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Others Thoughts and Feelings... Name: wheimeng
Message: haha, oh sharon, how are you? :P
still in aussie? Name: Sharon
Message: wah..brian look, wheimeng taking over ur territory :p become wheimengs chatbox :P yes long time no talk.. hehe hows everyone Name: honfaai
Message: a sudden thought of u.. its been occuring very often lately.. but most of the time it happen when im no where near internet access.. grab today's chance to 'talk' 2 u a lil.. i know i'd alwiz be a brat in ur eyes.. yea that's what u enjoy to tease me of but for a slight update to you.. im now studying in sunway college.. am enrol to MUFY and will sit for my Finals come round May/June. then if all goes well.. monash uni :)) gimme my blessing and good luck hug one of these nights okay :) i waiting for u to appear in my dream and give me that 4-most-wanted no. so i could get myself a newer car and whoop all da chiqs u've left us with! on the other side, how had things been up there for u bro? i bet u miss me dissing and teasing and also iritating u rite? yea i miss that too.. muahahaha.. oh yea.. latest addiction, studying in the library while listening to my ipod.. chun leh? :P till we talk again sooner~! i miss ya alot :( *huGx brian tite tite* Name: wheimeng
Message: heh, one of my friends just passed away too.. why is this happening ;/ bahh... :( Name: wheimeng
Message: jolyne: where are you now? studying abroad? :P
spinky: haha, eh c'mon i was being serious, bitch.
meng: nice to see you here!
sharon: wow, havent talk to you for quite sometime.
brian: i just finished my first test, wooo, so reliefed, ready for CNY. but grandpa just passed away, seem like no red CNY for me this year.
Name: Sharon
Message: hi bri ;P hows it going with your angels heheheh!! im so stressed out.. in my last year of uni now.. hopefully if i dont fail!! keep bludging and not working.. so thought i'd leave a msg here hehe.. i miss u heaps! Name: mengz
Message: Happy 23rd birthday bro.......still missing u every single day...
come down and give us a holla from time to time ok? :) take cares.... Name: tIcKLe`Me
Message: sahyangssss.... rindu you alot. =( apa khabar?! =(
10.01.05
6:35pm Name: spinky
Message: life's been hectic.. but i thought of you today, thought you'd be around forever.. looking out for me, teaching me new things. miss you bro. 3 years passed now, it still seemed like yesterday where we sat down, all of us, chatting, laughing... me and botak miss you lots. not the same without you around.. but for years to come you'll still be in our minds.
wheimeng, what you mean you can't find him :O you weren't looking at some girls were you? Name: BaByCraB
Message: hey man, can't help leaving another message for you. really miss you alot, im doing real good now, got my masters...got muh promotion...am now a senior pre-sales consultant.
wherever you are now, do keep an eye on all of us k.
24 Nov 2004
3:09 am Name: BaByCraB
Message: hey man, how ya doing there ? its been a while. Name: `JoLyNe
Message: I`m far far away from home now..*pouts* Hehe...anyways...i`m still missing ya, angel! *big hugs* Name: tIcKLe`Me
Message: darling! im back to singledom. i need you so badly. hugs :(
21.09.04
4.03pm Name: wheimeng
Message: heh.. today i went st. xavier.. but coudlnt find you..
oh well, hope you are still doing goodie..
Name: `e-
Message: still missing u as always.. Name: tIcKLe`Me
Message: hey angel, it's your 3rd anniversary. not sure if there are any prayers for you this year but im very very sick now. sighs. i finally managed to get out of my bed as i was too weak for the past two days. muacks. love you. :)
8:59am
31.8.04 Name: wheimeng
Message: hah! andrew.. i used to keep brian's phone no too.. but phone lost too many times *sigh*...
i hope things are good over there for ya! Name: jolyne
Message: I reminisce about the good ol' chats we use to have...*sigh* Missing you still, angel................. Name: Andrew
Message: Hey Brian, was just thinking about you earlier.
I was clearing up some useless contact numbers in my handphone and I saw your name still there. I decided to keep your number. Well, I just cant forget the times that I had to pick you up everytime we go for a drink. I can still remember your home clearly, I can still remember that we both biggies squeeze at your tiny computer table looking at some sites.
Well Brian, we used to talk about whose going to finish studies first.
Looks like I did manage to finish my studies and Im giving up books for good.
Ive got myself a job and will be starting next week as a Network Engineer for GlobalDial Solutions Pty Ltd. Love you lots Brian. Name: Starwing
Message: Hey friend, miss you bunch. Still remember the day when you came over to collect the balls, driving the kancil. Damn miss you so much. Name: wheimeng
Message: heh..today your site was down for a while..man..
its soooooo soooo stressful ..
managing uu while my studies going on..
3 servers file system gone corrupted.. and amirul was reluctant to help.. luckily i know few good admins around..
else we are doomed! im so stressed.. phone keep coming in asking what happened.. thats life eh? up and down..
ahhHhhHHHhHHhhHhhHHhhHhhhhhh brian.. .give me a hand!!!!
Name: wheimeng
Message: how are you brian boi? so far so good? ;p
damn sien.. eh support uu abit.. send more clients in :D :D
Name: wheimeng
Message: its euro 2004 fever!!!!!!!!! can you feel it? ;p Name: Sharon
Message: lotsa lotsa lovin for u bri <3 miss u Name: SaD^Ev|L
Message: its been a while...thinking of you... Name: ;)
Message: if only you were here to listen to me
if only you were here to comfort me
if only you were here to share my sorrows
if only you were here to teach me what to do
if only you were here to hear my tears
if only you were here to see how jilted i am
if only..
It has been really long. Time waits for no man - same goes for life isn't it? It just keeps going and going. Challenges and hurdles await for us. I am already at the place where I planned 4 years ago. Yet I am still not happy. If only you were to tell me why.
God be with you my friend. Name: feunnie
Message: gami bear.....
erm...suddenly miss u...coz rix talked bout u...
sob....i miss u so much le......>.< Name: `JoLyNe
Message: I need you angel... :~( Where are you.....? *sigh* Name: jean`
Message: helo helo ;) Name: wheimeng
Message: this could be a site that bond us together :D
i'm sure brian would like us to chat over here (not irc/icq/msn type)
just you know..
hi and some stuff.. :D Name: `e
Message: tsk!..*points finger at them..look at them!!..*shakes head..
missing u lots t0o, mach0!! =]] Name: `JoLyNe
Message: this has become a chatroom ar now? Look at them, angel! You two get a room la..haha :P
missing you angel baby! *muacks* ;) Name: hiwayguy
Message: yahOOOoO MIA MIA MIA forever already loooo Name: wheimeng
Message: huh wtf? :P HOI.. NEVER COME OVER TO SAY HI TO ME?
..........................................................................
WHO WERE YOU WITH? ANY CHIQSSSSS?!! :P
haha yeah... man.. Name: tIcKLe`Me
Message: wm, saw u at ming tien during the liverpool vs man utd. looks like ur tight butt's still there!
hey angel!!! :"P MUACKS. im happy. :") love you!
xoxo,
becky.
2:51am
26/4/04 Name: wheimeng
Message: heh, its the night that i've been waiting for .. dj tiesto!!!!!! :D
come down and dance with me brian bro :) rememebr to smile .. so that i could locate you :PPPP j/k ... the old jokes.. hehe... hey dude.. take care ya.!! Name: spinky
Message: never forgot you. just don't believe your not around anymore.. your still my bro. :)
07/04/04 Name: wheimeng
Message: hihi!! tomorrow is final!!
and guess what? i've got sore throat and kinda having mild fever now..
i need your powah brian!!!! pls lend me for a while :P oh yea.. one of ultraunix old shell customers that carded for shell long time ago carded for webhosting today.. lol.. and i refunded the money.. brla .. wonder if you remember him.. Name: bogus@chinfei
Message: ahh..been a long time already since i have been here.
saw lots of familiar nicks here . hows everyone ?
chinfei@msn.com
04/04/04 Name: rowena
Message: take care.. Name: wheimeng
Message: make sure dont give birth to a gay ok? :P
graduate with flying colours! i bet brian is looking after your back up there ...
heheee... Name: nexus-
Message: Woah, been ages since I posted here but safe to save that your not forgotten ;)
Back to assignments, Time to Graduate: 8 months. Feels like being pregnant man, the suffering! :P
1/4/2004 Name: meng
Message: hey Bro...hows it going? life's not too bad right now....currently having my long hols..relaxing, chilling and pretty much doing nuthing :P i've stopped everything i did for the past few months...realised its only a temporary solution for problems....im living with my aunt now in san francisco...nice place...nice weather...nice people...fly chiqs :P if all of my friends and family were here...i don't feel like going back :P but everything i have and used to have is back home in malaysia, so i guess i wanna go back :)
anyways...hope ur doing great up there...i know u will :) u keep hustling up there ok?:P i won't tell ur mom :P take care Bro... Name: tIcKLe`Me
Message: angel, life hasnt been smooth. alot of incidents reminded me of the day you left. guide me, darls. rushing for assignments now and im so not feeling well. =( missing you still and will always do... *muacks*
xoxo,
becky
1:14am
25.03.04 Name: ha ha ha ha ha ha
Message: HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA IT'S SO FUNNY WHAT HAPPEN SUCKER HAHA HA HA HA H A Name: Terance Macdonald
Message: I hope you like it up there and smile down from Terance macdonald from owshawa ontario
p.s sorry what happen. Name: wheimeng
Message: arlorrr dudes... haha.. glad to see you guys posting here :)
as always.. brian is still fresh in so many minds although his departure was few years back.. dude, you are fantastic!! Name: A friend that always forgot about you but sometimes always thinks about you
Message: ......
Mr. Brian Oliver Corray:
Long time never talk to you man, life for now is sucks...many things bothered me lately, really cant concentrate on anything...
Suddenly i feel like wanna die to get rid of everything....families, friends, classmates, assignment etc etc...suddenly i felt all the friendships to me is hollow...it doesn't give me any support or anything, nor like they will talk to me willingly if i never contact them...
Haih...now i have a stronger feeling that my social life is screwed up, up until now never really get a girlfriend before...friends all i have now are like nobody cares about me, only knows how to make fun of me...families having some problems also...is really screwed up! Do you agree that? Whenever i think about it, it really hurts me alot as i have all these kind of friends...maybe what i thought of is my attitude or something like that...m'i having a problem or what, can u tell me?
Well, i did really try my best, but really it doesn't seem different from previous, i'm just like nobody to them...i'm really lonely right now...i just wanna escape from here, i don't have the courage to face the truth and confront with them, i can't blow my temper to them, i don't know why...
Now to think about it, everyone is like hypocratic, even it happens among friends, can't they just think straight, i mean it really frustrated me because everybody is just like acting a show in front of me...perhaps you can give me a good answer...its like in my heart the instinct told me nobody likes to be friend with me, i'm so feddup in life right now!!! I can't really tell anybody about this, i don't know what they will think about me, so i decided to tell you about this brian...
From:
your dear friend
17/03/04
23:58
Name: tIcKLe`Me
Message: harlow handsome whei meng. hehehe :P
BRIAN DARLING ANGEL! today's my first day driving on my on one a manual car and im so darn proud of myself. aren't u? when u first know me, i think i was still a kiddo in highschool and now, three years in college and im driving! haha. blehs. would be nice if u were here to see the joy on my face. oh how i miss you so badly. =(
u know darling angel, a friend of mine committed suicide a couple of days ago. and it's a real pain. his beauty was wasted. take good care of him too okies darling angel? love you.
xoxo,
becky.
5:27pm @ 1/3/04 Name: `e
Message: mach0o..
special day today leh..29/02..
miss u so much!!..
hrm..kinda irrelevant right?..=X..
miss u so so so so much..=[ Name: Wade Lantz
Message: You are missed by so many, especially me. Garland. Name: Bruce Wade Lantz
Message: Dearest Wade, you have been gone for so long, but will never be forgotten. I miss you so much and will never forget how much fun we used to have. You were like a brother to me. I love you so much. Someday, there will be justice for what happened to you, and those who did you wrong, will pay for their wrong doing. I hope that you are in heaven happy in the arms of our Lord. I hope I will see you again someday. I wish I could bring you back if only for a moment just to tell you what you meant to me.
Your Friend Forever,
Kelley Ann "Phillips" Dicken Name: meng
Message: my life's a mess now....dunno wat to do....need ur advice so badly...y did u leave!!! :( Name: meng
Message: bro i miss you so much :~( Name: -=][F]EaR[F]uL On[E][=-
Message: What's Up Ya aLL!! NiCe WeBsitE yA aLL GoT ThErE.. HoPe To HeAr FrOm yA aLL SooN.. Name: wheimeng
Message: harlowwwwwww becky and izzie ;p nice to see you guys here.. :P Name: ticKLe`Me
Message: harlow darling angel. happy belated vday. how are things eh? missing you much. i do. ;( met g.mama yesterday. we were at breakers. hiaks. would be a nicer pix if u were there. muacks. *hugs*
feb 15th 04
7.44pm Name: izzie
Message: y0 br0, h0w is it up there. been a while since i cam here. s0bs missing ya t00. h0pe ya d0ing fines there. bleh valentines is around the c0rner, h0pe ya g0t a chun angel there t0 teman yew =P send s0me d0wn t0 me here ler =P i c0uld use a heavenly chick =P Name: wheimeng
Message: wow, you are still attractive as you used to!! :) a stranger who is a "she" ;pp
dude, you're the man !! hahahaha.. hope you doing well eh..
Name: lordz
Message: gong fei fatt choi Name: a stranger
Message: hey..u know what.. i'm back to this web again is like ..it's been a really long time eversince i log on to this site.. i remember last time i was so emotional although i don't know u .. but whatever messages ppl wrote for you ,when i read it ,i was deeply touched by the msgs n i cried.. funny how a stranger can cried over someone she doesn't know.. :P well i think in this site somehow i can feel a very strong of encouragement to appreciate our lives.. and i wanna thank you for this encouragement i can get from here.. this makes me realise that i should be cherishing every single moment in my life thanks Brian.. oh well.. i may now know u .. but as a stranger who is really wanting to know u ..rest in peace.. Name: wheimeng
Message: happy chinese new year dude~~~~ :) Name: wheimeng
Message: its 3rd of jan! :) happy new year! did the fireworks in bbwalk burn your ass? i hope not ;pp hhahaa..
Name: wheimeng
Message: hey dude... how have you been.. been a hectic life for me recently.. busy working in midvalley to clearing up my debts (car accident!!) ... luckily it wasnt a huge sum.. seems to have some savings now.. saving it for future UNFORESEEN circumstances..
anyhow, despite of the work load, i didnt neglect our effort, ultraunix. still working on it.. after hard work, finally, again, i repeat, FINALLY it turned into a profitable organization :D it was kinda hard task for me to manage so many things at once.. next monday coll reopening.. stopped my job as survey officer and going back to study.. amirul and dion have been helpful.. they helped me a lot.. without them, i wouldn't be able to make it happening! may you up there look after them.. at once my life was so blue when a sudden mad bill came to my head.. man, it was a depress moment for me, had to source money out and luckily we have few good clients that are willingly to help us out.. and now everything turns green :) i believe in step by step effort now, you taught me that and now i value the moral of it.. pretty happy .. you get what you work for! oh btw, yuenqi is famous now! 2003 telekom/tmnet national day web design competition, he has got first runner up! over 200,000 participants and he was chosen.. i'm proud of him.. (sigh talk about national day) hope you are up there.. looking after us and often in my heart, you're my buddy! my beloved brian oliver corray! i'm sure a lot ppl agree with me in that...
anyway, happy new year.. hope our new year fireworks that fly sky high will not burn your arse ;pp Name: `JoLyNe
Message: Christmas is just a few days away and so is a brand new year! Stress is building up for me. Nevertheless, you`re always on my mind, angel! :) *muahsssssssssss*
mweeeeeerrrryyy early cwhristmasssssss and a happy newwwwww yearrr dear! :) Name: IvanFong.com
Message: Rest In Peace. :) Name: honfaai
Message: Brian Brian Brian.. how`s it up there for y0u? Yea.. its time f0r an0ther message fr0m me 2 yew#@! and when is it your turn to leave me a message? be it through my dreams or a simple note from heaven, have some courtesy la brother! :) Well i remembered we knew each other say probably 4 years ago?That was when i first got really addicted to IRC.And thus meeting you.I was form 1 back then.Just got into secondary school with all the late night sleeps hehe..and you would frequently teased me asking me to go off as it pass way off a little boy at my age bedtime.How offending you know that? LOL..well just to let u know.. SPM`s over.I sat my last paper yesterday.Heard the results would be released on Mid-End of February nxt year.. so u better give my A1s.9 of them ok? then i`ll go burn you some nice cars,cards,cash to hook on with other chiqs bro :P alright? T.care and Have Luck!
- honfaai @ jenatic.com -
01:32AM 22nd November 2003 Name: groovy chick
Message: hey bRiNa!
Long time since I checked this page...time really seems to pass by so fast...
been feeling pretty nostalgic today, thinking about all the things I've been through in the past few years...Then I checked my links and found back this page. :)
You know, you're a pretty nice guy. Still remember that once you saw me walking on new year's eve, I think...and the next day we chatted you called me a groovy chick..hehe...Noone else in this world has ever called me that, that's why I still remember!
