something about that!!! can you hear my prayers for you and uncle willie every night? all i hope is that you're happy in heaven and you're looking down on auntie ann and mama all the time.. i've never been nice and sentimental and corny to you before when you were around.. so i hope telling you that i miss you....x infinity x infinity x infinity won't make you get goosebumps :p someday we'll meet again (guess i gotta be a good girl so that i can go to heaven!) and i'll give you the biggesttt hugggg imaginable that surpasses even the hugs i give to your stupid brother meng ;P (but that's not before i smack you with the rubber hello kitty hammer first)nothing else i can put into words here..i'll just let my thoughts do the job..take care galpal..*hugss* *muax* p/s sayang you lots too
Name: absence makes the heart fonder..a lotttt lotttt fonder :(
Message: well you know , there's nothing i could say here that would change anything . And i wish there was something i could do to take back that horrible day . Because you really did make a difference in my life . I dont think you just made a difference in MY Life..but everyone elses to. But you know , maybe He took you away because you have done your job here . You're just an angel he sent down to show us our way , and now that your job is done you're up there taking care of everyone? well you know , i really do wonder how things are up there and it hurts to know that you're not with us anymore. but i guess we'll just have to live with that and get on with our lives? life doesnt work that way . things go on , but nothing can change the horrible facts . and its really sad . all i know is that somewhere out there , you've got to be a lot happier up there . take care of yourself.....you're the greatest..!!
maybe someday .. our paths will cross again , and until then.....
Name: kent
Message: what happen to brian? Name: Dencoln
Message: here i'm again...
one year passed, nothing changed, noone changed.
just got back from mongo and china.
well... nice day
=)
Name: Wong Whei Meng
Message: haha, 1 year.. so fast.. so hows life over there? today is my bday, and soon gonna be your 1st year angel life there.. im going to celebrate with my family today and i'll be seeing you soon enough.. hmm, i wonder.. what are you doing up there..
wheimeng! Name: X|FaAi|X
Message: haha they`re showing this show "Triple X" staring Vin Diesel and everytime i see da posters, the triple X seems to alwiz remind me of yew :Pp *GRInZ* it`s almost a year since u`ve left.. i hope u`re doing Fine above.. i had nv forgot u... u`re still in my mind and will still be ... i can promise u this..yea cant wait til nxt year somewhere around march coz i`m gonna get my license and a car of my own if i`m lucky enuff to do so..! so what r u up 2 nowadays ? :P do u have to eRm study up there? sigh my studies is downgrading again :( looks like i need 2 work harder! till here then..! talk another timee bro! *huGz* t.care of urself man i love u! *muackz* Name: Wing
Message: heya boy, you still remember those early morning sessions when I usually come online and you are always there to chat with me ?
Sometimes I wonder, Brian, why God want to take you away so fast, everyone likes you, He should have taken me instead. I miss you Brian. Name:
Message: the first time and the last time I saw you, you were sleeping peacefully. its about a year now, but people still missed you so much. you seems very nice to everyone, but I have yet to know you. what a miss. Name: SaD^Ev|L
Message: Hey Brian Gummi Bear SayanGzZz...It's been some time since i posted anything here...didn't have a chance to come online for quite some time..So anyway,how have you been doing? Hope everything goes well for you up there..It's almost a year since you've left us all...Just want you to know that you're always on my mind and always in my heart...No matter what we do...you'll always be missed!~ *HugS* & *KisSes* will "talk" to you soon...
p/s : thank you for sending me an angel..May God Bless You :) Name:
Message: hahhaa...bro...don't we just know..wheimeng cant do it?? :P but for the sake of uu....we'll both give wheimeng moral support ok?? :) gtg now..8.30 class tomolo...sighhHhhsSss....
miss ya lots..HuGsSss... Name: Wong Whei Meng
Message: heh, brian, im going to do my presentation now.. well, bless me! i know you'll always behind me looking after me.. shall we start showing the people what we can do!? WE ARE THE CONQUERER! WE SHALL WIN THIS BATTLE! LETS SHOW THEM WHAT ULTRAUNIX HAS GOT!
wheimeng
22 Aug 2002
13:11 Name: chinf3i`
Message: sup dude , man ... never been here for a long time already ... let me count ... been over few months ... so . how r u budz ? looking good huh ... righhhhhtt .. :)) peace ... :) Name:
Message: brian mach0 sahyangx..
well..it's been close to a yr now...as everyone in this page said..u've been a source of encouragement for all of us in everything..even in small lil' teeny-weeny things..
i hope the very best for u there..and u are still very much alive in my mind..missing u alwiz..
-22/08/2002- Name: Wong Whei Meng
Message: seems like no one has forgotten you.. although you arent here anymore, you're always in our heart.. well, like i've promised you.. tomorrow i'd be going to MIMOS in presenting my proposal.. if im granted for that project.. well, thank god and you for taking care of us. oh yea.. i'll be visiting you soon.. i do not know what to say.. maybe just say, i miss you ;/
anyway, GOOD LUCK TO ME AND GOOD LUCK TO YOU UP THERE! Name: *... jEn Ni ...*
Message: hie there... well.. im sure there's a computer where u can asses to email in heaven.. hheheheee... well.. u know what's going on, on earth right now... lotsa friends are still missing you.. i do.. too!!!
n-e-way.. have fun in heaven!!! im pretty sure it's a better place huh? i'll see you there.. someday soon... *mUaKs* Name:
Message: Hey bro..... :) guess what date is today?? :) hope you won't forget whats happening on is 21st yah?? :P i still remmeber wat we did last year... :P 4 huge ass bottle of liqour...... and u were the 1st to got drunk :P bleaHHhh.......
:( but i dun wan u to be the 1st to go :( miss u so much bro.....want u here with me on the 21st...:(
still missing u so so much.....
Name: pasqy
Message: hello brian, you prolly don't know me and me you but i hope that God keeps you all safe and sound in His arms. They say that God's always got a plan and I hope He's got a good one for you.
Love. Name: tIcKLe`Me @ Becky
Message: Brian, Brian, my angel. I never believed in sending msgs here because I just refused to believe this will actually help me ease the pain. I even refused to enter this site and read the msgs others send. It'll only make things worse for me. It has been nearly a year right now and I am missing you, every single moment that passes by. What can I say? You were one of the best miracles that has happened to me, that was brought to my life. You have done so many things for me and yet, I have never had the chance to repay what you have done. My birthday had just passed and I remembered how you have forgotten about my birthday last year, because you were busy racing. Haha. I hope you do recall it this year, Brian. :) Jolyne sent me the logs of the conversation that you both had on my birthday last year and I knew how fucked up you were. Ha. I forgive you for it. :) I don't think I can continue this message Brian. It's getting too emotional for me. Remember Brian, our secret code, " -l,,/ ßrïäñ ".
Hope you don't mind that I've shared it with Jolyne too. *hugs*, my darling angel. Name: j0sh
Message: Time d0es pass by fast, my friend. Here i am again writing here, telling yew my th0ughts. It is g0nna be my birthday s00n but it seems meaningless s0meh0w. Life haven't been that great f0r me, things are n0t g0ing as it is supp0sed t0 be. I guess that is life. But yew have sent me an angel t0 take care 0f me, and im thankful 0f that. Thanks br0 :P. Keep an eye 0n her f0r me kay? thanks 0we yew 0ne :P Name: j0sh
Message: Time d0es pass by fast, my friend. Here i am again writing here, telling yew my th0ughts. It is g0nna be my birthday s00n but it seems meaningless s0meh0w. Life haven't been that great f0r me, things are n0t g0ing as it is supp0sed t0 be. I guess that is life. But yew have sent me an angel t0 take care 0f me, and im thankful 0f that. Thanks br0 :P. Keep an eye 0n her f0r me kay? thanks 0we yew 0ne :P Name: spinky
Message: pinky and the brain..pinky and the brain..where is the brain? :( what use is there for pinky when there's no brain.. Name: Lian S. Yuenchi (XstrifeX)
Message: It is almnost 11 months you left us Brian. And let me tell you that UltraUnix is still keeping alive ;) Uhm.. And wheimeng is still as same as before, always hentam me because of delaying those jobs. Argh..
Well well, so where are the other guys in UU? Just me and wheimeng to be the survivors? Dion, Rix, D3ng0d? Whatever ler.. Will talk to you again.
By the way, anyone here is planning to visit Brian? Andrew, when will you be back to .MY again?