Still remember the first day we met...haha you'll laugh if I say out your nickname here...so I guess we'll just keep it between us, yeah? Our little secret :)
Hugssss...
Name:
Message: The only thing that doesn't change is everything changes.
Why is it so difficult for a person to let go of the past?
Although it has been more than two years since you left,
I still cherish the minimal memories we shared. Looking at a particular chocolate reminds me of you and your attempt over the radio station. ;)
Life's going to be tough for me but I'll think of you strength and perseverance each time I struggle. You're a warrior aren't you?
I miss you dearly and thank you for you. Name:
Message: hey bri! :) i miss you dearly.. Name: Anonymous
Message: R.I.P dude. Name: BaByCraB
Message: hello brian, its been a while now. was just wondering how are u doing now and then ? things have changed much since u left, but the feelings we all had for u yet remains.
i know u're doing fine there, so im not gonna ask u much about that. bless u brian. bless u much. Name: fuat
Message: Im missing the old h9 times, they were great, Rest in peace man! Name: nexus
Message: oi brian, tell god i hate him cause he is giving me mountains of assignments!
and peace man, bless you ;) Name: rowena
Message: hey brian, it's been a while since i've posted here. hope you're doing fine. peace.. miss ya! Name: wheimeng
Message: wow, nichole? hm, were you from inti?
something happened today brian, i bet you should know.. someone dis-respect you.. damn geram.. i wonder why ppl are so eager for power .. does friendship = control? you own a friendship by controlling them or co-operate with them?
heh nvm la :) im sure you're in peace now, dowanna trouble you so much blekkk..
oh yea.. besok aku exam.. if you ever see god up there.. ask him to bless me for wednesday and thursday.. 22 & 23 oct 2003 ok!?
hahahahahaha thankiu ;p im going to chinese series now.. ciao ciao.. muaks Name: JD Kesner
Message: Dearest friend,
Life goes on, yet it is hard without you. Remembering that day that I seen you in that casket. It was not you..Not your face and body. I know the true you..The you that was alive and made those good times. Those are the memories that I will truly remember and share. You are forever in my heart and soul. Things are hard without you, but, I go on day by day. I know that you are in a good place and one day I will see youagain. Till then, peace and love..Love you...nichole Name: CJ Rinker
Message: Dearest friend,
You left many good memories behind. Life goes on, yet it is hard without you. It has been a year and 4 days now since your passing. Each day being new, is hard without you. Things are not the same without you. I smile whenever I think of you and the memories. To know that you are in Heaven is a blessing because you are in a good place and one day I will see you there again. You may have passed away, but you are still here each and every day in my heart and everyone elses heart. You are the sunshine in the morning, the breeze that blows, the shadow that follows me, that certain song that comes on the radio. You are forever alive..forever here in spirit and life. Ypu shall forever be alive and not just a memory. I love you and will see you again. Till then, I pray and miss you. See you again. Peace. Smoke one for you.....lol...nichole Name: wheimeng
Message: harlowww!! :) how are you? doing great? i've got my streamyx looooo.. so happy.. after a long away from HiS.. now i'm back with broadband.. hehehe so happy.. can surf a lot of stuff.. ahem :P
i'm going out to yam char later.. see ya!!!!
11th oct
21:25 Name: wheimeng
Message: heh, brian, hows stuff? tough time for me over here.. hope you are here to assist me to overcome all these barriers..
may god be with you...
Name: SpOoKysAm
Message: wussup guys!
\\Sam//
hellnine.net
6.56AM 15.09.2003 Name: honfaai
Message: woops ;p that`s all = these all , free = fresh paiseh :X Name: honfaai
Message: woops ;p that`s all = these all , free = fresh paiseh :X Name: honfaai
Message: hey brian.. guess its been a while since i last posted and sorry i didnt leave any msg here on the 31st.. i wasnt free and i hope posting now like eRm almost 2 weeks late wudnt be too late or it is?s0rry again.. hey... just t0 let u know that i really did th0ught of you on da morning of 31st :) was also flashing back how da day of ur funeral.. i hope its ok to mention it here sorry everyone..i remember it was a rainy morning and i was at my pc waiting for senghau and wheimeng to come pick me before leaving to azzie`s hse for breakfast.. that was the plan initially.. then we just drop by pick her up and gone to jalan gasing`s chicken rice shop for branch.. that`s all still free in my mind.. i still remember how painful it was to see u in there that night itself after having dinner in kepong with Jack as it was his farewell dinner before he leave for UK 2 years ago.. so fast 2 years flies.. time flies and wait for no one i guess.. i hope u`re doin fine up there and still the same old words.. bless everyone .. every of ur love ones.. and everyone who loves you.. including me! i`m sorry i post my message here only now.. its because all out of sudden.. i even stopped talkin 2 rowena for a moment because suddenly u flashed through my mind.. and i think its time that i write something here again.. i dont know if u do read this everyday. but if u do, pls be no doubt that i miss u alot :) triple b r0x :)
- honfaai -
1.34A.M 14th Sept of 2003 Name: nAzRoLL
Message: well brian, although i knew you, i dun really get to know u personally. u were a lil brother to someone i know, in fact, u still are. i know you as the nicest person around, always trying to help whenever u can. your passing has brought sadness to all who knows you, but you also left behind strength. you are a good person brian, you will always be. and dude, i promise u, i will take care of her. peace out! Name: nAzRoLL
Message: well brian, although i knew you, i dun really get to know u personally. u were a lil brother to someone i know, in fact, u still are. i know you as the nicest person around, always trying to help whenever u can. your passing has brought sadness to all who knows you, but you also left behind strength. you are a good person brian, you will always be. and dude, i promise u, i will take care of her. peace out! Name: afk-demon
Message: i'll be missing you, we'll be missing you. peace babe. Name: afk-demon
Message: i'll be missing you, we'll be missing you. peace babe. Name: aizat razali
Message: nothin'..
Name: myRez`
Message: OMG. It has been 2 years since you left. I was just thinking how and what we used to chat about. And I really missed it. Miss you much Brian. Name: tIcKLe`Me
Message: sometimes i wonder, why why why can HE, the man who created us, be so selfish? a friend i just met, kuach, accidentally bumped into ur site through mine, and now he's really upset because his gf passed away as well. life is so unfair. SO FCKING UNFAIR. and im having one of the toughest times in my life at the moment. i dont even know what i want in life anymore. sometimes, i just feel like letting go of my grip and end everything. i really miss you! someday, angel, someday, we'll meet again. love you shit loads. :"(
2:14am
6th Sept 03 Name: `e
Message: mach0..it's been two years..yet everything's like still so fresh in my mind..
never have i stop missing you..
lotsa hugs n kisses from me..
Name: boyfren
Message: 3:24am,
2nd september 2003
i need you by my side now galpal..
help me through this time of pain and confusion. i can't turn to anyone else anymore Name: nexus
Message: hehe
2 years fly by so fast..
didnt post cause was busy with assignments, they suck
hope all's well up there
;) Name: boyfren
Message: 2 painful years have passed since the last night i saw you..just remembering that last dinner..i never ever imagined i would never see you again galpal. if i knew, i would not have been such a grumpy b*tch before dinner, i wouldn't have gotten mad at you for no reason, i would't have argued with you, i wouldn't have splashed you with hot soup by throwing fishballs into the steam boat, i wouldn't have glared and given you dirty looks during dinner.. i wouldn't have kacaued you left n right at dinner..i would have followed you out so that you would've be the one driving..so many would not's and would have's.. :( i'm so sorry........ really really sorry..if i could turn back time, i would pay the price, no matter what it was..thats how unconditional my love is for you, galpal..
it really feels like yesterday, *y'knowwWw*? all those memories are still fresh in my mind. will never forget the painful, horrible days that ensued after knowing you were gone for ever. every morning i woke up, praying this was all some bad dream. it took me so long to get over the pain and trauma of losing you before i finally accepted you had left for a better place. i know youre at a heavenly place where you are finally at peace with yourself, happy and contented. i just hope that you're looking down on the rest of us.. especially me. need all the help and support i can get at this period in time. everyone misses you tons and tons. you know, not a single day goes by without me thinking of you... i dread this day every year, as it reminds me how painful losing you really was.. i know someday we'll meet again yah? but till then galpal, I'LL MISS YOU EVERY SINGLE DAY OF MY LIFE!
love you always
Name: `JoLyNe
Message: i can`t believe it`s been two years... still missing you loads angel sayang.. *muacks*.. you`re forever in my memories... :( Name: tIcKLe`Me
Message: 2 years... and im still keeping your msgs. love you brian. take care :(
31st aug
4.22pm Name: wheimeng
Message: hey dude! i know this is a pain memory for all of us that care and love you..
hope you are good up there!
you might have reincarnated and now a 2 years old baby.. new life for ya and old life for us still.. guess you're somehow better off eh!
anyhow, i miss you!
31/8/2003
2:11pm Name: wheimeng
Message: hey dude! i know this is a pain memory for all of us that care and love you..
hope you are good up there!
you might have reincarnated and now a 2 years old baby.. new life for ya and old life for us still.. guess you're somehow better off eh!
anyhow, i miss you! Name: meng
Message: Bro...missing u 24/7 still....See you in the morning....HuGsss!! Name:
Message: You're not forgotten MiMizz sAhYanGHzz...
It's been two years.. but you remain in our lives..
each and everyone of us here has been touched in different ways by you..
We'll always remember you..
Name: d3vil
Message: reading this made me emotional n i'm v touched - must say brian was a wonderful guy 2 hv such wonderful frenz - brian juz wanna tell u ur a very luck guy .... i'm a loner not tht i dont have frenz ...... but all those claiming 2 b a fren is juz waiting 2 get d better of me ........ i know 4 sure when i leave this life i'll never have a single soul thinking bout me - actually all i wanna say is ur very lucky !!!!!!!!!! deep down i know u r a wonderful person - eventhough we have never met nor do i know any of ur frenz - lucky U
XOXOXOXOXO *hugs & kisses* for a wonderful angel Name: `JoLyNe
Message: Been thinking bout you *alot* lately as 'the' day comes... Still missing you as much, if not more... *muahs* Name: tIcKLe`Me
Message: angelkins!!! :( miss you badly. LOVE YOU ANGELKINS :( and this sunday's gonna be awful as i'll be remembering that UGLY day. >:(
27/8/03
11:57pm Name: boyfren
Message: missing you Name: g|ggs-
Message: Yo. Didnt know you that well. Just wanna say look out for your wonderful friends you have here who cherish you so much. They are a great bunch of ppl. They still have you in their minds all the time. Take care of them throught what they go thru ok. Take care and have fun up there. Name:
Message: hmm Jimmy Davis' passing just made me think of you again dude..
hope alls well up there ;)
Name:
Message: miss u lots MiMiZZzzzzzzzz..
Name:
Message: dont know you but may you rest in peace...hugs Name: tIcKLe`Me
Message: hey angel, i need your guidance so badly. im stuck in a relationship that i dont know if it even exist and whenever someone questions me about it, i dont know what to answer. that doesnt bother me so much though as im not putting in any hopes. i guess we did it out for fun. hehe :)
i am going through alot of emotional pain right now. had one of the most hurtful arguements with my parents and i was so tempted to just leave the house and never step back, ever again! but when i come to think of where i could go, i had no place. i dont even have the money. so i guess ive got to hold on for a few more years till im stable in my career and my financial bits. ive been crying so much over the arguement and all the meaningful words they've darted at me. seriously speaking, ive not cried this much since you left. not even during break ups and i dont think there's anything that one can do to please me at the mo. i know it's not even right to tell this kinda things here because everyone gets to read it, but oh well, if i dont tell you, who can i tell? i really miss having you and those early mornings where you'll knock some senses into my head and ask me to move on. remember thomas and how hard it was for me to forget him? i was so happy that i could finally let him go after what you've said. i cant remember what but you made it. i hope this time, you'll be there to guide me again and show me the right path. maybe you could also knock some senses into my parent's head. they're just so full of ego. i love you darling angel. and i truly truly truly miss you companion. man, this is such an embarassing entry. love you always.
12:49am, 11th August 2003 Name:
Message: hey bri im in da greatest pain right now and im so thankful i made it without having to go for an op. the pain n sadness suddenly brought visions of u back into my mind.. thinking of how u'd felt that nite.. love ya bri. mmwah~ time flies so quick.. missing ya heaps darl :) Name: wheimeng
Message: i shall see you this 31st brian.. man, it has been years.. i'm sure everyone got your bless as everything is having pretty good life over here, and i'm sure you are happy over there...
Name: tIcKLe`Me
Message: brrrrian my darling angel!!! my bithday just ended an hour ago and oh well, i didnt celebrate as most of my beloveds werent around and i had to go back to my hometown. i miss you so much and i read back the sms-es you sent. dated 29th aug and 30th aug 2001. sighs. ;( love you brian angel. even dedicated my current layout for you. someday, brian, someday, we'll meet again. i'll talk to you more in my prayers brian angel. so much to say, but not to so many peeps. hahaaha. muacks love you!!!!
1:05am.
4th aug 03 Name: `JoLyNe
Message: Thinking of you.. and missing you..*always* ;) *muahsss angel* Name: sofia
Message: hey brian....have a good life eh...wherever u may be...
i'm sure the people u knew misses u so much...i mean...juz look at these messages...
juz wanna wish u all de best up there...though i dunno you...
may god bless u ;)
take care up there...bye
Name: nexus
Message: rowe told me you had britney spears songs!
ahhhh! Name: andrew
Message: Its so long since I last posted.. er.. am i repeating myself? :P
okok.. i wont repeat.. eh i also think its getting longer.
Im the one that suggest this, but I also dont know how to fix this script.
Melvin knows how. try asking him.. ok.. Brian! Life has changed for me, having a girlfriend for 2 years now. still going on strong. and i surely need your blessing in my business. I am struggling to sell my stuff. Enough for me. HOPE everyone enjoy themselve. STRIFE ill be back end of the year. Name: wheimeng
Message: hey, dudes.. i think this page is getting long. i'd suggest that instead of crumbling all into 1 page, we saperate 1 page to few posts. how bout that? this website doesnt belong to me, so i'll take suggestions for the regulars.
if everyone agrees on that, i'll find someone to do that.. so that you guys wont take too long to load this page. (at least for me it is ;p) Name: wheimeng
Message: heh, looks like everybody is in deep shit now. well actually im in deep shit too.. phone line cut.. couldntcome online much .. forgive me for not visiting this website often.
anyway, boyfren, cheer up ;) i'm sure you'lll find someone that suites you better. its a way of life, you'll become stronger .. trust me, well, anyway, i'm sure brian will look after you up there!
yeah dion! hell yea! our dream is near.. hope everything works according to our plan.. and till then, we will celebrate our hard work together! alright?
Name: di0n
Message: um reading over it i seem to have fucked up quite a few things. if it really is you aure, don't mind me, just blabbing. if it isnt, sorry! :|
not exactly in the right frame of mind right now! Name: di0n
Message: why la everyone going through shit now?! wish i was there with you now, mimi. no worries, no problems, no betrayal, no heart-breaking, nothing!@# one day you're the happiest guy in the world, the next you're heart's been ripped out, squished and then burned.
everynight kenot sleep, luckily for me i have becky to keep my company. dont know what i'd do without her. but right now she's on her way to penang, so i'm kind of alone! :(
then we have, who i'm guessing is aurelia below. heh, as much as i may have had bitter feelings towards her for leaving, deep down inside, somewhere, i still care for her as the mui mui she was before everything ever happened. and it's sad to see she got stuck with one of our good friends (was anyways), whom we all thought would take care of her, but obviously did anything but that.
why la mimi? help us out abit here la! give us something to look forward to, to keep our heads up, and not always looking to the ground in sadness. i know you'll pull through for us, you always have, and im sure you always will.. no matter where you are.
3.40am - 6/17/03 Name: boyfren
Message: goddamnit galpal.........dont u think its time i deserved some happiness??????? pls let things turn out for the better for me galpal, im so tired of one heartbreak after another........... Name: boyfren
Message: i've been thinking lots about you lately..how are you doing? is there really life after death? or is it just dust to dust? i would love to know that youre now an angel for everybody who loves you..give me a sign? life is not so good nowadays.. baby thinks i should let go of the sad memories and not blame myself and just remember the happy times.. cause he says that if you could see me you would not want me to be so emo and sad when i think about you. is that really true, boyfren? i guess he's right. if i were you, i would also want u to let go, and move on with life.. god..why did it have to be like this? anyway, exams are just so bad..and some things are not going good...
wish u were here to console me and give me a dose of your usual nonsense
i love you galpal..always
p.s. galpal, though it may seem that i've forgotten about you but, i think u know better that you are ALWAYS in my heart. i'll never forget you cause the only way to keep you alive is through our memories
Name: boyfren
Message: i miss you so much galpal..life is so bad nowadays.... Name:
Message: hey bri!! :) thank you for sharing one of ur angels wit me hey.. i absolutely adore him!! treats me like a g0dess!! mwahaha!! hope i didnt take away ur most precious one :P~ coz.. u gonna have to share nonetheless!! nEnEnibo0b0o~ i miss u to bits bri and i hope ur thinking of us too... watch over us.. cos we think of u all da time bri :) someday we'll meet...
i hope id be able to have a chance to visit u someday... im so sorry i havent been ever since that day.... wait till jan k bri? ill be back for quite awhile from aussie.. and ull be smelling da sweetest of all flowers :> mMm..mWaHh!! lotsa love wit xtra hunny :) bearhugs! Name: tIcKLe`Me
Message: *muacks* baby angel.
just had a talk about you with di0n. as always, im missing you still and will always be. loving you angel. *hugs*
p/s : guide me through all my ups and downs yea, angel? life hasn't been pretty nice to me lately.