Regards,
Lian S. Yuenchi
Tue Jul 30 19:51:31 UTC+0800 2002 Name: jo
Message: hi brian angel sayangs *hugs* feeling kinda down now and wishing you were here to cheer me up as always. sigh. it`s almost been a year now and i`m missing you so very berry much. reading all these messages esp the one before this, brings back fond memories and makes me cry. sigh. take care angel. missin ya. always. Name: elaine
Message: hey brian. was going through my old links and i found this. so here i am reading through all the messages people have posted up for you. i really hope you're reading all of 'em because it's all yours, man. many wish they could have had more time with you to say what they needed to say, to say what they wish they could have said. so, in their wake or in their sleep, may you always be there to listen to their innermost and sweetest thoughts about you. and i know that you will always be watching over all these wonderful people. they truly adore/love you, brian. i'm sure that on the other end of heaven, you're waiting for all your friends. the impact you have made in their lives can never be replaced. they will always be reminded of you as they go along with life - for i know that you have created and built many memories with them. memories that they will forever cherish. i'll be praying for your well being, brian.
do take care.
till we meet again *waves*. Name:
Message: eyh bro...finally got broadband weh.. we can stay online all day all night all year long.... and be l33t h4x0rs... Name:
Message: my cousin bro just passed away this morning.. i feel so crap now... :( miss u bri.. hate going through the phase again... Name: sha
Message: miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u.. what else can i say? i miss u heaps bri Name: andrew
Message: hello Brian bro..
How are you recently? Doing fine I hope, Im happy that you have blessed me with my girlfriend now. thanks Brian, You really made me found her. I owe it all to you. Brian, I miss you alot. Suddenly today I think about you alot. From time to time my bro, I will think of you. Please take care of yourself, and bless us with more wonderfull things..
Name: jolyne
Message: Listening to some song and talking to jen huey about some stuff reminds me of you and.. somehow i just ended up here because this is as close as i can get to "talk" to you. Just really felt like talking to you like last time. Sigh. Well, missing you and in my heart always..brian angel... Name:
Message: wish you were here... so many people miss ya..including me
your bro. Name: jolyne
Message: Yeah it`s me..again.. as usual dropping by to let you know that i miss you and that you`re on my mind brian angel though it`s been like what?, 10 months? Doesn`t seem that long. :/ bored of me yet? hehe..well too bad dearr!! You`re stuck with me forever :) *muackss* missing yah... Name:
Message: though i dont really know you but i've heard a great bunch of news / history bout you...have a feeling yer a great guy..always helping people around irc..well take carez aight Name: Dion Sean Appana
Message: looks like now we're all having bad days... need someone to talk to laaa... need advice... i remember all those days we lepak in ss15 till 8/9am eating roti bakar... always talk about girls and problems wan!! *sigh* now kenot liao and no one to talk with also.... ;/
take care bud...!
"missing you 24/7" Name: wheimeng
Message: heh.. well.. today i had a fight with this gal.. remember the old days in lordz? we are good partners.. and she said lz was a lame crew.. well.. i knew she was joking.. so i used your name somehow.. and said so you were triyng to say brian was lame too? she and flamed me.. for not respecting you.. heh.. sorry if you werent happy with it.. somehow.. i just miss you so much.. im having such a bad time here.. you know/// we as this so called ultraunix ceo.. we have no money.. and everybody will be like saying wheimeng wor. .ceo of ultraunix.. wtf can i say? im trying so hard to keep this company survive.. somehow.. i felt very tired of it..
well.. i couldnt believe im crying now.. i cant stop it.. i still hav eyour pic in my comp.. hehe.. looking at your face.. lol
anyway.. i'll continue run this company since i promised you .. NATO.. no more NATO.. i'll make you feel proud of me.. you're my good friend.. forever.. well hp number is sitll in my hp.. thats the number that i want to call so much but cannot be reached.. ;( hope you have a nice time up there.. friends forever brian.. wait for me.. i'll be there soon.. its just a matter of time..
-wheimeng- Name: honfaai
Message: huwo brian#@! h0w yew?!doin fine up there?! well i`m having my midterm currently so beeelaassss meeee yah#@ :) miss ya alotz! oh yea btw.. i`m currenlty now in a relationship with this girl from srikl! :P she`s 2 weeks older then me *ya ya know wat yew thinkin again* and eRmMm wat else 2 say har? her`s name Mandy :P haha t.care of urself up there lar :P and if u come to have a new angel-gf or wat-so-ever tell me yah#?!@ Ch0wz$@! - honfaai -
- 18 / 05 / 02 -
4.01AM Malaysian Time
Name: To d3ng0d,
Message: Eh, isn't that good for such a lamer likes me to remind you mer? Remember! Brian is always our friend, comrade, business partner, staff, ... angel. Name: Lian S. Yuenchi (a.k.a XstrifeX)
Message: So, how's your life there brian? I am doing well here. You know, you haven't authorised one of my icq (I got 2 accounts ler), I am dying.. cepat :)
Sigh.. dunno what to say. The unauthorised list just remind me about you. And I am searching back for those email you sent me before.. Just one left (At webmaster@ultraunix.net).. Aug 29th... 2001.
By the way wheimeng, luck will always be with you.
Wed May 15 22:08:57 UTC+0800 2002 Name: Dencoln again
Message: everyone here, have a nice time.
=)
Name: Dencoln
Message: damn, i was almost to forget this page until a lamer reminded me. Nice to see all the friends still wandering in that place we always hang around without any less. So we are living fine here, don't have to worry about that. forgive me of my absence here for a long time. Somehow, we'll meet together someday right, maybe you won't recognize me as the old time d3ng0d. well, i hope everything is still fine to you and please send me a message in my dream if you are free.
=P
Name: Wong Whei Meng
Message: how have you been? i hope everything is fine up there.. well, sorry for not being there at your bday.. i .. missed you.. tho we quarreled alot.. seems like missing what we used to do.. i'll always drop down msg here.. hope everything is up to your expectation.. and i shall keep up with all the promises that i made.. and of course.. i'll get a steady gf ;p lol .. and my studies.. next monday is my final.. wish me luck.. may the god be with yaa
11/5/2002
wheimeng
Name: tekz
Message: oh my god... brian... i am tekz.. i havnt been on ircnet for about half year, then when i get back, everything changed.. even though we rarely talked.. but your presence in #lordz (back in the old days) were acknowledged. we used to kick some butts and build botnets ;)
anyway, may you rest in peace and pls pray for me and let me pass my finals >_<
thanks Name: izzie
Message: heya bro , howu doing up there? life must be good up there with allthose angel.
aih wish ur down here back like the old days. anyway missing u and happy belated birthday! see you when i get there. :)
izzie Name: jolyne
Message: Just dropping by as usual, to let you know that you`re never forgotten and that i miss you lots brian angel..*hugs and muacks* Name: Dion Sean Appana
Message: Manda put it really well... "missing you 24/7" Name: myrez`
Message: Hallu Brian!! Mira here ler! Sorry le, forgot to tell you I've changed my nick. Hey, did you come and see me? Did you? Did you?!?! Kekekek. I thought you did, cause we've haven't see each before, have we? Hurmmmmmm. So meaning now you've seen me, and I haven't see you!! UNFAIR!!! Anyway, missed you loads. Was just thinking, about that day you called me to wish me my birthday. Thanks again! Loved that memory. Well, if you were still here, I'm sure we'd be calling each other right? DAMN! So how are those cute pretty angels up there? Are they all over you? OI ANGELS!! Hands off! Ehehehe. Owh!! I wanna say how sorry I am for forgetting you once in a while! Sorry Brian sayangz!!! But you're name + no. is still in my phone! Gtg now ler! Love you! Name: Lian S. Yuenchi
Message: Argh.. sorry for forgetting you Brian. A mail dropped into my mailbox and remind me about this page again.
So, how's your day at heaven? Uhm.. what I can say here is, Malaysia is kinda good now. No war shit, no riot, no chaos..
Talking about UltraUnix, we faced a lot of obstacle these days. The company has already established for (Let me count.. 1,2,3..) 4 years. Kinda great right? It won't die.. Will not, I promise.
I am planning to rebuild this "message board"; make it available for pages switching.. wait for my news.
Miss ya.
Regards,
Lian S. Yuenchi
21st Mac 2001 (4:56PM MYT) Name: SaD^Ev|L
Message: Missing you...24/7 Name: `e
Message: macho...i really miss all the time we spent together..
since i left m'sia..there's even more time to ponder upon everything..well..just wanna drop a few words only..
- m i s s i n g - y o u - a l w a y s - Name: andrew
Message: hello, im feeling kinda down lately.
trying new things and hardly work out.