6:12am
13/6/03 Name: `JoLyNe
Message: It`s not that i`ve not been coming here sayang, My posts got deleted/lost! >;( *muacks & squeezes angel you* I MISS YOU x infinity! Name: di0n
Message: eh?! haha "this" was meant to be "shit"! ;p Name: di0n
Message: tai lou! our dream of making uu huge is near. make sure you watch over us man, so we dont fk up anymore than we have already done! ;p
miss ya loads, going through alot of this now, and wish you could be here with me so i have someone to talk to like last time man. can't sleep, can't eat, can't do jackshit! help!!!!! :(
love ya man, take care of urself! :)
Name: Angel
Message: You must be the most luckiest guy in heaven....all this people sending their love to you.....so here is mine.....though i dont know you...but by effort some has taken to remember you, you must be one great guy.....peace out. Name: X|FaAi|X
Message: Hello BBB,t00 darn fwee s0 dr0p by t0 leave yew a message!
h0w zit g0in 0n up der?having l0tsa angel-chiqs to serve yew around?!
have nothing much in life to talk about th0ugh,bless me with muh SPM coz my sex life depends on it *grinx*
ch0wx! t.care and bless me with great Grades then i shall remember yew m0re#@! :P
05/06/2003
7.43PM Name: nexus-
Message: yo brian, how are you doing? haha software engineering is boring. pfft, we have to learn computer ethics. yawn. it's so tough getting to and fro to college, when will you get me a car? Name:
Message: Hello mimiboy,
I apologise for not leaving any message behind for you during the past few months. Although I made a promise to you back then that I will do what I have to do, I only did 85% of it. Forgive me. I wish you well; if you have a chance to see this. Anyway, life's still a long journey for me. It's 5 months to my finals and this will be a final step before going close to my goal. Did you know that, I've met this nice guy 6 months ago? He's nice and he knows how to draw a line so that I won't be spoilt. I'm still keeping the last few e-mails you sent me and I hope to hear more from you. Miracles do happen don't they? I believe they do. Take care, bro! Name: tIcKLe`Me
Message: heys brian angel, i haven't been doing well lately. nightmares and sleepless nights. what's going on? i miss having you to talk to me at wee hours :( Name: wheimeng
Message: some of the posts were lost, not deleted ;p how are you brian?! miss me? i bet you do *perasan* lol. i've got nothing to do now.. kinda stress life recently since my dad is very much monitoring my activities now.. cant do much stuff.. aih.. lost my FREEDOMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
anyway! gtg now.. see ya~~ Name:
Message: Name: tIcKLe`Me
Message: eh weird. did our earlier post got deleted?!
*muaks* brian angel. :D Name: wheimeng
Message: harlowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.. .how are you? so bored.. nothing to do.. ngek.. Name: BabyM|cZy
Message: DeareSt Brian,
It has been years ever since i knew you from Irc and that the good Times We have Spent Talking ABout AnythIng Under The sun! Today, iN the year 2003, After many years since you been GOne, HOpe u are doing well and hope that The goOd Lord iS there WIth YOu. HOpe to See you ONe day Up there.
Best Wishes and YOu will always be Greatly MIssed.
THe lOrd bless YOu and Keep YOu Always.....!
LOve: Philly BabyM|cZy (cLan Zone) Name: Katetricia
Message: I don't know how are u.. but I heard a lot of you, how angelic you have been to your friends. Hence, they are also another angelic bunch of nice friends whom decided to make you this website. How's the place up there?
some day,I do hope that I will be remembered by my friends too. Brian, you sure deserves all these!! :) Name: Katetricia
Message: I don't know how are u.. but I heard a lot of you, how angelic you have been to your friends. Hence, they are also another angelic bunch of nice friends whom decided to make you this website. How's the place up there?
some day,I do hope that I will be remembered by my friends too. Brian, you sure deserves all these!! :) Name: tIcKLe`Me
Message: t00t t00t. my 2nd day in coll. wish me luck. *licks.
miss you.
18th feb 2003
9:50am Name: Shawn
Message: Hello how r u
i want to download sound driver SIS COBAIN for win98 Name: tIcKLe`Me @ Becky
Message: Happppy be-early V'day in heaven, Brian. Don't be naughty yea? Don't be such a virgin slayer up there. Lol. Love you heaps! :)
After 4 months, finally went to college only to find classes starts next week. Today is only registration. Silly me, yah? :D
4:36pm
10th Feb Name:
Message: hey bri, thought i'd pop by to say hi! and to let u know that i miss ya.. hope ur having fun wit those chickadees up there :P Name: tIcKLe`Me @ Becky
Message: Happy belated birthday Brian angel. I dedicated an entry in my blog to you. Yeay, finally got a new site and I love it lots. The site's dedicated to you too... Love it? :)
Love you lots, Brian darling angel. Enjoy yourself with those chun chiqs in heaven yah. *smuahs* Name: `JoLyNe
Message: Happy birthday brian angel sayang! You`d be 21 today, receiving your key to freedom but...sigh. =) Wishing you were here and missing you loads! Take care of yourself and those who love you over here. Parteh hard, you deserve every bit of it! ;) *hugs and muacksssesss* X infinityyyyyyyy for da birthday b0y! *winks*
Lotsa love... Name: xes
Message: Happy birthday brian :)
Tai kor jai loorrr!
Name: SaD^Ev|L
Message: Hey Brian Gummi BeaR SayangGzZzz!!~ Happy Birthday!!! wish u were here...then we could celebrate ur 21st birthday together!! Hope you like the rose...it's nothing much but I'm sure u already know how I feel...The basket of flowers from ur papa are beautiful..! Sorry I didnt get u sumthing like that *wink* anyway...I wanna wish u happy birthday on j0sh's behalf too...he sends his regards (he cant online mer u know? lol he's gonna kill me when he sees this :P)
Pls pray for wL..only you and the one above can give him comfort for what he's going through...didn't expect something like that would happen to him...Anyway...I'll just end here okay? Till next time,you have my love and blessings *HuGz & KiSseS*
p/s : don't party too hard up there yeah?keep some angels for j0sh :P he deserves plenty. Name: tIcKLe`Me @ Becky
Message: Hey Brian darling angel. Life has been pretty mean. Nobody seems to be on my side lately. Well, it's sad on how people love getting on you for no apparent reason. I'm sure you know what happened. I hope you do hear my prayers to you at night, Brian. I miss you so much. So many things has happened. What a way to start the new year's. Brian angel, I love you alots. *huggies*
Jan 09 2003, 2:32 am. Name: `JoLyNe
Message: Merry belated xmas and a happy new year angel sayang! Missing ya as usual. *muahs* :) Name: W
Message: Mok, I'm sure you knew what has happened to me last night. Well, I can't imagine those shit could ever happen to me. I've always put myself into Ther Wei's shoe and understand his feeling so that I could still talk and get along well with him. But I guess God wants me to experience it as well. What can I say now? I'm in my last semester now and every seems to be so screwed up in the first week of the college! Damn... I dunno how am I going to live on with such an experience. Well, if knew all this shit will happen earlier... if only I go and teman my chiq last nite... all this shit will not happen! Anyway, last nite incedent is still fresh in my mind and really freak me up... I were praying so hard to God that He will save me and get me outta the wreck and outta sudden my car turn back to normal position from overturn position and I'm still able to climb out from the car. I guess those ONI-an already though that I'm gone by that time and up the flicking ur titts judging through the Ferrari looked alike top that my car had right now.but there were surprised that I still manage to climb out from my car! I bet got is seriously protecting me and I can feel it during the incedent. I'm so concious that I even knew that the top of my car is squeezing towards me. When I though that everything were fine except for my car, I was so damn wrong when I got uut from my car that I only realise that other ppl have involved in it too. I was so damn regreted that I've drove in such way. Anyway, will see your mom and mama soon as they are worried abt me. You take care up there and keep an eye on ME ok MOK?! !@#$
Chow! Name: W
Message: You are so mean, MOK... :,( Name: `JoLyNe
Message: Hmm...this site has been down for quite some time. I`m finally able to drop in to say, I MISS YOU LOTS ANGEL! *muacks* sigh... :) Name: j0sh
Message: brian suxxxxxxxxxxxxx but i still luv yew *muacks* :P Name: feunnieeE
Message: gami bear..:)
Name: sha
Message: hey bri, hows it going? dropped by to say hi! hope ya having heaps of fun :) Name: wheimeng
Message: ah, the xfresh is going so lamee...i cant stand their promotions.. anyway, we will beat them! :) we are working on a leet proposal and we have to get endorsement from the ministry of education and few more to list ;p dont worry! your hard work in UU will not be wasted just like that coz i'm going to revive it! hehehehee.. oh well.. weh, pray for me la.. get a chun chiq for me ;p so sien.. must settle down oredi.. everybody also asks me to settle down.. and i think i've got to settle down as well.. coz behind every sucessful man there will be a woman (female la ;pp.. nono, chun chiq) supporting them! ahahaha...
okay lak.. till here ciaozz going dinner
5/10/2002
19:15 Name: Lian S. Yuenchi
Message: My friend has just passed away, 8.47PM Sep 30, 2002.
She reminds me about you again.
Rest in peace. Name: wheimeng
Message: hah! weh.. how are you.. bah, i need to get my arse to swim .. so tired recently.. need more sports .. so do you swim up there? i doubt there is swimming pool there coz it rains when theres enough water for you to swim ;p (overflow) lol ;p hahaha.. oh just drop you a msg.. bah.. i see lotsa msg for you.. somehow i think brian wants us to be happy.. so, cheeer up! live to the fullest.. his life .. was all about cheering us up.. and that might be one of the reasons he is here.. so shall we help him in accomplishing his dream.. be happy~ and he will be happy to see us.. he might not be here with us but we will be able to feel him~ ciao brian..
wheimeng
22:32
29/9 Name: [e3|yNn`]
Message: your nick soundz familiar.. have we chat b4?
anyway sorry to heard the sad newz.. reSt In peaCez!! Name: bla bla black sheep, you only see my teeth in the dark
Message: brian oh brian...how i going to miss you...
its been a year u left us, i know its useless to express my feeling at here because you won't be able to see it and hear it.
anyway, you are always in my heart, no matter what will happen!!!
you are a memory of mine forever!!!
Name: muTt
Message: i didnt know your name. but i knew your nickname. i didnt find out till almost a year after you've left. Kagami? hmm i thought you went missing.. until i went back to #nofear- the shock was unbelievable.
Hey.. i know you're up there
I've never met you.. but hey i've already known you..
I dont think i was as significant to your life as the others but hey i was fortunate to speak with you. May you rest in peace.
Well all i can do is dedicate a bit of this song to you :) My favourite praise and worship song.
"Lord i come to you, let my heart be changed.. renewed
flowing from the grace that i've found in you..
Lord of i've come to know, the weaknesses i've seen in me..
will be stripped away.. by the power of your love.. " Name: Mei
Message: Thank you,Brian,for the many lessons you taught me.
Name: lingerz
Message: hey, even though i dont know u at all or seen u b4... its sad to see someone in the prime of their life taken away..hope u're living it up in heaven
my condolences to brian's family n frens Name: sChanz
Message: Hey Brian.. is been a year since you have already left us all down here.. wonder how life is like up there.. dunno why whenever I come across to this page I seem to start tearing in my eyes.. and yet stared crying how I wish I've gotta know you a little earlier ..anyway life has been pretty sad for me..lately I've been havin lots of arguements with ppl around... and stuff... just wish that I was way better than before much more easy-going ... man I hate it.. ehhehe :P anyway... I really wish you don't mind me writtin to you.. juz thought that I could share my problems.. with you ... anyway.. lately... I've been ...so unhappy ... been crying for this guy that... I like ... he hurts me like crazy.. well.. maybe if you were here and.. I've gotta know you pretty well maybe you will help me.. huh ? heheh :P was kiddin... well... I know that you've been through all this things before.. anyway.. Brian.. have a nice time up there... I wish to be up there too ...
-although I do not really know you.. yet you have left a footprint in my life.. I wish and I'll follow.. you footprint too... to go through all the troubles in life brother ..
*hugz* ... Name: wheimeng
Message: ooo, so many dropped by to leave you msgs.. today, i forgot to say sorry on behalf of feunnie as she couldnt make it to your prayer .. her parents dont allow her to come down kl, sorry for not informing that ;p and sorry feunnie is you see this. anyway, i'll be going to your house latah for a dinner. and off i go now! :)
wheimeng Name: `JoLyNe
Message: It`s me again brian.. Just dropped by to tell you that i`m sorry cause i don`t think i can make it for your dinner and prayer thing tonight. I`m sure you understand right, angel? *hugs and muacks* Although i won`t be able to make it..My prayers for you will be in my heart...take care..
-jolyne- Name: feunnieeE
Message: gami....I miss u...gami bear bear I miss u so much....1 yr...time goes by so fast...Until now I still couldnt blief that u're not here anymore...
it's like i've just spoke to u yesterday....i can still hear u laffing...teasing me...Really really miss u alot alot alot...still remember #cupid? :) I wanted to open it at dalnet..but too bad...someone took it edi...haih.....i've got alot to tell u...but...its hard to tell it all here...nvm..i'll "tok" to u in my dream...come find me yea?
Gami bear...me sayang u alot alot yeah...RmInfinite...
u take care....miss u always....R.I.P mUaKs huGgIeZ Name: chuchaiz
Message: it's 1 year now and i stil remmeber the day for my farewell the news came by tat u went off sumwhre better and could not make it to my farewell. time does fly past very very fast ain't it. i dun think i can make it tonite. sorie bro..God bless. Name: ...?
Message: i've heard what happened last year. although i don't know you at all but i droppped by this page exactly a year after you're gone. i just want to wish you a good life up there. you're friends all loves you down here. respect. Name: `JoLyNe
Message: dear brian angel,
Sigh..Time goes by so fast huh angel? and before you know it, it`s already been one year now since you left us all. One thing still remains the same though..And that is i`m missing you 24/7. We all do. You will always be in our thoughts, hearts and prayers. You`ve made a difference and brought blessings in my life, angel, and you and i both know how. :) I owe you one when and if i ever go up there okie? Wait for me! :) *hugs & muacks* Take care of those who aren`t so strong and guide them from up there mm kay angel? Watch over us from time to time. I know you do and will. Sigh..I`m quite lost in words now and although words seem to say so little, i`m sure you can read my mind right brian angel? *winks* Take care brian..
Missing & Loving you always...
-jolyne-
"The guardian angels of life sometimes fly so high as to be beyond
our sight, but they are always looking down upon us." and i`m sure that is what you`re always doing right angel? ;) Name: izzie
Message: hey there bro,
how are you up there? found any chun angels an0t? things d0wn here are fine but would be even better if u were around. anyway always thinking of you. take cares. see you soon when my time comes. Name: hon faai
Message: Hey mimiz#@!
WAZZAp? been a year i guess? so fast huh? :) i still remember the last time i saw u in pyramid`s coffee bean! u in the size sitting in that small lil metalic chair hehe! guess what? recently when i drop by pyramid.. i notice they`ve closed the place :( but nvm.. how do u do this one year? sorry for not dropping by here often.. kinda bz irc-ing :P~ *winkz* but u can bet i still cant bliff u`re gone.. eventhough it`s one year already.. i still remember how u look like sleeping in there..sigh.. how i wish i could like spend more time with u b4 u went off.. but dont worry.. there will be other chance when we meet up again in near future.. and dont worry we`ll i promise ;) haha guess what? i not oni had missed talkin 2 u.. but i miss iritating u 2 :Pp *grinz*
CHowZ triPlE b#@!#@%@#%
- hon faai -
1.12am 31/08/2002 Name: hon faai
Message: Hey mimiz#@!
WAZZAp? been a year i guess? so fast huh? :) i still remember the last time i saw u in pyramid`s coffee bean! u in the size sitting in that small lil metalic chair hehe! guess what? recently when i drop by pyramid.. i notice they`ve closed the place :( but nvm.. how do u do this one year? sorry for not dropping by here often.. kinda bz irc-ing :P~ *winkz* but u can bet i still cant bliff u`re gone.. eventhough it`s one year already.. i still remember how u look like sleeping in there..sigh.. how i wish i could like spend more time with u b4 u went off.. but dont worry.. there will be other chance when we meet up again in near future.. and dont worry we`ll i promise ;) haha guess what? i not oni had missed talkin 2 u.. but i miss iritating u 2 :Pp *grinz*
CHowZ triPlE b#@!#@%@#%
- hon faai -
1.12am 31/08/2002 Name: Lian S. Yuenchi
Message: How's life above there? It has already one year right Brian.. Will not forget you here, neverever.
Rest in peace. Maybe Ultraunix lives, may brian rules. Name:
Message: bro.....missing u very much....24/7, 365, always and 4ever...this i swear!
for the time being, take care of ur love ones down here.....i knoe we'll meet again......i knoe we will....:( there's this song by 2pac....lots of its lyrics are like memories abt me and u :
2 in tha morning,and we still high assed out,screamin 'brothers till we die' before I passed out,but now that your gone,i'm here thinkin I don't wanna die all alone.
though memories fade I'm gonna get your name tattoo-ed on my arm so we both ball till' my dying days
Name:
Message: heya galpal... i don't know where to begin..i can't believe its gonna be a year already since our last dinner together at hotpot. i never, never in my life imagined that it was gonna be the last time i was ever gonna see you again. you just left us all without any warning. till today, your departure just feels so unbelievable. nothing much has changed galpal..im still the way you left me; rude, bitchy, hairyback, with da m0j0j0j0 forehead, face problem and smelly mouth. :)i'm feeling super low that i've not been dropping by your place recently..no excuses..but i will try to do something about that!!! can you hear my prayers for you and uncle willie every night? all i hope is that you're happy in heaven and you're looking down on auntie ann and mama all the time.. i've never been nice and sentimental and corny to you before when you were around.. so i hope telling you that i miss you....x infinity x infinity x infinity won't make you get goosebumps :p someday we'll meet again (guess i gotta be a good girl so that i can go to heaven!) and i'll give you the biggesttt hugggg imaginable that surpasses even the hugs i give to your stupid brother meng ;P (but that's not before i smack you with the rubber hello kitty hammer first)nothing else i can put into words here..i'll just let my thoughts do the job..take care galpal..*hugss* *muax* p/s sayang you lots too
Name: absence makes the heart fonder..a lotttt lotttt fonder :(
Message: well you know , there's nothing i could say here that would change anything . And i wish there was something i could do to take back that horrible day . Because you really did make a difference in my life . I dont think you just made a difference in MY Life..but everyone elses to. But you know , maybe He took you away because you have done your job here . You're just an angel he sent down to show us our way , and now that your job is done you're up there taking care of everyone? well you know , i really do wonder how things are up there and it hurts to know that you're not with us anymore. but i guess we'll just have to live with that and get on with our lives? life doesnt work that way . things go on , but nothing can change the horrible facts . and its really sad . all i know is that somewhere out there , you've got to be a lot happier up there . take care of yourself.....you're the greatest..!!
maybe someday .. our paths will cross again , and until then.....
Name: kent
Message: what happen to brian? Name: Dencoln
Message: here i'm again...
one year passed, nothing changed, noone changed.
just got back from mongo and china.
well... nice day
=)
Name: Wong Whei Meng
Message: haha, 1 year.. so fast.. so hows life over there? today is my bday, and soon gonna be your 1st year angel life there.. im going to celebrate with my family today and i'll be seeing you soon enough.. hmm, i wonder.. what are you doing up there..
wheimeng! Name: X|FaAi|X
Message: haha they`re showing this show "Triple X" staring Vin Diesel and everytime i see da posters, the triple X seems to alwiz remind me of yew :Pp *GRInZ* it`s almost a year since u`ve left.. i hope u`re doing Fine above.. i had nv forgot u... u`re still in my mind and will still be ... i can promise u this..yea cant wait til nxt year somewhere around march coz i`m gonna get my license and a car of my own if i`m lucky enuff to do so..! so what r u up 2 nowadays ? :P do u have to eRm study up there? sigh my studies is downgrading again :( looks like i need 2 work harder! till here then..! talk another timee bro! *huGz* t.care of urself man i love u! *muackz* Name: Wing
Message: heya boy, you still remember those early morning sessions when I usually come online and you are always there to chat with me ?
Sometimes I wonder, Brian, why God want to take you away so fast, everyone likes you, He should have taken me instead. I miss you Brian. Name:
Message: the first time and the last time I saw you, you were sleeping peacefully. its about a year now, but people still missed you so much. you seems very nice to everyone, but I have yet to know you. what a miss. Name: SaD^Ev|L
Message: Hey Brian Gummi Bear SayanGzZz...It's been some time since i posted anything here...didn't have a chance to come online for quite some time..So anyway,how have you been doing? Hope everything goes well for you up there..It's almost a year since you've left us all...Just want you to know that you're always on my mind and always in my heart...No matter what we do...you'll always be missed!~ *HugS* & *KisSes* will "talk" to you soon...
p/s : thank you for sending me an angel..May God Bless You :) Name:
Message: hahhaa...bro...don't we just know..wheimeng cant do it?? :P but for the sake of uu....we'll both give wheimeng moral support ok?? :) gtg now..8.30 class tomolo...sighhHhhsSss....
miss ya lots..HuGsSss... Name: Wong Whei Meng
Message: heh, brian, im going to do my presentation now.. well, bless me! i know you'll always behind me looking after me.. shall we start showing the people what we can do!? WE ARE THE CONQUERER! WE SHALL WIN THIS BATTLE! LETS SHOW THEM WHAT ULTRAUNIX HAS GOT!
wheimeng
22 Aug 2002
13:11 Name: chinf3i`
Message: sup dude , man ... never been here for a long time already ... let me count ... been over few months ... so . how r u budz ? looking good huh ... righhhhhtt .. :)) peace ... :) Name:
Message: brian mach0 sahyangx..
well..it's been close to a yr now...as everyone in this page said..u've been a source of encouragement for all of us in everything..even in small lil' teeny-weeny things..
i hope the very best for u there..and u are still very much alive in my mind..missing u alwiz..
-22/08/2002- Name: Wong Whei Meng
Message: seems like no one has forgotten you.. although you arent here anymore, you're always in our heart.. well, like i've promised you.. tomorrow i'd be going to MIMOS in presenting my proposal.. if im granted for that project.. well, thank god and you for taking care of us. oh yea.. i'll be visiting you soon.. i do not know what to say.. maybe just say, i miss you ;/
anyway, GOOD LUCK TO ME AND GOOD LUCK TO YOU UP THERE! Name: *... jEn Ni ...*
Message: hie there... well.. im sure there's a computer where u can asses to email in heaven.. hheheheee... well.. u know what's going on, on earth right now... lotsa friends are still missing you.. i do.. too!!!
n-e-way.. have fun in heaven!!! im pretty sure it's a better place huh? i'll see you there.. someday soon... *mUaKs* Name:
Message: Hey bro..... :) guess what date is today?? :) hope you won't forget whats happening on is 21st yah?? :P i still remmeber wat we did last year... :P 4 huge ass bottle of liqour...... and u were the 1st to got drunk :P bleaHHhh.......
:( but i dun wan u to be the 1st to go :( miss u so much bro.....want u here with me on the 21st...:(
still missing u so so much.....
Name: pasqy
Message: hello brian, you prolly don't know me and me you but i hope that God keeps you all safe and sound in His arms. They say that God's always got a plan and I hope He's got a good one for you.
Love. Name: tIcKLe`Me @ Becky
Message: Brian, Brian, my angel. I never believed in sending msgs here because I just refused to believe this will actually help me ease the pain. I even refused to enter this site and read the msgs others send. It'll only make things worse for me. It has been nearly a year right now and I am missing you, every single moment that passes by. What can I say? You were one of the best miracles that has happened to me, that was brought to my life. You have done so many things for me and yet, I have never had the chance to repay what you have done. My birthday had just passed and I remembered how you have forgotten about my birthday last year, because you were busy racing. Haha. I hope you do recall it this year, Brian. :) Jolyne sent me the logs of the conversation that you both had on my birthday last year and I knew how fucked up you were. Ha. I forgive you for it. :) I don't think I can continue this message Brian. It's getting too emotional for me. Remember Brian, our secret code, " -l,,/ ßrïäñ ".
Hope you don't mind that I've shared it with Jolyne too. *hugs*, my darling angel. Name: j0sh
Message: Time d0es pass by fast, my friend. Here i am again writing here, telling yew my th0ughts. It is g0nna be my birthday s00n but it seems meaningless s0meh0w. Life haven't been that great f0r me, things are n0t g0ing as it is supp0sed t0 be. I guess that is life. But yew have sent me an angel t0 take care 0f me, and im thankful 0f that. Thanks br0 :P. Keep an eye 0n her f0r me kay? thanks 0we yew 0ne :P Name: j0sh
Message: Time d0es pass by fast, my friend. Here i am again writing here, telling yew my th0ughts. It is g0nna be my birthday s00n but it seems meaningless s0meh0w. Life haven't been that great f0r me, things are n0t g0ing as it is supp0sed t0 be. I guess that is life. But yew have sent me an angel t0 take care 0f me, and im thankful 0f that. Thanks br0 :P. Keep an eye 0n her f0r me kay? thanks 0we yew 0ne :P Name: spinky
Message: pinky and the brain..pinky and the brain..where is the brain? :( what use is there for pinky when there's no brain.. Name: Lian S. Yuenchi (XstrifeX)
Message: It is almnost 11 months you left us Brian. And let me tell you that UltraUnix is still keeping alive ;) Uhm.. And wheimeng is still as same as before, always hentam me because of delaying those jobs. Argh..
Well well, so where are the other guys in UU? Just me and wheimeng to be the survivors? Dion, Rix, D3ng0d? Whatever ler.. Will talk to you again.
By the way, anyone here is planning to visit Brian? Andrew, when will you be back to .MY again?
Regards,
Lian S. Yuenchi
Tue Jul 30 19:51:31 UTC+0800 2002 Name: jo
Message: hi brian angel sayangs *hugs* feeling kinda down now and wishing you were here to cheer me up as always. sigh. it`s almost been a year now and i`m missing you so very berry much. reading all these messages esp the one before this, brings back fond memories and makes me cry. sigh. take care angel. missin ya. always. Name: elaine
Message: hey brian. was going through my old links and i found this. so here i am reading through all the messages people have posted up for you. i really hope you're reading all of 'em because it's all yours, man. many wish they could have had more time with you to say what they needed to say, to say what they wish they could have said. so, in their wake or in their sleep, may you always be there to listen to their innermost and sweetest thoughts about you. and i know that you will always be watching over all these wonderful people. they truly adore/love you, brian. i'm sure that on the other end of heaven, you're waiting for all your friends. the impact you have made in their lives can never be replaced. they will always be reminded of you as they go along with life - for i know that you have created and built many memories with them. memories that they will forever cherish. i'll be praying for your well being, brian.
do take care.
till we meet again *waves*. Name:
Message: eyh bro...finally got broadband weh.. we can stay online all day all night all year long.... and be l33t h4x0rs... Name:
Message: my cousin bro just passed away this morning.. i feel so crap now... :( miss u bri.. hate going through the phase again... Name: sha
Message: miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u.. what else can i say? i miss u heaps bri Name: andrew
Message: hello Brian bro..
How are you recently? Doing fine I hope, Im happy that you have blessed me with my girlfriend now. thanks Brian, You really made me found her. I owe it all to you. Brian, I miss you alot. Suddenly today I think about you alot. From time to time my bro, I will think of you. Please take care of yourself, and bless us with more wonderfull things..
Name: jolyne
Message: Listening to some song and talking to jen huey about some stuff reminds me of you and.. somehow i just ended up here because this is as close as i can get to "talk" to you. Just really felt like talking to you like last time. Sigh. Well, missing you and in my heart always..brian angel... Name:
Message: wish you were here... so many people miss ya..including me
your bro. Name: jolyne
Message: Yeah it`s me..again.. as usual dropping by to let you know that i miss you and that you`re on my mind brian angel though it`s been like what?, 10 months? Doesn`t seem that long. :/ bored of me yet? hehe..well too bad dearr!! You`re stuck with me forever :) *muackss* missing yah... Name:
Message: though i dont really know you but i've heard a great bunch of news / history bout you...have a feeling yer a great guy..always helping people around irc..well take carez aight Name: Dion Sean Appana
Message: looks like now we're all having bad days... need someone to talk to laaa... need advice... i remember all those days we lepak in ss15 till 8/9am eating roti bakar... always talk about girls and problems wan!! *sigh* now kenot liao and no one to talk with also.... ;/
take care bud...!
"missing you 24/7" Name: wheimeng
Message: heh.. well.. today i had a fight with this gal.. remember the old days in lordz? we are good partners.. and she said lz was a lame crew.. well.. i knew she was joking.. so i used your name somehow.. and said so you were triyng to say brian was lame too? she and flamed me.. for not respecting you.. heh.. sorry if you werent happy with it.. somehow.. i just miss you so much.. im having such a bad time here.. you know/// we as this so called ultraunix ceo.. we have no money.. and everybody will be like saying wheimeng wor. .ceo of ultraunix.. wtf can i say? im trying so hard to keep this company survive.. somehow.. i felt very tired of it..
well.. i couldnt believe im crying now.. i cant stop it.. i still hav eyour pic in my comp.. hehe.. looking at your face.. lol
anyway.. i'll continue run this company since i promised you .. NATO.. no more NATO.. i'll make you feel proud of me.. you're my good friend.. forever.. well hp number is sitll in my hp.. thats the number that i want to call so much but cannot be reached.. ;( hope you have a nice time up there.. friends forever brian.. wait for me.. i'll be there soon.. its just a matter of time..
-wheimeng- Name: honfaai
Message: huwo brian#@! h0w yew?!doin fine up there?! well i`m having my midterm currently so beeelaassss meeee yah#@ :) miss ya alotz! oh yea btw.. i`m currenlty now in a relationship with this girl from srikl! :P she`s 2 weeks older then me *ya ya know wat yew thinkin again* and eRmMm wat else 2 say har? her`s name Mandy :P haha t.care of urself up there lar :P and if u come to have a new angel-gf or wat-so-ever tell me yah#?!@ Ch0wz$@! - honfaai -
- 18 / 05 / 02 -
4.01AM Malaysian Time
Name: To d3ng0d,
Message: Eh, isn't that good for such a lamer likes me to remind you mer? Remember! Brian is always our friend, comrade, business partner, staff, ... angel. Name: Lian S. Yuenchi (a.k.a XstrifeX)
Message: So, how's your life there brian? I am doing well here. You know, you haven't authorised one of my icq (I got 2 accounts ler), I am dying.. cepat :)
Sigh.. dunno what to say. The unauthorised list just remind me about you. And I am searching back for those email you sent me before.. Just one left (At webmaster@ultraunix.net).. Aug 29th... 2001.
By the way wheimeng, luck will always be with you.
Wed May 15 22:08:57 UTC+0800 2002 Name: Dencoln again
Message: everyone here, have a nice time.
=)
Name: Dencoln
Message: damn, i was almost to forget this page until a lamer reminded me. Nice to see all the friends still wandering in that place we always hang around without any less. So we are living fine here, don't have to worry about that. forgive me of my absence here for a long time. Somehow, we'll meet together someday right, maybe you won't recognize me as the old time d3ng0d. well, i hope everything is still fine to you and please send me a message in my dream if you are free.
=P
Name: Wong Whei Meng
Message: how have you been? i hope everything is fine up there.. well, sorry for not being there at your bday.. i .. missed you.. tho we quarreled alot.. seems like missing what we used to do.. i'll always drop down msg here.. hope everything is up to your expectation.. and i shall keep up with all the promises that i made.. and of course.. i'll get a steady gf ;p lol .. and my studies.. next monday is my final.. wish me luck.. may the god be with yaa
11/5/2002
wheimeng
Name: tekz
Message: oh my god... brian... i am tekz.. i havnt been on ircnet for about half year, then when i get back, everything changed.. even though we rarely talked.. but your presence in #lordz (back in the old days) were acknowledged. we used to kick some butts and build botnets ;)
anyway, may you rest in peace and pls pray for me and let me pass my finals >_<
thanks Name: izzie
Message: heya bro , howu doing up there? life must be good up there with allthose angel.
aih wish ur down here back like the old days. anyway missing u and happy belated birthday! see you when i get there. :)
izzie Name: jolyne
Message: Just dropping by as usual, to let you know that you`re never forgotten and that i miss you lots brian angel..*hugs and muacks* Name: Dion Sean Appana
Message: Manda put it really well... "missing you 24/7" Name: myrez`
Message: Hallu Brian!! Mira here ler! Sorry le, forgot to tell you I've changed my nick. Hey, did you come and see me? Did you? Did you?!?! Kekekek. I thought you did, cause we've haven't see each before, have we? Hurmmmmmm. So meaning now you've seen me, and I haven't see you!! UNFAIR!!! Anyway, missed you loads. Was just thinking, about that day you called me to wish me my birthday. Thanks again! Loved that memory. Well, if you were still here, I'm sure we'd be calling each other right? DAMN! So how are those cute pretty angels up there? Are they all over you? OI ANGELS!! Hands off! Ehehehe. Owh!! I wanna say how sorry I am for forgetting you once in a while! Sorry Brian sayangz!!! But you're name + no. is still in my phone! Gtg now ler! Love you! Name: Lian S. Yuenchi
Message: Argh.. sorry for forgetting you Brian. A mail dropped into my mailbox and remind me about this page again.
So, how's your day at heaven? Uhm.. what I can say here is, Malaysia is kinda good now. No war shit, no riot, no chaos..
Talking about UltraUnix, we faced a lot of obstacle these days. The company has already established for (Let me count.. 1,2,3..) 4 years. Kinda great right? It won't die.. Will not, I promise.