My work is so so, my part time classes are weird..
everyone white.. im the only yellow.. weird. feel like they are racist..
wish u were here to joke with me kick my ass around..
i miss you brian
Name:
Message: galpal,
happy belated valentine's day!! i just want you to know..life couldn't be any better for me, though it would be DA best if you were still around *yA kNowWwW*
remember that? padang? :) your macho macha makes me extremely happy, and i know it's what you've always been hoping for the both of us. but i just wish it was the three of us again, just like those good old times, though you always had to be the peacemaker and neutralist whenever me and him argued and fought. hehe :) i guess you've heard all my silent prayers to you nightly, because i am finally at peace with everything..most especially myself. look down on us, occasionally okay? god..i miss you. it hurts whenever i see someone who resembles you from the back. it just hurts. sigh..
love ya,
boyfren Name: tickleme
Message: hey Bri bri sahyangs, just wanna wish you happy belated birthday. *huggies* ... Miss you much. Name: e`
Message: ePpy vaLeNtinE's..mach0....
-*huGx n sMooChiex*- Name: honfaai
Message: elo Brian.. how had u been man? hrm.. few months pass :)) long time no talk
it`s been a while since i left any msg ere .. just 2 say hie neway! and happy belated bday.. chiaoz pal! Name: feunnieeE
Message: Hewoo...gami bearz~!miss u ler...
haih i sayang u RM2 still okie? hehehe blek
hmmm i really hope that u can see all our msgs here...
hope that u know how much we missed u :(
R.I.P okie huggiez Name: boyfren
Message: heya galpal..
feeling really down and out now..wish you were here to advice, and lend a helping hand to patch things with me and you-know-who...im sure you can see everything from up there..hope you receive my prayers everynight..missing you 24/7.
till we meet again,
love..boyfren Name: =)
Message: heya brian.. how ya doing? hope you're fine up there.. r.i.p
-rowena- Name: -----------
Message: Rest in peace PAL Name: Shanice
Message: hey Brian, if u are reading this..Happy Belated Birthday to u..
and missed u loads. take care and keep in touch. Name: jY
Message: brian brian...i miss u dearly..it`s been months but sometimes at night..when i can`t sleep and i lie in bed..i think of you..and realise i miss u loads..sigh..miss seeing u online..miss talking to you..and till today i still can`t accept the fact..i just tell myself u`re off somewhere on a long holiday or something.. *sigh*..whatever it is..i miss you brian.. :/ *hugs angel* Name: -s|nTrOn-
Message: although i dunno anything about u till today [31.1.2002]...but from the mourn of others , i think u are a great guy. its a pity that your life is just this short....but when u have to go....u have to go...rest in peace.... Name: [shOmaE]
Message: heyz briaN,
eVEn tHougH i dOnt knoW u aT aLL,bUt thE wOnderFUl meSSageS thaT eVEryonE wrotE waS totAlly touchiNg..maY gOd bE witH u aLwiz...
reST iN peACe... Name:
Message: life is good ,
life is bad .
I guess you'll never know what life we would have had ,
you left and went to the sky ,
I stayed and had to bare with goodbye.
You said you would never leave ,
I sat by your bed begging and pleaing .
I don't know what to do with out you ,
I still can't believe this is true .
Name: ;)
Message: hello brian...
my hero...
trust me...
i'll make it ...
Name:
Message: hey 'sup brian, it's been a while since i posted anything here.. just ta tell you you'll never be forgotten.have fun in heaven, cheers mate ;)!
nexus- Name: xes
Message: hey gamis, it's been a while ever since i talk to you. remember the days we used to bitch about j0sh on his small dick? haha. those were the days man. damn, anyway brian, wish you a happy belated birthday. hope you could just reply me by saying thank you :) see yah in heaven or where ever it is, we will meet again for sure.
Name: Andrew
Message: Happy 20th Birthday my bro,
Miss you always. AND im very bored in malaysia, no one to company me most of the time.
Name: GR
Message: Happy Birthday Bro!
Wish you were here to celebrate your big 2-0. Wish it was just like old times. Goin clubbing, jammin, drinking like fuck, checking out the chicks, havin one hell of a time. Sigh. Name: ...|iL^cReAt
Message: Hey ya~! Brian ..
Happy 20th BirThday~! wOw.. goody wOnder how many angels did GOD grant Ü with?? o.O?? eheheheheh kiddin ..=) how's things going on up there cool huh ?? Ü eversince I saw this website ..and READ EVERY SINGLE MESSAGES that people out there send .. is so ..touching.. everytime I read it I cRy .. Ü juz seems to be soMe really nice and kind person.. oh I wonder how come I didn't get to know Ü before =( but then again .. I know that I will still meet Ü oneday.. up there and not only that I'll get to see our FATHER too =) ... well just wanna let Ü know that ... even if I never share with Ü my problems .. I'm so glad that by reading every single of this messages it taught me to .. appreciate what I have .. Really thank Ü too ...if not Ü I will never get to see how wonderful friendships meant to be.. anyway.. although I do not know Ü that well.. in a way there is a line of frIendship in bEtween us .. =) oh well whatever it is.. I can't wait to mEet ya .. =) ehhehe =P take care..