I am planning to rebuild this "message board"; make it available for pages switching.. wait for my news.
Miss ya.
Regards,
Lian S. Yuenchi
21st Mac 2001 (4:56PM MYT) Name: SaD^Ev|L
Message: Missing you...24/7 Name: `e
Message: macho...i really miss all the time we spent together..
since i left m'sia..there's even more time to ponder upon everything..well..just wanna drop a few words only..
- m i s s i n g - y o u - a l w a y s - Name: andrew
Message: hello, im feeling kinda down lately.
trying new things and hardly work out.
My work is so so, my part time classes are weird..
everyone white.. im the only yellow.. weird. feel like they are racist..
wish u were here to joke with me kick my ass around..
i miss you brian
Name:
Message: galpal,
happy belated valentine's day!! i just want you to know..life couldn't be any better for me, though it would be DA best if you were still around *yA kNowWwW*
remember that? padang? :) your macho macha makes me extremely happy, and i know it's what you've always been hoping for the both of us. but i just wish it was the three of us again, just like those good old times, though you always had to be the peacemaker and neutralist whenever me and him argued and fought. hehe :) i guess you've heard all my silent prayers to you nightly, because i am finally at peace with everything..most especially myself. look down on us, occasionally okay? god..i miss you. it hurts whenever i see someone who resembles you from the back. it just hurts. sigh..
love ya,
boyfren Name: tickleme
Message: hey Bri bri sahyangs, just wanna wish you happy belated birthday. *huggies* ... Miss you much. Name: e`
Message: ePpy vaLeNtinE's..mach0....
-*huGx n sMooChiex*- Name: honfaai
Message: elo Brian.. how had u been man? hrm.. few months pass :)) long time no talk
it`s been a while since i left any msg ere .. just 2 say hie neway! and happy belated bday.. chiaoz pal! Name: feunnieeE
Message: Hewoo...gami bearz~!miss u ler...
haih i sayang u RM2 still okie? hehehe blek
hmmm i really hope that u can see all our msgs here...
hope that u know how much we missed u :(
R.I.P okie huggiez Name: boyfren
Message: heya galpal..
feeling really down and out now..wish you were here to advice, and lend a helping hand to patch things with me and you-know-who...im sure you can see everything from up there..hope you receive my prayers everynight..missing you 24/7.
till we meet again,
love..boyfren Name: =)
Message: heya brian.. how ya doing? hope you're fine up there.. r.i.p
-rowena- Name: -----------
Message: Rest in peace PAL Name: Shanice
Message: hey Brian, if u are reading this..Happy Belated Birthday to u..
and missed u loads. take care and keep in touch. Name: jY
Message: brian brian...i miss u dearly..it`s been months but sometimes at night..when i can`t sleep and i lie in bed..i think of you..and realise i miss u loads..sigh..miss seeing u online..miss talking to you..and till today i still can`t accept the fact..i just tell myself u`re off somewhere on a long holiday or something.. *sigh*..whatever it is..i miss you brian.. :/ *hugs angel* Name: -s|nTrOn-
Message: although i dunno anything about u till today [31.1.2002]...but from the mourn of others , i think u are a great guy. its a pity that your life is just this short....but when u have to go....u have to go...rest in peace.... Name: [shOmaE]
Message: heyz briaN,
eVEn tHougH i dOnt knoW u aT aLL,bUt thE wOnderFUl meSSageS thaT eVEryonE wrotE waS totAlly touchiNg..maY gOd bE witH u aLwiz...
reST iN peACe... Name:
Message: life is good ,
life is bad .
I guess you'll never know what life we would have had ,
you left and went to the sky ,
I stayed and had to bare with goodbye.
You said you would never leave ,
I sat by your bed begging and pleaing .
I don't know what to do with out you ,
I still can't believe this is true .
Name: ;)
Message: hello brian...
my hero...
trust me...
i'll make it ...
Name:
Message: hey 'sup brian, it's been a while since i posted anything here.. just ta tell you you'll never be forgotten.have fun in heaven, cheers mate ;)!
nexus- Name: xes
Message: hey gamis, it's been a while ever since i talk to you. remember the days we used to bitch about j0sh on his small dick? haha. those were the days man. damn, anyway brian, wish you a happy belated birthday. hope you could just reply me by saying thank you :) see yah in heaven or where ever it is, we will meet again for sure.
Name: Andrew
Message: Happy 20th Birthday my bro,
Miss you always. AND im very bored in malaysia, no one to company me most of the time.
Name: GR
Message: Happy Birthday Bro!
Wish you were here to celebrate your big 2-0. Wish it was just like old times. Goin clubbing, jammin, drinking like fuck, checking out the chicks, havin one hell of a time. Sigh. Name: ...|iL^cReAt
Message: Hey ya~! Brian ..
Happy 20th BirThday~! wOw.. goody wOnder how many angels did GOD grant Ü with?? o.O?? eheheheheh kiddin ..=) how's things going on up there cool huh ?? Ü eversince I saw this website ..and READ EVERY SINGLE MESSAGES that people out there send .. is so ..touching.. everytime I read it I cRy .. Ü juz seems to be soMe really nice and kind person.. oh I wonder how come I didn't get to know Ü before =( but then again .. I know that I will still meet Ü oneday.. up there and not only that I'll get to see our FATHER too =) ... well just wanna let Ü know that ... even if I never share with Ü my problems .. I'm so glad that by reading every single of this messages it taught me to .. appreciate what I have .. Really thank Ü too ...if not Ü I will never get to see how wonderful friendships meant to be.. anyway.. although I do not know Ü that well.. in a way there is a line of frIendship in bEtween us .. =) oh well whatever it is.. I can't wait to mEet ya .. =) ehhehe =P take care..
Lots of love,
yEe^sAnZz @ |iL^cReAt ...
p/s : How Lovely can live be... and sUCh a wonderful friendships in between many people... Name:
Message: Hey Brian.... Happy Twentieth Birthday to You!!!! *hugz* :)
Betcha partying real hard up there huh? God.. i wish i could still see your nick appearing in #nofear.. miss you so much.. at time i sit there in front of my comp, wondering maybe if i closed my eyes real hard, pray that you're gonna come online and i'd see your nick appearing on my screen.. but that ofcourse is totally impossible.. hey.. a person can wish cant she? hehe.. :) its been a long time and i still cant be able to call briiiiiiii and you'd answer.. maybe just those bots wit ya name on.. but not u .. its been months since you've left.. and i still am missing you.. anyways, hope you have a great time wit those angels of yours and play hard yeah? *grins* eppy birthday big boy :)
hugs, miss talkin ta ya .. Name:
Message: Happy 20th B'day Brian...big boy already...
love always.....
meng & aure Name: SwEeT
Message: Brain, even though i don't know u but i wish i did but now it's just too late.
I hope u r hafing a great time up there.
My deepest condolence to Brian's Family & Close Friends
Rest In Peace Bro!!
Name:
Message: Christmas is just around the corner..
Wishing you are here ..
No matter what, you will always be in our hearts ! :))
Merry Christmas Bwanie Boy ! :) I miss you !! Name: meng
Message: blink of an eye...it has been 3 months yeah?? not one single day i live life without remembering you...i miss you so much bro...i really do...... Name: Melayu-X
Message: May God be with you
Sorry cause I only heard about your news today
Thanks for teaching me a lot of thingsszz
Name: GR
Message: "We live upon the shoulders of those who came before us.
We are what we are because of what they have given us.
But every time we speak their name,
recall our memories of them or honor their ways they will live again
That alone may be the secret ..... of immortality."
- National Geographic "Voices Of The Dead"
Dearest brother,
You came into this world and you have left it so soon.
During that time you were with us,
you gave your hand and your friendship to us so freely and so willingly to so many
As you are called away from this cruel world,
we know that your spirit will always remain with us.
You will always be remembered.
Dearest brother,
you have indeed achieved immortality.
Name: Andrew Lew
Message: Hello, Brian, its been a while since I left some messages here.
Im sure you are slowly being forgotten, but not to me.
Bro, you will always be remembered by me. I just wish sometimes I could turn to you for some advise. Well, I spoke to your mom a couple of times when Jason, Meng and me pop over just for a lil chat about a month ago.
Mostly is about Ultraunix, dont worry, your mom aint involve in it anymore. All the shares are transfered to Wheimeng, and apparently he is doing quite a good job with it. Not the worst as I expected. Just to let you know about this because we are in this together always, and we are alwayy brothers.
Take care of yourself up there ok my best friend/brother.
Name:
Message: hey brian, long time since i've left a msg here. my bday has come and gone. and even if i made a wish that you'll be here, that is asking for the imposible. hope that you're alright up there. :) Name: SkyLin3 @ cH4RLi3
Message: GOD loves you more...
Rest In Peace..
;)
Name: miZ-myRa
Message: Missed you so much! :( Name: GarYDknY
Message: first of all tanz 4 ur advise ur teaching.thanks for ur intro..=P sigh~(gals)
thanks for...for..for..what ever!!.. i juz know ya for only few months.i can't believe that ppl told me that is true..i thought ppl 'du lan' u tim.. =P
why those ppl like to kidding in mirc ah?
but when i join here,i can't believe that those jokers say is true...
so far, what i want to say is..thanks..thank a lot! for ur advise aspecially
=(
**i'll promise that u're always in my mind..without u..maybe is still a 'keh le feh' in MIRC..
finally,may god bless u~ =|
Name: ®-GarY-DknY-®
Message: =~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Name: meng
Message: missing you lots..... Name: {U|TIMATE
Message: Well its feels bad a good person like Brain to Leave us all :(
well i hope he would be having a great time with the angels up there
and Brain parents and his other relatives dont worry because he is heaven and you shuold take care of your selves
and carry out your life
today he died :(
tomo i will and after that you will :\
God Bless Him
Name: cAt
Message: hey, u know the Puffdaddy song it goes like "every step i take, every move i make, every single day, every night i pray, i will be missing u" that how i feel brian...... i really really miss u alot.... i will always miss u n love u
I know u ar heaven smiling down, watching us praying 4 u....... Name:
Message: blink of an eye....another month has past, but always and forever, still u are here...in my heart....past...present...and future.... Name: s[-]an|ce
Message: yeah forgotten..to mention.. missed going to ProJet..to eat hotdoggies wit Ya Name: s[-]an|ce
Message: brian! damm missed ..passed ur hse sure think of u...see Putra sure think of U..
Name: Starwing
Message: Why do God's faithful experience suffering? Is God unable to prevent tragedies from happening to them?
I believe God uses tragedy like a craftsman uses the chisel. For the craftsman, each knock, hard and soft, is needed to produce a beautiful part of the masterpiece. Similarly, God's people must experience suffering to develop perseverance and character.
I dare not say I am willing to endure such a severe ordeal for this. Perhaps that is why God often does not give us a choice. He knows too well that if we could choose, we would rather remain comfortable, at the expense of becoming more mature.
Also, God uses suffering to test us. However, contrary to popular ideas, I believe the results are not for Him to see; they are for us and for others. Action speaks louder than words. We would only know the true extent of our love and devotion to Him through these tests.
Furthermore, others may draw encouragement from the fact that they are not alone in their sorrows and that there is meaning to life despite pain.
For God's faithful who have departed, they are brought to His side. In the process, those on earth are blessed, as we have seen earlier. This appears to me a win-win situation for both the departed and the living.
Mankind on Earth is like plants. Some wilt and perish before they bloom. Yet, when they die, the soil is enriched with nutrients for the benefit of other plants.
Perhaps, because of this, it does not matter what criteria God uses to choose individuals for such testing and strengthening. Even so, one criterion must be love. Those He loves, He disciplines. The other criterion is wisdom. God does not foolishly test us beyond what we can bear with His help. As for His other criteria, while transparency may be the vogue word nowadays, let God reveal them in His own time.
Children are often discontented with the discipline parents subject them to. School, piano lessons and curfew appear meaningless to them. Only at a later age would they understand why. Still, even parents may be wrong, selfish or abusive at times. In contrast, 'God is too wise to be mistaken God is too good to be unkind'
as the chorus of a song goes. Even if God explained Himself, we may just be unable to see it the way the All-knowing does.
Hence, 'shall we accept good from God and not misfortune?'. These words were uttered by Job, a biblical character, who had lost his family and his wealth, all in one day. He understood that gold must be put in the fire for refinement. When God is silent, we know that He is working.
Rest in peace,
Your bro Name: daniel @ n3t`
Message: sups bro... u'll always be my bro weih... u were the first person i called frm the airport.. remember javashoppe? hehe.. rest in peace man.. remember my laptop.. ehaheahhea.. will never forget you man.. deepest condolence to yer mom and dad.. one of the nicest guy i've ever known .brian oliver corray @ f|akker` Name: Anne Walter
Message: I never knew you personally Brian only heard a lot about you from your lovely mother who I met in Berlin in the summer of 2000 and who I've been corresponding with by e-mail ever since. I know just how very much she loved you and that you meant everything to her. I have two sons myself of 17 and 18 and we often commiserated with each other about our "sons", going through some similar experiences! I know you will remain in her heart for ever more and one day you will be reunited. I will be sure to keep writing to your Mum Brian and hope that we can meet up again in the not too far off future. I'll certainly do my best to keep my eye on her now and support her morally any way I can, for she's surely missing you Brian!
Rest in peace Name: tashie
Message: ay abang !wow everybody loves u bro,great kan ?things aren't the same now u know.. hmm thinking bout ya but apparently that doesn't make any difference pun.
haih y'know my bday coming soon !so i guess we're gonna celebrate it ?haha
dunno la hope u r in a better place cuz u deserve it.love ya bro..:~) Name:
Message: hey bro....how's everything up there?? i miss u so much...so boring down here.....right now i'm bz studying my bio....gonna sit for bio paper 2 tomorrow morning...last minute study....:P still remember my last exam...sms-ed you for answer....damn...that was good :) anyways....i got to go now..take care k? *hugs* Name:
Message: it`s been days...weeks even..but ur presence is still very much missed...sigh.. i`m lost for words..but i`m sure u know how i feel.....
-dreams last for so long..even after you`re g0ne- angel- Name: KiS
Message: How's it up there? I hope you are living a life fit for a king.:)
Name: Lina
Message: I May Not Have Been There For You Whenever You Needed Me..
But I Must Say That You Have Been A Very Good Friend..
And I'm Really Sorry For Not Having The Chance To Show You
How Much I Cared..May You Rest In Peace My Sweet Dear..
I'm Sorry Brian..I Really Am..I Miss You Name:
Message: To all the wonderful friends and well-wishers of Brian
You have touched our hearts and lives with joy and sadness.
Great joy...........
just knowing that Brian had so much good memories
and times shared with so many friends.
Sadness because ...........
we have missed that part of his life growing up
in his teenage years and all those good memories.
We would like to request if any of you have photos of the good times you shared with Brian, to please paste it in the 'Wall of Remembrance' so we may through the years to come, look back and cherish those precious moments that will live on forever in all who knew and cared for Brian.
Brian, you will forever be remembered dearly by your Uncle Gary and Aunty Pat as the little 'Brian Botak' boy.
Name:
Message: to whoever who's pretending to be brian: it's not funny. cut the crap, a$$hole. stop pissing people who are in still in grief with your pathetic level of lameness. if that was an attempt at humour to brighten our 'day' well sorry you failed. if there are individuals like you who exist that think that you can make a fool out of brian, this world must be a very sad place.
Name: Sur3n
Message: I bet youre having fun..... Name: Sean~ -K3nSh|N-
Message: I'm Someone You Don't Know...I'm Here Just To Tell You Something..Lot's Of People Miss You...Hope You'll Be Happy Wherever You Are Now..R.I.P. Name: d3ng0d a.k.a Dencoln
Message: argh...it is abit too bored in IRC
so i decided to chat with u brian for a moment
so wassup br0...we used to be so good to each other nothing except teasing each other...kinda miss that moments
although not hooking with u much...we still r best frens right?
heh...sooner or later i might come up to find u...serious about that
I just feel sad of my life now!
blah...anyway hope u can bless every of ur dearest fren from the other world!
=P
Name: Lian Yuen Chi (a.k.a Strife)
Message: Believes us Brian. We can make UltraUnix a great site of the world and defeat the others. Our first target, the local portal and internet services webpage.
Regards,
Web Operation Administrator of UltraUnix Internet Services
Fully Owned by Virtual Phoenix Sdn. Bhd. Name: wiLdcHaRm
Message: Dat 'Brian' posting messages in here...u wanna know sumthing? U kinda suck in it..no offence but even if ur on a good cause or watsoever... putting urself in his place will do no good in it...but i rilly did wish it wuz the brian i wanted so much to meet again....Missing you so much....Hugs n Kisses
-sk- Name:
Message: bro....guess u knoe wats happening now......i just have this feeling i'm gonna meet u soon...real soon :) Name: sPoRtYcAt
Message: Brian, I’m grateful because I got to know you before you go and turn into an angel, even though u turn into an angel you will watches over all of us who love you so much and dearly. Even though I got to know within those 3 weeks, but that short period of time we were very close. I regretted for not knowing you early because I was staying next to you more then 6 years. Do you remember on 28 August 2001, we were sitting outside of your house. We were talking and sharing each other problem. That was the best memories and time I had with you. On that day, I have promise you I will give you back the time which I have not know you earlier. I will keep that promise Brian. One Sweet Day we will meet together again, when we do, I will give you back the time to you as promise.
Brian you will always be in my heart, and I will never forget you. I MISS YOU A LOT!!!
Name: Dion Sean Appana
Message: Which ever freak is pretending to be Brian, you are just a freaking sad prick. People pass away and you use them as a way to play jokes on people? WTF is wrong with you? Brian was a good friend to many of us, and he may not have been to you so you really don't care if he's alive or not, but we do. So, stop your dumb ass jokes and STFU!
Peace,
|No_FeAr| Name: Hon Faai
Message: Eh Brina Nehh... the US under attack ar
u know who did the strike ar...
and ar.. can u tell me which share good to buy tat can earn big marnee ar?
=P
tell me quick coz i wanna earn marneelar, not enuff marnee to cs :(( Name: JaCjaC
Message: how can you prove that you are really brian? i doubt so... Name: ----
Message: we have not lost anyone...we only gained an angel -missy elliot on the death of aaliyah during the mtv video music awards Name: Leek
Message: RIP Name: yibbie-r0x0@yinyin
Message: hiee....r u free....erm.....is it anice place up there
ehhehe.....i guess it is...
well...plzz tell me....whenever i haf a problem can i tell u?
i heard tat ur a nice guy......so u'll probably the oni person i can tell me sad things to....but no matter how hope u will alwayz b blessed by the most wonderful GOD....r.i.p Name: Hon Faai ( Fan of 3B forever )
Message: BRINA BRINA BRINA BRINA MUH FAV B B B!! hIIEeE! cam mana kat atas? i HOPE U tak "CHOP" all the angels there k? :P leave some for me lar :) wei wei!the internet xs up there FAST ar? how bout the comps? to they have B**r SKIN furs on the monitor/cpu casing? wat mouse they using? raz0r b**rslang? it is black? or they call it B**r instead of mouse?wei if u fwee mail me lar :) and erm.. take a pic of u and God up there scan then send :) i wonder how it`s there up! wow so fast u "AMPU" GOD and got holiday leave to online har? :PP not bad not bad..wei really really miss u lar wei :P one day come to my dream lar! heard u`re good in cs :P teach me lar :( i started late..flash me in my dreams with the skills u has lar, s0rry for talkin cock so much but i really really miss kacaoing and iritating u lar..*aih* *HUGz*
F0rever B B B Fan! ;P HEHEHE
Forever Friends...
- X | F a A i | X -
Name: JaCjaC
Message: harh? yeah rite? how can brian type on a computer woh? i'm sure he'll come back to talk to us if he can actually log on to the internet right? hmph, wuteva it is. brian if it's really you, really miss ya. come back and visit yeah. *hugz* Name: meng
Message: Hey bro...i'm at in ur house now....online using ur comp...i have to admit...sucky keyboard u have!! i've said it b4..n i'm still saying it now...:P hey gtg now..go home n study,...cioaz...tuty is here also...
tuty : heyya...miss ya loads ok? hope ure fine up thereee....and i'm still not over the eternal flame song...i'll visit this page again...miss uu... Name: Starwing
Message: hey muh bro, how is it up there ? I am sure you are enjoying yourself with the angels there huh ?
Know what? I miss you, miss your early morning company in ICQ, how I wish that your nick will blink on my ICQ, how I wish.
I could not believe that you have sign the memorial. I did not know that heaven have internet access. But why did you not come to ICQ and beep me ? Firewalled ? Hmm .. Hey, what OS do they use ? Linux or Microsoft ? What about they keyboard ? Are they using natural ones ? Try to get comfy with it lor if it's not natural keyboard. I'll get you one when I drop by, soon.
Name: Andrew
Message: Yo....... is it you Brian? hahehehe.. so its true, u can see..
(yah right) someone must be messing around..
Anyway, Love you alot br0, we all miss you, and don't worry much about us and your parents. Im sure I will be able to help them once a while
Name: Brian
Message: Thank you people for dedicating this page for me. I just have a little time to stop by here and won't write too long. I just want to thank all the people who supports me all the way to heaven and God bless you all and we shall meet in your dreams one day. Peace out humans. :) Name: meng
Message: MachaaAAaAaa.......
everything's fine n ok down here i guess.....i miss the old days......i miss you.....
Name: Siang
Message: =p
THINK that your are with GOD now....see u there=p Name:
Message: galpal, it's been 10 days since you left us. the pain is less intense, but it hasn't gone away...
thinking of you
p.s. don't care whatever you say, shaolin soccer is crappy Name: mALOAz
Message: Rest in peace Brian..still remeber the day we y.c=)
Name: JiM^CuRrY @ DarkKnight @ Lee Cher Yeong
Message: i was really shocked to hear the news. big time. i never thought it would be THAT close.
wish i could get to know u more....but *sigh* maybe god is just plain cruel.
i'll remember the time we had at #PeeJay @ IRCNet. we had so much fun with the rest of the gang. i never really have the time to chat with ya after i retired from IRC. Yes i still can get u thru ICQ, but forgive me to for taking it for granted. now i wish i could log in and see
..«¤®¹ß®ìáѹ©¤».. blinking with msg.
u will forever be my brother, and be in my heart. rest in peace. Love you. Name: viOLeT a.k.a. LiL v
Message: Dear BRIAN...
HEY !!! ARE YOU DOING FINE??MAYBE YOU ARE BECAUSE U CAN CHAT WITH THE GOD'S,MAY GOD BLESS YOU FOREVER!EVENTHOUGH I DONT KNOW YOU WELL,I ONLY MET YOU TWICE BUT I'M SURE IF I KNOW U LONGER WE'LL BE GOOD FRIENDS,RITE??I KNOW U'RE WATCHING US FROM UP THERE B'CAUSE I BELIEVE THAT YOUR SPIRIT WILL ALWAYS BE WITH US.WELL,THANKS FOR SAYING THAT I'M PRETTY,I'LL TAKE THAT AS A COMPLIMENT.
LAST BUT NOT LEAST MY DEEPEST CONDOLENCES TO YOUR LOVING FAMILY.
HEY BRIAN HERE'S SOMETHING FOR YOU,HOPE YOU LIKE IT:
FRIENDS ARE GOD'S MOST PRECIOUS GIFT,
A GIFT OF JOY AND GRACE,
FOUND IN THE TOUCH OF GENTLE HANDS,
THE SMILE ON SOMEONE'S FACE...
FRIENDS ARE GOD'S MOST PRECIOUS GIFT,
THEY'RE ANGELS IN DISGUISE,
THEY'RE PEOPLE WHO REVEAL
GOD'S LOVING SPIRIT IN THEIR EYES.
YOU'RE THE GREATEST FRIEND,NOT ONLY FOR ME BUT FOR ALL YOUR FRIENDS!!
BLESS YOU!!!
Name: @|i3n BoY
Message: Brian....
actually i dont think we know each other but through my friend i heard that u passed away in a car accident and i felt sorry about that
May tHe GoD BleSS U Name: miZ-myRa
Message: Heya Brian! I just heard, which was 7 days after it happened. So sorry it had to end this way. But I'm sure you're having a lot of fun up there now rite? Err, I don't know how to say this. I don't know you THAT well, but you are definately a damn good friend to me. Anyway, missed you so much. Didn't know that you would go so soon. Still so much things to do and talk about. Thank you so much for calling me and wishing me Happy Birthday the other day. It really meant a lot. Come and visit me sometimes, maybe in my dreams or something? There are so many things to tell you. Well, now I just hope that you are having a lot of fun and that there are a lot of girls like her up there that are crazy over you! :) Just letting you know that you will be always in my mind and in my heart yea? And I will ALWAYS, and I mean ALWAYS remember you! May God bless you and rest in peace kay? And deepest condolence to Brian's family. God loves him more.
*Hugs & Kisses* and Will Always Love You Brian
~miZ-myRa~
Name:
Message: Heya Brian..I heard of your death sometime ago and it brought sadness into my heart..I don't feel good after hearing to that news, though i don't know you well but i still chat with u before once or twice in iRC a couples of months ago:) I've regretted cause i didn't talk to you more often last time and now that i don't have any more chance to do so..but you, my friend, i will always remember you..=) Take care up there and Rest in Peace :) Name: `pingping
Message: It's hard to believe that you're gone..till now i still can't. I miss you so much.There's so many things i want to tell you...i hope you got my letter i sent to you. Take care of yourself up there. I'm sure you'll enjoy yourself there as much as you enjoy yourself here. I heard there you can have anything you want and there's nothing stopping you =). Promise me this...don't speed up there..i know you love it alot..but don't..please.. I've already lost you on earth and i don't want to lose you up there too...I'm going to see you up there..remember..
Rest in peace Name: ZACHARY
Message: wish u all the best Name: [mememe]@JaCJaC
Message: heya brian. miss ya lots man. just got back, darn tired. went to your house just now for prayers. saw your car today and i wanted to cry. but kiat ming was like turning me the other way so i won't face your car. it's so sad that you've only got to drive the car for like two hours, since you've got it done. will you be coming back sometime to visit us in our dreams? i wanna talk to you. so many things i want to ask and all. you take care up there okay? *hugz muaks* Name: Nastasshea Jolene Rozario
Message: Dear Brian,
May God bless you and fill you up with full of happiness even if you're gone. We don't know each other but i know your memories will stay forever with your family and friend... Name: mR.puRp|3
Message: Althought i don really know you Brian, but i am here just to say
Hope you are here like everyone else. Together, maybe we can make friends.
Name: feunnieeE
Message: hie hie i'm here again today...just..kinda miss u ler gami...i used to kacau u in sms...but now here is the oni place for me to "kacau" u......really really miss u alot...hehehe muaks muaks huggiez come ler find me in my dream..but dont scare me huh! :P ekekekke then we can chit chat there :P blerkzZzZzzz
okie lark i'll come by some other day to leave u some msg again oggie? muakssssssssssssSSSSSSSSSSssssssssssssssss RM1.60! Name: wEndY
Message: dear Brian.. the god love u more so he want you to with him...may the lord be with you and hope that you rest in peace Name: En|Gma_XL
Message: Rip............ Name: yibbie-@yinyin
Message: ..........Even though i might not know u well......but i juz wanna say.........
:=]:=]:=]:=]:=]:=]:=]:May GOD Bless You Alwayz=]:=]:=]:=]:=]:=]:=]:=]:=]:=]:=]
========================May Your Spirit R.I.P===========================
yInz
[-6 September 2001-]
1:35pm
Name: zaxy @ - c Z -
Message: Rest In Peace ! Brian !
Name: HonFaai
Message: Brian..
What Are You Doing Up There? I`m b0red.. they all are like now chatting in touchat and leave me ere alone doing now, some even insultin my cutie name hehehe.. anyway.. i`m like typin this msg coz i wanna talk 2 u.. sorry for iritating u INSTEAD of chatting with u when u`re here.. now u`re gone...
I miss u alot.. aih.. i have no more to iritate , no one to call 3B ( u noe i noe ) and sorry for buggin u outta "shell stuff" last time..if only i could meet b4 u left.. btw, i went 2 ur funeral, i hope u didnt saw me sniffing my tears back into my eyes hehehe Good Luck and T.Care *HUGz* wei , sometimes u could talk 2 me or find me in my dreams 2 u noe? dont w0rry i`m not afraid of nightmare hehehe.Me Myself is nightmare already ahahah Chow BRo *HUgz*
oh yea... sorry f0r flashing u with my 6150 when u 1st lose it.. was to kacao u oni hehehe.. anyway.. nowadays when i look 2 my phone.. it eventually reminds me of u...aih =) i promise u i wont sell it or pass it away..i`ll treat it sometime to memorize u ! Sayonara Brian..!
- X | F a A i | X - Name: Chun Min A.K.A M|N[t]Y
Message: hey brian.....although we don't know each other but through what i heard...i know you're a nice guy and is such a WASTE that someone like you had a leave...well...ppl come ppl go it's just the matter of time..so i guess is time you had to leave and we had to let you go...REst in peaCE man...have a good time with thos ANGELS up there...=~)
Rest In PEace....and to Brians parents...take care of yourselves ok?..
Name: Johan Ali @ xzone
Message: Hey there bro, ...
Its sad that we had to loose you. The only way i can excepting this loss is by saying to myself that you have gone to a better place where only happiness awaits you.
One day we will all be reunited in that world you are in. I hope that i speak for everyone else in this forum when i say, we have not lost you, you have just gone on a short journey which will end when we meet once again for eternity in a better world.
I for one will not forget you. I hope you can rest assured knowing that you have not left us, your name has been immortalized forever in our hearts.
To Mr. and Mrs. Oliver, I also regret the loss of your son. I know that nothing in this world can compensate the loss of a loved one. I hope that you remember one thing, everything happens for a reason and only god knows why. With this in mind, perhaps, you will feel better.
Takecare Brian,
Your Friend
Johan Ali
xzone
September 2001 Name: tash
Message: i would say that i've lost a very great bud but i've a lot of things n experience just by listening to him.i guess the good person goes first n the bad ones remain here ? heh miss him very much though.to brian's friend n parents, i hope that you will be strong just as he was.life goes on and being stuck in a rut wouldn't get you nowhere but in a mess and sadness.devastated i am but life goes on.R.I.P Brian Oliver Corray,love ya man Name:
Message: i never really got to know you...............
and it hurts me so bad...................
looks like everyone loves you....
guess it really was your time to leave...(*wish you were here*)
cause God wanted you.................
yeah..He really did want you....
you know why? cause you are something else..
you are SPECIAL!you never really got to know me either..weird ya know...
losing you never crossed my mind..death is not something i think about..
now i think i just got to think about other people more..i got to care about them more...cause i cant bear losing another person..and i got to be nicer to everyone i meet..even online.i got to care for everyone.i got to chat with as many people as i can online..and i got to listen to them when they tell me things.i got to be a really good friend...i dont want anything happening to anyone else....and i hope you didnt really want to die and if the accident didnt happen you wouldnt have wanted to die anyway.
people say that we dont know how to appreciate someone till they go away..
they say that when somethings not there..thats when we start missing it the most..and thats when we start to realise.......
how much that someone means to us..thats how i feel right now.
i dont even know you that well...but i am missing ya..buddy!!!
you will always remain in my heart...just call to me if you ever need me..
hope you are watching over me just as much as my other angels....and just as much as you are watching everyone else.heavens known to be a great place.. im sure you are happy there.say hi to God for me.send Him my regards and ask Him
to answer my prayers and thoughts.tell Him i dont understand why He had to take you away from us.tell Him i will never understand it until He explains it to me.tell Him i forgive Him anyway..and i love Him a lot :)
And..please.......tell everyone i love up there..that i care so much for them and i always will . thank you brian . you are a great friend. to me and everyone. lova ya loads...please take care....im sorry i never got to say how much you mean and im sorry i never got to know you much..i wish i did though..
someday i will be up there with you..and then i promise you i WILL get to know you more.you know you must be pretty happy to have so many people love you.
you are a really lucky person you know that? guess God knows how great you are too :) I can go on and on writting over here..but i wont...cause i know this message..will never ever....be read by you.and i wish i could tell you how i feel.but its never going to happen.reality just hit me.well..if by any chance heaven has a computer & internet access which can be reached to earth just hope you come accross this webpage and also..send me a mail okay .
i dont plan on stating my name cause it wouldnt matter anyway.
love you..*hugs* ..look out for me okay..will be thinking of ya.
Name: Faisal
Message: well .. i dont actually know the LUCKY fellow ... but i feel he got released from this painful world ... May God Rest his soul in peace Name: jessie mutheu juliet!!
Message: its sad when someone we love lives us but its God wish and we accept it i wish the family well during this time and hope that they will cope well in the future. Brian rest in peace!! Name: Lil^cOw aKa JuLiEnNe
Message: DeAr bRiAn,
Heya.....aLtHough i Do nOw knoW yOu WeLL but I think yOu'Ve live Life tO the FuLlest.YoU hAve tOucH sO mAny pEoPle's Life iN oNe wAy or aNother aNd tO kNow tHe fAct tHat YoU'Re nOt physically hErE wIth uS aNymOre wE Know tHat yOur SpiRit iS aLwAys aRoUnd Us.We mIss yOur LaUgHter aNd yOur sMile.I wIsh I knew You eVen More aNd pErHaPs mAny of Us ReGret nOt KnOwIng You BeTter.ThErE aRe mAny tHiNgs We WiSH We hAve sAid aNd dOne to You.MaY tHe LorD sHowEr yOu wIth aLl hiS bLeSsiNgs aNd lOve oN yOur faMily aNd I hOpe yOu'Re hAvIng a Great tIme iN the aFteR wOrLd.TaKe cAre aNd aLwAyS rEmEmBer tHat YoU'Ve BeEn a MarvEloUs fRiEnd *hUgGieS*MaY yOu rEst iN pEaCe =}
* Good friends are like stars...you don`t always see them, but you know they are always there*
Name: Rand0m`
Message: My condolences to your family. Rest In Peace. Name: GiRL^j3n
Message: May the Lord be with you always.
Name: n3tkilzXz@retired
Message: Hey,u do not know me but i chat with u before..!i am sorry to hear that u have a car accident.!