Lots of love,
yEe^sAnZz @ |iL^cReAt ...
p/s : How Lovely can live be... and sUCh a wonderful friendships in between many people... Name:
Message: Hey Brian.... Happy Twentieth Birthday to You!!!! *hugz* :)
Betcha partying real hard up there huh? God.. i wish i could still see your nick appearing in #nofear.. miss you so much.. at time i sit there in front of my comp, wondering maybe if i closed my eyes real hard, pray that you're gonna come online and i'd see your nick appearing on my screen.. but that ofcourse is totally impossible.. hey.. a person can wish cant she? hehe.. :) its been a long time and i still cant be able to call briiiiiiii and you'd answer.. maybe just those bots wit ya name on.. but not u .. its been months since you've left.. and i still am missing you.. anyways, hope you have a great time wit those angels of yours and play hard yeah? *grins* eppy birthday big boy :)
hugs, miss talkin ta ya .. Name:
Message: Happy 20th B'day Brian...big boy already...
love always.....
meng & aure Name: SwEeT
Message: Brain, even though i don't know u but i wish i did but now it's just too late.
I hope u r hafing a great time up there.
My deepest condolence to Brian's Family & Close Friends
Rest In Peace Bro!!
Name:
Message: Christmas is just around the corner..
Wishing you are here ..
No matter what, you will always be in our hearts ! :))
Merry Christmas Bwanie Boy ! :) I miss you !! Name: meng
Message: blink of an eye...it has been 3 months yeah?? not one single day i live life without remembering you...i miss you so much bro...i really do...... Name: Melayu-X
Message: May God be with you
Sorry cause I only heard about your news today
Thanks for teaching me a lot of thingsszz
Name: GR
Message: "We live upon the shoulders of those who came before us.
We are what we are because of what they have given us.
But every time we speak their name,
recall our memories of them or honor their ways they will live again
That alone may be the secret ..... of immortality."
- National Geographic "Voices Of The Dead"
Dearest brother,
You came into this world and you have left it so soon.
During that time you were with us,
you gave your hand and your friendship to us so freely and so willingly to so many
As you are called away from this cruel world,
we know that your spirit will always remain with us.
You will always be remembered.
Dearest brother,
you have indeed achieved immortality.
Name: Andrew Lew
Message: Hello, Brian, its been a while since I left some messages here.
Im sure you are slowly being forgotten, but not to me.
Bro, you will always be remembered by me. I just wish sometimes I could turn to you for some advise. Well, I spoke to your mom a couple of times when Jason, Meng and me pop over just for a lil chat about a month ago.
Mostly is about Ultraunix, dont worry, your mom aint involve in it anymore. All the shares are transfered to Wheimeng, and apparently he is doing quite a good job with it. Not the worst as I expected. Just to let you know about this because we are in this together always, and we are alwayy brothers.
Take care of yourself up there ok my best friend/brother.
Name:
Message: hey brian, long time since i've left a msg here. my bday has come and gone. and even if i made a wish that you'll be here, that is asking for the imposible. hope that you're alright up there. :) Name: SkyLin3 @ cH4RLi3
Message: GOD loves you more...
Rest In Peace..
;)
Name: miZ-myRa
Message: Missed you so much! :( Name: GarYDknY
Message: first of all tanz 4 ur advise ur teaching.thanks for ur intro..=P sigh~(gals)
thanks for...for..for..what ever!!.. i juz know ya for only few months.i can't believe that ppl told me that is true..i thought ppl 'du lan' u tim.. =P
why those ppl like to kidding in mirc ah?
but when i join here,i can't believe that those jokers say is true...