My Deepest condolences.
May God Bless You.
And Your Family!
=========================-----B R I A N-----================================
M A Y G 0 d B | e S s Y o U!!!R e s T | n P 3 a c E!
Name: fearless
Message: From wat i read, He has been a good fren to all of us,
I kinda regret as i dun have the chances to know him and meet him.
REST IN PEACE , Brian.
p/s : for me and those who have no fate in meeting with him or to be frens with him,
can we have some ppl post a pic of him on the first page of this tribute list ? Thx.
Name: [AaRoN]
Message: well...i dunno u ....and u dunno me .....but thru some of my frens ...i heard that u were involved in a accident .....i think if we meet earlier we will b quite close....anyway u take care up there n ReSt in pEaCe....may god bless u alwiz ....
Name: unknown to brian
Message: my deepest condolence to brian's family...n to brian...dun really know you...but...rest in peace...may god bless yur soul Name: Chong Chee Kong A.K.A Chekybear
Message: Dear Brian,
Well, when I first heard those fellas telling me that you were dead, I was soo fucking pissed off coz I thought how can they joke bout these things ....little do I know that you have already left us ....right now at this moment ...I guess I am being a pussy coz tears are falling from my eyes ....I have lost a very close cousin to me once....and I was very depressed ...but never have I dreamt that I will loose a good friend like you my bro ....when I first knew you, we chated like for hours over the IRC. Then, we had fun playing with bots ...5 yrs ago ...we were both still new to all these shits and we went thru hell to learn ....i will never forget those times....then i know you kinda like Yvonne and her chan #gossip .....and we built the chan up for her .....then we went thru hell just to get a legit domain www.m1rk.co.uk and I promise u that i will do everything in my power to keep this domain forever. I hope the Ultraunix staff will help me maintain this domain for as long as it lives. We first met at the bowling ally and we had such great times chatting and drinking ......everyone in IRC likes you....sharon....jacylyn.....and the rest of the guys as well in #nofear ....but I guess .....these will always remain as part of our memories in our lives ....so brother ...do rest in peace ....where ever you are now ...would like you to know that you have been a great friend...a true friend...and most of all ... a good person:) My condolences to your family and friends .... I hope we will be able to have a yearly thing just to remind us of you .....31/8/01.....Goodbye brother....May God be with you and bless you with happiness......where ever you are......:) Name: BaByLoRdY
Message: Brian Bro...eventhough i dont know u really well...but ive talk to u once or twice on d phone....i miss d times we talk on d phone bro...i really miss it very much...hope you'll rest in peace bro...i love u very much bro!!!! take care!!! =~( -B a B y L o R d Y- R.I.P Brother! Name: Ken Jun
Message: Farewell Brian.Although you don't know me, but Becky did said alot about you.And from what Becky said, I felt that you are a great friend.Becky did tell me that you helped a lot of friends and how much you mean to them.Your loss will be their greatest lost.Brian, I thought of meeting you a week ago, but you leave us too soon.Argh!!!!Farewell Brian.GOnnA Miss You aLot.
Rest in peace.May The Jesus Bless You. Name: .:[-p3ar|`p|3-]:.
Message: bRiaN....aLthougH i dUN eVen kNoE yOu....but i wAs ReaLLy sAd tO hEaR dAt u hAve tO gO sO sOOn....mY fRieNds tOLd mE u wErE a ReaLLy nIcE gUy....tO bAd i dUn hAvE a ChancE tO gEt tO kNoE yoU...anYwaYs....RIP **HuGS**
mY dEePeST cOndOLenCe tO bRiaN's fAmiLy Name: -3il33n-
Message: ermm..well...
Though i don't know you but when my friend told me that you have passed away,
I cried.He told me how much u mean to him and how nice you are and so on
so I think you must be a very nice guy.Futhermore,look how many people are mourning for you!oOOO...i forgot!Did u see Aaliyah up there?Say hie for me kay?
:P.So Brian..rest in peace okay?I shall remember you always(erR..though I don't know how you look like.hehehe)and you will always stay in my heart.
m(_ _)m
My deepest condolence to Brian's family and love ones.
Name: k3|[v]iN @ OxydiseD @ Kelvin Leong
Message: my dear Friend.. although i dun really know U or make it i dun know U at all..
but then its was never wrong to say hello.. now, its like a bit too late already.. all i could say now is my Friend.. wherever U went n wherever U are now.. may Your lovely soul Rest In Peace.. may the Almighty 1 take care of U and have U in His arms always n forever.. Till da day we meet again..
my last tribute to U my dear Friend Brian Oliver Corray (1982-2001)
hope that from time to time, U will look down on us from there.. show us the light when we are going wrong please..
Thanx my Friend..
RIP Brian....
-=KelViN=- Name: TuNg
Message: ReSt In PeaCe.........God bless You All THe waY ThRouGh tHe staiRWaY To HEAven..........EvERyONe KNowS That GOD WAnT's u To Be WIf HIm!
-HaLLeLujAh-in Jesus wonderful name I pray-Amen. Name:
Message: Brian ,
When I think of the time I first got to know you which was almost 2 years ago I have nothing but regret for not getting to know you better although the opportunity was presented right to me the last few months. I am sorry for the hardships I caused you out of jealousy and pure childishness. If I knew how much you meant to your galpal I wouldn`t have behaved the way I did for the past few months. Although it is too late to express my regret or repent now, I just want you to know that you mean alot to everyone around you and you have touched them in a way so unique,even through a media like IRC.I wish you eternal happiness in your new place now.Please do take some time to look down from heaven and help your beloved galpal to endure the suffering she is going through now.You shall always remain in my memory for the way you have opened my eyes on life. And thank you for being so generous and unselfish with your rides and time. Your footsteps left throughout your lifetime will always remain in the sand of time.
From a-close-friend-who-never-got-to-be-one Name: dA_BeAt
Message: -May your spirit rest in peace-
Name: eRicA @ suisuimui
Message: Brian, although i don't know you, i still feel that you were one of my friends! Itz really some kind of sadness coming through my heart... i knew that you were sucha nice guy, and i'm now regreting for not knowing you earlier and not THIS MOMENT...
anyway, hope to meet you sometimes later!!!
[ ResT iN PeaCE WiTH pRetTy AnGeLs ] Name: [S]Tr[a]zY^
Message: no idea who is him..but i always respect who ever that has left us..
well Brian .. REST IN PEACE...!! Name: Y-NoT
Message: I'll miss ya buddy... may you rest in peace...
Edward Name: CaMeL @ #chonghwa
Message: although I dunno who u are,i feel sorry to hear bout the news that happened to you. My deepest condolence for Brian's family.
Rest in Peace, my friend, Brian :| Name: te|n-
Message: I dunno who is Brian but neways..rest in peace...... Name: BrOT
Message: -Rest in peace-
My Deepest condolences.
May God Bless You.
Name: Jess|ca aka Gu3sS_GaL
Message: Rest In Peace Brian!!!
May God Be With You Always :) Name: Andrew Lew
Message: I wonder how is things up there? And I am also wondering how come there is so many Andrew's in this Tribute list. Well, Brian, I hope you have a nice time up there with all the new people you met expecially Aaliyah. In fact you even get to see your old favourite friend - Kurt Cobain or something. Anyway brother, I will try to make all your wishes that you made before you left us come true. I just hope you can see me do it and bless me. Take care and I will always talk to you here.
I love you,brother
Name: phaser
Message: a prayer for you from italy...we'll see one day, rest in peace Name: l i l \' p a C o
Message: rEst in pEace bRiaN..
we'll aLwayz miSs n luv you..
=)
Name: Imitation of Life...
Message: Although I dont know you but one thing I`m for sure is you made an impact on ppls life which is sad to know that
what happened to you couldnt be avoided which I`m so sorry to hear....your friend is hanging on life support at the
moment right now....I wish you could do something to get him back cuz he might have another chance.....Terway
or how you spell it I`m not sure but you can do it.....we`re all hanging by a moment here with you.... Name: oinkIe a.k.a Sharon
Message: Hey Brian.. Sorry i took so long to leave you this message.. i guess it doesnt seem like time matters anymore.. since early or late.. you wont even get to see this damn message im writing to let you know now and i regret not thinking it matters to let you know how much of a great deal you meant and still mean to me before you left to paradise. I can still remember the time when we first talked. how you told me you had a lil chinese blood in you even though you didnt look like one, how silly and cute you can sometimes be whenever you talked to us, the way you call 'sharonnnnnnnnn lengzz ;)' or 'sharonnnnn dear' in #nofear .. i still remember when i used to call you briiii coz you said it sounded like a girl's name. i called you bri and you never cared and accepted it. you'd only let me call you bri and not the others there. i felt so special thanks brian. you'd always take my side when i wus being bullied and be there for me even though you were on a rush to do something important. remember when you told me you couldnt talk to me coz you had to accompany your mummy drink tea to make her buy you something? hehe it still sticks in my mind.. those cute lil things you do in your life. how bout the time when i dcc you accidentally when i wanted to talk to jac and you were like chehhh...i thought i got lucky? im sorry i didnt invite you to my party the other time coz i didnt see you.. remember i told you ill make it up2 to you and invite you the next time? you wont even be able to anymore :( i didnt even have the chance to give you the lolipop as compensation for not doing something you wanted! you took us by surprise, leaving us so unexpectedly, knowing the fact that you're not gonna be there, not gonna be a part of my life anymore hurts more than anything in this world. it's so hard to accept the truth. it just seems to be a dream, only that i'll never wake up from this everlasting nightmare. i never had the chance to thank you for being there for me when i wus sad or bored.. you always knew when to talk about stuffs and when not to talk about it, according to the way i felt.. and not you. you alwis put others first and you later. sad or not, you'd mask a smile and talk to everyone cheerfully. god chose the harsh way to make us realise that we have to appreciate what we have. IRC nor my life would be the same without you here anymore. now that you're up there with our heavenly father, may you rest in peace brian dear.. you'll still be a part of me no matter where you are...
It seems like just yesterday you were there crapping with me,
Now you're totally gone, leaving me lost and wondering where im suppose to be.
I havent finished with our friendship,
The friendship that i wanted forever to keep.
But i guess its useless now,
you're not gonna be a part of me any how.
I want you to know that you've been the best listener,
and you sure are one good friend that couldnt have been any better.
I'm glad that i had the opportunity to be one of your friends,
and thanks for all the faults you've helped me mend.
The moments we've spent together would be cherished,
and i do hope everything that made you sad are now banished.
Now that you're with our heavenly Father and in the arms of his,
May you now be able to - Rest In Peace -
*Hugs&Kisses*
:.Memories Of You Still Linger Wherever I Roam.: Name: AndyB
Message: Dear Brian, rest in peace. May you watch over your friends and loved ones through heaven's eyes. God bless.
- Andrew. Name: tRue[2]one a.k.a -[Cute2somE]-
Message: hey bRian.. you dont know me and neither do i know you.. saD to hear that you have to go so sooN.. you are becoming a celebRity heRe man.. anyway, i hoPe you are haPpy up there.. and enjoY yourselF wiTh aliyaH, elVis, heCk, you caN eVen asK bRuce Lee to teaCh you some cooL moves..:) reSt in peaCe..~
deepest coNdolences to bRianS faMily.. Name: min min
Message: brina brina brina.. u r always my brina..
i love u and miss you a lot.
the sms u sent me few days ago is still in my fon..
i love u brina...and i will never forget u.
Name: TW
Message: Yo, it's been a few days already. Getting used to life up there?
Make sure to tell us all about it when we get up there....I really miss you Brader. I wish we could spend more time together. Name: |VIPER|
Message: i really have no idea at all who is brian
from wat i read i bet he was a good frend,partner,and anything everyone want him to be
dear drian,if you could read this,i hope ya will bless all of them
and for the others,life goes on!
i bet mr.brian wont want to see us sad because he left.
he is physically not here but his soul will still remaing with us!
Maybe Peace Be Upon Him!
Rest in peace,Brian! Name: JaDe
Message: 2 one of my nicest kor,
glad to haf a kor like u and to meet u in front of McDs tht day. Name: cH|n`tE|k
Message: Although i dun know u that well, neevr spoken to u, but i do see u online often
wat happend was a tragedy, it shouldn't have =) hope u rest in peace
we wouldn't forget u no matter wat =)
see ya around, hopefullY..but dun scare me la...i'm afraid of ghosts..!!
Name: kaileung
Message: hei brian. aaliyah cun ahh? u got see her ahh. damm .u can see her but i cant see. u lah. neva bring along.hhhahah.ciew. i'm like toking in irc with u.kakakakk. visit me lah brian. i wanna ask u some question la. cioazzz my brother.
Name: yasmin
Message: i would just like to ask,who actually is brian? i've neva heard of him before...
eventhough i don't know who he is,i would just like to express my deepest condolences to his family.i really wanna know what happened and also who brian actually is...if anyone could tell me what happened,please do mail me at yasmin_love7@yahoo.com
may brian rest in peace Name: -nimrod2-
Message: ... brian ... the way you have impacted lives ... just look at the people mourning for you now ... just by living and going on with life has made such a diffrence in this world ... your life has been and example to many in many such simple but meaningful ways ... the life of a person is always not noticed until it is gone ... that is why many people regret not saying the important things until it is too late ... but your life even though cut short , has been such a light into the life of many others ... a candle lighting up the dark ... and i saw the many people and the things that they say about you ... makes me seem that you are just nearby ... life sucks ... and well actually i bet you are in a better place looking down on us ... i guess its no ones fault ... and we would dearly like to blame someone for the departure of you from our lives ... but then i guess there is a bigger and more diffrent plan by the One from up above ... so maybe u have missed lot of suffering ... but we back here on earth cant deny that your loss is a greater loss to our lives ... your guidance and teachings and mentoring :) has been a valueble lesson in life ... the example in your lifestyle is something i would have like to live up to ... the frenship cherished ... and even though u are gone ... you shall be dearly missed by us ... thought by us ... and a part of you shall always be in our hearts ... so do not fear dear friend ... rest in peace ... you truly have been a great guy friend ... in short ... thanx for everything ... we shall never forget you for the footsteps you have left in our heart shall be left there ... forever ...
.... everywhere i am , there you'll be .....
god bless your soul my fren
Name: -sEa-
Message: My Deepest condolences...
Rest in peace
Name: meng
Message: bro..how's life with Aaliyah up there? gonna get to see my god-sons when we reunite up there....rite?? :) dun forget to smile always :) trust me..Aaliyah is definitely much cuner than ** :) Name: TzeMei
Message: Brian ,
Although i don't have the opportunity to meet you right now but i know i will see you soon who knows maybe tomorrow ? Take Care...May God Bless You . Name: ev3lyn/ev3eEe\\e`
Message: im so sad u left just like that.i din't talk to u for a very long time..because i have no monitor to online.but when i just online my frens told me that u've passed away.Now i have no chance to talk to u.last time when i'm sad u cheer me up,when i need help u r there to help me.i'm so sad... u just leave like that... :~< u will alwiz i my heart.
My Deepest condolences.
May God Bless You. Name: eVeLyN[m] / footstePx
Message: ..-~* b R i a N - m u H - m a C h O - s a H y a N g x *~-..
You've been there through the good and the bad.
You were there to stand with me when I felt tall,
and there to comfort me when I felt small.
You've guided me through some rough times in my life.
You've believed in me when nobody else would.
To know you and make you feel pain would drive me insane.
I always heard
that you've got to love somebody enough to set them free.
This isn't the first time this pain has happened to me.
I know you'll be a star in your new home.
It's comforting to know
that neither of us will really ever be alone.
We carry each other's spirit and memories into eternity.
We'll meet again someday in the here after
and there will be smiles and laughter.
Goodbye isn't forever; it's a temporary thing.
Knowing you'll be happy and not in so much pain makes my heart sing.
Don't cry, don't ask why, it's time to say goodbye.
..[ m i s s i n g - u - a l w i z ]..
hoÞe u kNoe dat..i'lL aLwiZ aLwiZ aLwiZ rEmeMbeR u...
thE eBj [eVeLyN,bEcKy,JoLyNe] LoVes u loTs..
thaNk yOu foR eVeRythIng... =[~~
LoTs oF huGgiEz 'n' muaCksiEz..
..:: e V e L y N - m a K ::..