so far, what i want to say is..thanks..thank a lot! for ur advise aspecially
=(
**i'll promise that u're always in my mind..without u..maybe is still a 'keh le feh' in MIRC..
finally,may god bless u~ =|
Name: ®-GarY-DknY-®
Message: =~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Name: meng
Message: missing you lots..... Name: {U|TIMATE
Message: Well its feels bad a good person like Brain to Leave us all :(
well i hope he would be having a great time with the angels up there
and Brain parents and his other relatives dont worry because he is heaven and you shuold take care of your selves
and carry out your life
today he died :(
tomo i will and after that you will :\
God Bless Him
Name: cAt
Message: hey, u know the Puffdaddy song it goes like "every step i take, every move i make, every single day, every night i pray, i will be missing u" that how i feel brian...... i really really miss u alot.... i will always miss u n love u
I know u ar heaven smiling down, watching us praying 4 u....... Name:
Message: blink of an eye....another month has past, but always and forever, still u are here...in my heart....past...present...and future.... Name: s[-]an|ce
Message: yeah forgotten..to mention.. missed going to ProJet..to eat hotdoggies wit Ya Name: s[-]an|ce
Message: brian! damm missed ..passed ur hse sure think of u...see Putra sure think of U..
Name: Starwing
Message: Why do God's faithful experience suffering? Is God unable to prevent tragedies from happening to them?
I believe God uses tragedy like a craftsman uses the chisel. For the craftsman, each knock, hard and soft, is needed to produce a beautiful part of the masterpiece. Similarly, God's people must experience suffering to develop perseverance and character.
I dare not say I am willing to endure such a severe ordeal for this. Perhaps that is why God often does not give us a choice. He knows too well that if we could choose, we would rather remain comfortable, at the expense of becoming more mature.
Also, God uses suffering to test us. However, contrary to popular ideas, I believe the results are not for Him to see; they are for us and for others. Action speaks louder than words. We would only know the true extent of our love and devotion to Him through these tests.
Furthermore, others may draw encouragement from the fact that they are not alone in their sorrows and that there is meaning to life despite pain.
For God's faithful who have departed, they are brought to His side. In the process, those on earth are blessed, as we have seen earlier. This appears to me a win-win situation for both the departed and the living.
Mankind on Earth is like plants. Some wilt and perish before they bloom. Yet, when they die, the soil is enriched with nutrients for the benefit of other plants.
Perhaps, because of this, it does not matter what criteria God uses to choose individuals for such testing and strengthening. Even so, one criterion must be love. Those He loves, He disciplines. The other criterion is wisdom. God does not foolishly test us beyond what we can bear with His help. As for His other criteria, while transparency may be the vogue word nowadays, let God reveal them in His own time.
Children are often discontented with the discipline parents subject them to. School, piano lessons and curfew appear meaningless to them. Only at a later age would they understand why. Still, even parents may be wrong, selfish or abusive at times. In contrast, 'God is too wise to be mistaken God is too good to be unkind'
as the chorus of a song goes. Even if God explained Himself, we may just be unable to see it the way the All-knowing does.
Hence, 'shall we accept good from God and not misfortune?'. These words were uttered by Job, a biblical character, who had lost his family and his wealth, all in one day. He understood that gold must be put in the fire for refinement. When God is silent, we know that He is working.
Rest in peace,
Your bro Name: daniel @ n3t`
Message: sups bro... u'll always be my bro weih... u were the first person i called frm the airport.. remember javashoppe? hehe.. rest in peace man.. remember my laptop.. ehaheahhea.. will never forget you man.. deepest condolence to yer mom and dad.. one of the nicest guy i've ever known .brian oliver corray @ f|akker` Name: Anne Walter
Message: I never knew you personally Brian only heard a lot about you from your lovely mother who I met in Berlin in the summer of 2000 and who I've been corresponding with by e-mail ever since. I know just how very much she loved you and that you meant everything to her. I have two sons myself of 17 and 18 and we often commiserated with each other about our "sons", going through some similar experiences! I know you will remain in her heart for ever more and one day you will be reunited. I will be sure to keep writing to your Mum Brian and hope that we can meet up again in the not too far off future. I'll certainly do my best to keep my eye on her now and support her morally any way I can, for she's surely missing you Brian!
Rest in peace Name: tashie
Message: ay abang !wow everybody loves u bro,great kan ?things aren't the same now u know.. hmm thinking bout ya but apparently that doesn't make any difference pun.
haih y'know my bday coming soon !so i guess we're gonna celebrate it ?haha
dunno la hope u r in a better place cuz u deserve it.love ya bro..:~) Name:
Message: hey bro....how's everything up there?? i miss u so much...so boring down here.....right now i'm bz studying my bio....gonna sit for bio paper 2 tomorrow morning...last minute study....:P still remember my last exam...sms-ed you for answer....damn...that was good :) anyways....i got to go now..take care k? *hugs* Name:
Message: it`s been days...weeks even..but ur presence is still very much missed...sigh.. i`m lost for words..but i`m sure u know how i feel.....
-dreams last for so long..even after you`re g0ne- angel- Name: KiS
Message: How's it up there? I hope you are living a life fit for a king.:)
Name: Lina
Message: I May Not Have Been There For You Whenever You Needed Me..
But I Must Say That You Have Been A Very Good Friend..
And I'm Really Sorry For Not Having The Chance To Show You
How Much I Cared..May You Rest In Peace My Sweet Dear..
I'm Sorry Brian..I Really Am..I Miss You Name:
Message: To all the wonderful friends and well-wishers of Brian
You have touched our hearts and lives with joy and sadness.
Great joy...........
just knowing that Brian had so much good memories
and times shared with so many friends.
Sadness because ...........
we have missed that part of his life growing up
in his teenage years and all those good memories.
We would like to request if any of you have photos of the good times you shared with Brian, to please paste it in the 'Wall of Remembrance' so we may through the years to come, look back and cherish those precious moments that will live on forever in all who knew and cared for Brian.
Brian, you will forever be remembered dearly by your Uncle Gary and Aunty Pat as the little 'Brian Botak' boy.
Name:
Message: to whoever who's pretending to be brian: it's not funny. cut the crap, a$$hole. stop pissing people who are in still in grief with your pathetic level of lameness. if that was an attempt at humour to brighten our 'day' well sorry you failed. if there are individuals like you who exist that think that you can make a fool out of brian, this world must be a very sad place.
Name: Sur3n
Message: I bet youre having fun..... Name: Sean~ -K3nSh|N-
Message: I'm Someone You Don't Know...I'm Here Just To Tell You Something..Lot's Of People Miss You...Hope You'll Be Happy Wherever You Are Now..R.I.P. Name: d3ng0d a.k.a Dencoln
Message: argh...it is abit too bored in IRC
so i decided to chat with u brian for a moment
so wassup br0...we used to be so good to each other nothing except teasing each other...kinda miss that moments
although not hooking with u much...we still r best frens right?
heh...sooner or later i might come up to find u...serious about that
I just feel sad of my life now!
blah...anyway hope u can bless every of ur dearest fren from the other world!
=P
Name: Lian Yuen Chi (a.k.a Strife)
Message: Believes us Brian. We can make UltraUnix a great site of the world and defeat the others. Our first target, the local portal and internet services webpage.
Regards,
Web Operation Administrator of UltraUnix Internet Services
Fully Owned by Virtual Phoenix Sdn. Bhd. Name: wiLdcHaRm
Message: Dat 'Brian' posting messages in here...u wanna know sumthing? U kinda suck in it..no offence but even if ur on a good cause or watsoever... putting urself in his place will do no good in it...but i rilly did wish it wuz the brian i wanted so much to meet again....Missing you so much....Hugs n Kisses
-sk- Name:
Message: bro....guess u knoe wats happening now......i just have this feeling i'm gonna meet u soon...real soon :) Name: sPoRtYcAt
Message: Brian, I’m grateful because I got to know you before you go and turn into an angel, even though u turn into an angel you will watches over all of us who love you so much and dearly. Even though I got to know within those 3 weeks, but that short period of time we were very close. I regretted for not knowing you early because I was staying next to you more then 6 years. Do you remember on 28 August 2001, we were sitting outside of your house. We were talking and sharing each other problem. That was the best memories and time I had with you. On that day, I have promise you I will give you back the time which I have not know you earlier. I will keep that promise Brian. One Sweet Day we will meet together again, when we do, I will give you back the time to you as promise.
Brian you will always be in my heart, and I will never forget you. I MISS YOU A LOT!!!
Name: Dion Sean Appana
Message: Which ever freak is pretending to be Brian, you are just a freaking sad prick. People pass away and you use them as a way to play jokes on people? WTF is wrong with you? Brian was a good friend to many of us, and he may not have been to you so you really don't care if he's alive or not, but we do. So, stop your dumb ass jokes and STFU!
Peace,
|No_FeAr| Name: Hon Faai
Message: Eh Brina Nehh... the US under attack ar
u know who did the strike ar...
and ar.. can u tell me which share good to buy tat can earn big marnee ar?
=P
tell me quick coz i wanna earn marneelar, not enuff marnee to cs :(( Name: JaCjaC
Message: how can you prove that you are really brian? i doubt so... Name: ----
Message: we have not lost anyone...we only gained an angel -missy elliot |