Name: [JaCJaC]@JacLyn
Message: We started out chatting online before i got to meet you in real life. You were funny and i always called you blian or blian dear itstead of just typing the r in the name. Sometimes i don't even know if you're online anot. But when you are, you always greeted me. There are times that i never bothered to answer you back or something and i know it's mean of me. I really regret that, now that i won't have anymore blian here with me to chat with. I broke up with my boyfriend not long ago, and i was sad. You were there to listen to me cry and complain, never getting annoyed about how i keep going over and over again about that guy, instead you tried to cheer me up. The last time we talked, was just a week ago. I was asking whether you were sending dion off to the airport and stuff, and we ended up talking for sometime. While waiting for manda to finish bathing, which was like six something in the morning. You were tired and you were sleepy, but you still talked and made me laugh. I was sad, i didn't know why and you said we'll talk about it some other time. But now i guess i'll never ever get the chance to do so. I never got the chance to say good bye and to see you before you departed from all of those who loves and appreciates you. Now, i'll always remember you as brian, the guy who made the best out of me when i was down. Whenever i hear janet jackson's someone to call my lover, you'll always be on my mind. The reason why, you know it yourself. Manda told me about you telling her to tell me to wear mini-skirts more often, i'm sorry you didn't get the chance to see me wear them and you left. I was wearing a skirt at your funeral, to me, it's the last time you'll ever get to see me in a skirt and i hope you were there to see it. I broke down into tears when manda told me about it, because i was sad but also happy at the same time. Sad at the thought you are no longer here and happy for the thought that you did think about me, enough to achknowledge about the stuff i wear and all. I want you to know that no matter what, you'll always have a place in my heart. And no, i will never ever hang up the phone on you when you say "i miss you" not like the girl that you like. My only wish is to be able to talk to you and to see you again. This is my goodbye to you brian. *Hugz* I really miss you. -dO|nkY-
We never got a chance to bid you farewell
Now we're leaving messages instead
I can't believe you've left for well
Will you come and visit when we're in dreamland
You're an angel indisguise
Forever in our hearts
Let's make a pac and meet sometime
Somewhere in the gates of heaven or hell
-*»[ß®ïãÑ ö£îvÊr ÇõR®ä¥]«*- Name: DopesT
Message: yO BriaN,hows life in heaveN?...i wish i could be there too but then of course not right noW....plZ wait 4 another 65 years then i will be there wif u...i alwaYz wanted to siT yur putRA n c yur drivinG skilLS but then now u r gonE...i dun think i haf tha chance anymorE...by thA waY resT in peacE maN!!!...me n my FamilY will alwayz remembEr u!!!....ciaoZ maN!!... Name: rawfish / xxsushixx
Message: Wish I could get to know you better before I retired from IRC. But rest assured I do not miss you any less than your friends and family here today, conveying their final blessings and words of departure. Here's not to your end, but to the beginning of your new place in Heaven with God.
Goodnight young prince, may angels sing thee to thy rest. Name: someone
Message: mabey u would not knoe me...as I have heard from my frend about'u
may u rest in peace and THE GOD ALMIGHTY is alwayz wif u..... Name: FatsO a.K.a Andrew
Message: FOr God So Loved The WOrld , That He Gave His Only Begotton sOn , Whoever Believe's In hiM sHaLL nOt Perish , But Have Eternal Life .. John 3 :16
R . I . P bRiaN MaY gOd bLess Ya aLwaYs !
- b r | a N -
oLiver cOrraY
FatsO Name: KooLLL
Message: Deepest condolences...
Rest In Peace... Name: bR3n|aC...
Message: u would not know me but i do heard a lot of u .. wat time of person are u .. i do think the lost of you is one of the things that everyone of us can never forget bout it... MAY GOD BLESS YOU....!!!
--------- rest IN peac3----------- Name: steve|r0x a.K.a Steve Tsunami
Message: Its a tragic incident to have u leaving to another world at such a young age . Everyone is helpless n so sad losing such a nice & frenly fren like you . So whatever it may take , may god bless you & lots of condolence to brian's family . Name: Jen Teik @ kuL_x
Message: Dear Brian/k4g4m1z,
Hope your here reading all these wonderful messages left for you. How ironic life is, just the other day your name came into my mind and a few days later I heard the terrible news from my sister. You were always a nice person on the internet and bet you were the same in real life. You were always trying to be nice to everyone, which is a quality many people lack nowadays. How tragic to take such a wonderful person away from so many people who loved him. But that is how life goes and life must go on. You will always be an inspiration to alot of people. I hope you have a great afterlife and start anew:)
My deepest condolences to Brian's family and close relatives. You will always be remembered as the cheerful person as I had always seen. BTW thanks for always giving me @ when I enter the channels you handle (and also got yourself into some trouble with the admin sometimes, sorry about that).
Warmest Regards,
Jen Teik @ kuL_x Name: Jez_ a.k.a Celeste
Message: Rest In Peace and May God embrace you in his arms. My deepest condolences. Name: SevEnDuSt
Message: You can say i dont know u at all....er...well....Rest In PeaceThis is our give to our Lord to support his kingdom at Paradise...
lou there should i see my Father,
lou there should i see my Mother my Sisters and my Brothers,
lou there do i see the line of my People back to the BEGINNING,
lou do they call to me,
they beat me take my place among them,in the Halls of Vahala,
where the brave may live FOREVER
13th Warrior...
Name: freddie a.k.a `fw3Dd|e, |b|4tCh|-
Message: rest in peace my friend.my deepest condolences. Name: inter
Message: Rest in Peace Brian,
We will always be with you
... Name: Shantini Laraine Minjoot (Singapore)
Message: First of all, I'm not sure if I should write to you - Brian or to the ones who are reading this. I guess it doesn't matter.
I found out about this through a good friend whom you considered a sister, Shariza aka Ms`ShErRy, and she was going through the whole day constantly thinking of you and how she regrets not meeting up with you when many opportunities arose. You were young, Brian. My age. No young life should be snuffed out so easily the way yours has. So many things you have yet to accomplish and achieve. God had his plans, and you were the victim of his design. I suppose we all cannot help that. Nonetheless, I hope that you lived your 19 years with only few regrets, and spent your last days with the ones who meant the most to you.
No mother, father, sister, brother, best friend, girl/boyfriend should be put through this - having to lose someone so precious to them. Though I never had the good fortune of meeting you, you have reached out to me through Sherry. I know you're in a place far more beautiful than it is here, and that is where you belong Brian.
My condolences to the family and closed ones of the departed. Keep well and God Bless. Brian lives on.
Name: Ms`shErRy
Message: My dearest brother Bwian....
I just cant seem to register in me the fact that you're gone...
I miss you so much already.. Im so sorry we never had a chance to meet you
even though we knew each other for such a long time..I'll regret that but what i'll never regret is the fact that i got to know such a wonderful person like you..everyone will miss you terribly...
Im so sorry you had to leave us so soon but i guess God loves you more than we do. I hope we will meet someday..Love you aBangz.. ( wont call that to anyone else except you ;(
My deepest condolences to brian's family and friends.
Lotsa love..
Your lil sis..
shErRy ;(( Name: JaMy a.k.a BaBy-vR
Message: Rest in Peace Brian ...... Name: [R3DeViL] aka Kelvin Lim
Message: Didn't know you very well, met you once a year back in #gilagang..
All I can say is I know you're in a better place, a place I can't wait to get too at the end of my life so I can finally get some rest and ask God all those questions like how did the dinosaurs go?
O, well, looks like you know now. God Bless you brother!
Say hi to Jesus for me....I know I can say it myself, o, well, kekek...
God Bless you dude and it was a joy being in #gilagang with you!
Kelvin Lim aka [R3DeViL]
Psalm 23
1 Corinthians 1:8 Name: ZeRO[eRa]
Message: Bro...I guess the last time I met you was about a month ago in pyramid. It felt just like it was just yesterday. And now...I don't have the chance to see you again. Really miss you man, your voice, your laughter. Stil remember those advice that you gave me, was hoping that I could advice you in return about getting girls. =~(
But 1 thing I know for sure, is that u'll be just fine up there, back from where you came from, bside the Lord. You'll always be in our hearts, forever.
*Learn to treasure our friends & families while you still can, 'coz you might never get another chance at it" Name: Kam Leong - [Sh`iN]
Message: Brian. Though we are not close friends but we sometimes hang out together and share different thoughts and fun. I am sorry that I promise so many times to call you out but I didn't make it. I regret for leaving things behind. Really miss you as a friend where I can no longer share our fun time together again. My wish was that if there is really a time where we resurrect and meet again , I just hope that we will be friends again and we can get to know each other better Name: eUjAyz
Message: Brian...I knew you pretty long time ago..and sorry i couldn't come to your funeral..i am sad this had to happen to you...
rest in peace Name: kaileung aka klined,kaileung
Message: .we ONI team miss u alot brian. u r my brother n u r our brother. u r my best freind n u r our best friend. but u just leave us here. nvm. every night we always go yumcha everywhr. go everywhr also together. but now ur not here anymore. nvm. we will neva forget bout u. (hei brian u forget to bring me to someone house ahhh. u go so fast to heaven and neva call me go also. u leave us down here. sui wan u.) we r brothers.we will remember u always n forever my friend. r.i.p brian. drive ur subaru impreza properly in heaven ahhh. dun forget to stick our ONI sticker on ur car. heheh. muaaX. miss ya always.
my condolence to Brian's family Name: aMiErUL
Message: hehayehayea Name: aaron
Message: hey,just rest in peace n may god bless u owiz.....
see u in next life hopefully...... Name: angeL fer liFe
Message: i miss u so much brian boyYyYyY......wait for me fer anuther 50 yearz...i'll cum
n visit u soon..itz a promise kay?lotz of luv to ya.....muax.... Name: saD-L|voN
Message: y it hav to end dis way?itz juz anuther cruel twist of fate but all good thingz muz end.i still can't belif dat ur gone but da path dats been chosen,can't be change. evendoe i'm not close to u,i'll remember u n ur gonna be in our heartz 4eva.all da memoriez u leave behind,we wouldn't wan to change a thing.i'll take one laz look around before i close da door.diz iz da beggining of da end,da ending of our time.when's all said n done, we sed our laz goodbye.i'll look back to da past wif da sweetez smile.i realise i've been given da key to life. i've been kissed by da angel by my side.i'll catch up wif u later on.for now,Rest Ïn Peace my dear fren.may heavenÏy father bÏess u always.Ïuv u owiz...
Ïuv u owiz,
saD-L|voN Name: stranger
Message: My condolences to Brian's family Name: c0k3susu@Jason
Message: brother...you are my best brother and the best Oni Driver...i can't 4get those happy time we have together ...at center point ...project...subang..etc.every saturday we went out together but now haih...but brian we will always remember u ....u are our brother ...vip always Name: suvarnachandar
Message: may ur soul rest in peace my bro.may ur soul rest happily in the arm of the mighty lord Name: Kamal , ex-Ninku Leader, Bonded Brother of Brian
Message: There's nothing I can say or express in words of my feelings right now.
You were the bestest of frens. You were the bestest of comrade I ever had in clan Ninku.
It's sad enough you left me and others this way, it saddens me more how foolish I was not to go along with you guys on that fateful morning, or this might never happen.
Things happen for a reason, maybe you will find a better life there.
There's a certain things I suddenly realized.
-I miss the way you swear at me when I talk funny things (although I'll scold you back)
-I miss the way you go swear like hell when somebody kills you on Cs server.
-I miss to see when you quarrel over stupid things with Casey. (fun to watch)
You are who you were, and I'll remember everything about you.
To those of you who didn't know, Brian once was one of the best player in Cs. He was a Ninku, he was my player. He's the absolute fear when it comes to sniper, and for that, I feel like I lost a comrade in arms. But best of all, he was a brother of NINKU.
Goodbye, Brian, I'll miss you.
Forever BriAN.
Bearer of Ninku Uma-Nin.
Name:
Message: heya galpal,
hi..i didn't go for class today. don't ask why, i just can't face anyone. at this time now, you're supposed to be in class with gemuk laughing at the lecturer you hate. then you'll sms me and whine about how bored you are and how you wished you could just leave..happy lah you galpal, you're cruising around in your subaru with aaliyah. oh yeah galpal, i put some lemon-lemon air freshner inside the car for you. i hate to admit this, but right now i'd give anything to hear an insult from you..hairyback, gorry, being banged by rix's lil bro, mental dick, polaramin, china story...or hear your spastic *hek-hek-hek* laugh with your contorted face (bet you didn't know muk can imitate it) most of all, i just want to see you again. we didn't even say good bye properly. you lar, shoo-ed me away during our last moments cause you wanted to talk to mommy. hey do you know what me, muk, brada, rowena and mommy were doing yesterday? we were talking and laughing about you..and all the funny things you used to say or do..and all the stuff we said or did to you. it was as if you never left us. but i know you never will, right? you'll always be beside everyone you cared about..especially auntie ann. i'm sorry for freaking out at the church galpal..it's just that when they took you away in the van, i felt that you were leaving me for good. i know you passed away days ago, but i knew you were in church where i could still be with you. seeing you being taken away was so final. galpal, you opened my eyes to so many things. you showed me the super nasi goreng in tanjung, what a server-fridge looks like, unconditional friendship, generousity, humour, solid advice.. i don't know how to go on without you galpal..you've become such a big part of my life. i cannot face a life without seeing you when we're together almost everyday. either i'm laughing when i talk about our happy funny memories, then i'm crying when i think about you. you know galpal, when i always nag you to drive carefully, go home early or scold you for going out so much..you'd ask..wah boyfren you care about me is it..i'd say..cheh of course not..i'm sorry..i hope you know now. i'm counting down the days till i see you again..i hope you're happy and contented where you are now. go in peace my darling galpal, i'll never stop missing you. hugs muax..
-your boyfren- Name: oOlUi- (yvonne)
Message: =) the things i wanted to say i've 'said' to you in my thoughts. your support and friendship for #gossip will not be forgotten.
you won't be forgotten, boy. you definitely broke my heart this time. my condolences to the family and friends. Name: Farouk a.k.a. RoOk
Message: Rest in peace buddy.It's been great knowing `ya.We'll all miss you man.
Name: Leon@PuP3y@IRCnet
Message: I feel sad about the departure of brian. Thought i dont really know me and i've only spoken to him a few times on IRC. May he Rest In Peace.
To everyon else, always remember. Appreciate anyone whose around you as you may not see them again tommorow, this is life. It comes and go. Enjoy every single day that you have and never look back.
Again i have to say, my condolence to brian,he's family and he's friends.
Be proud of who you are and take care. Name: Square@DALnet
Message: .......ah damn....... :(~ R.I.P Name: =aBbY=
Message: u are those people who are born with ppl smilin surrounding u, but leaving with the peoople cry for u; that show how concern people around u...they can feel ur existance in this world and you should rest in p34c3 for the people here all are caring about u~
Name: SweEtGiRL
Message: I do not know you, but from the messages that I have read, I sense that you are a great guy. You have brought a lot of happiness to many people. I'm sure they will appreciate all that you have done and you will always be in their hearts 4eva. Hope I had a chance to get to know you. It's a great loss that you are not here anymore...we will miss you!
Rest in peace...and hope you can find happiness up there!!
May God take good care of you~!
A little message: "Appreciate what you have now, be good to people who is around you. No one knows what will the happen the very next moment...life is unpredictable...Do all that you can before it is too late!"
-SweEtGiRL- Name: Kelvena
Message: Brian... even though we don't know each other... but you gave me the feeling that you are really a nice guy... and i believe that you are...
its a sad thing to know that another kind soul has left... who knows, maybe i will get to meet you on the second resurrection... :-)
i actually envy you for having someone build this for you... for so many people that loves you drop you a message over here... this really shows how much you are loved...
i am really touched reading messages that people post it over here... and i believe that brian will live in many hearts...
rest in peace brian... rest in peace... Name: yinmei
Message: Brian you might know me,but your best friend too me abt ur and abt how u died in the accident, i am very sorry abt ur death, no matter what happens always remember this GOD WILL ALWAYS BE THERE WITH YOU AND GOD WILL ALWAYS MAKE A WAY FOR YOU, Brian do rest in peace and eventhough i don't know you as in person and irc, i feel that i've just lost another friend, who i've lost another friend on the 7th MAY 01 of a motorbike accident :( no matter where you r now brian, god wil always be with you
DEEPEST CONDELENCE TO BRIANS FAMILY Name: Antu_bz
Message: evendo I dont know Brian closely..but i'm real feel sorry to hear about this. Send my deepest condolences to brian's familiy and all his friend.Rest in Peace Brian. God loves you more then us, May you be in God's side high above.. see you in heaven when the time has come to me soon... May god bless you bro.
Name: angels wing
Message: sorry man Name: senn
Message: may god bless you. Name: jamroquai
Message: REST IN PEACE DEAR FRIEND. Name: Mikey^De^Ves (AKA Mike Kow)
Message: Sorry to hear such a sad news..
anyway i just a passerby here..
this site is forwarded to me by one of my ICQ friend.
saw some of the MSG here..
One thing i wanna say up here is..
Live Life to Fullest B4 everything is too late.
P/S: Don't Worry,Everybody got a chance for it, Be Happy!!!
Name: -g|ggs-
Message: altough didnt know u very very well ..but i guess it was enuff..
sad to know that you've left us ..abit too soon ..
sorry i didnt make it for ur funeral..
Rest In Peace Dood..
you'll alwiz be remembered
take care..may god be with u alwiz..
-aaron- Name: OaYKe @ DisPKL
Message: Dear Brian ...
Funnie how u left ouf life suddenly ... as everybody know ... u are the bestest fren that anyone can have ... to me u are more than fren ... u are my brother ... u are brother to all who u know u ... ur death doesn't makes us weak ... it only makes stronger ... stronger to go on ... stronger to achieve our dream as u wanted us to do ...
At one point i actually hated u ... not when u are alive ... i only hated u when u have make a move to heavan ... witohut leaving me a chance to say goodbye ... leaving me without a chance to say sorry for all the things i have done to you that i doesn't meant to do ... i feel u damn selfish wan ... leaving all of us just like that ...
i am damn stoned when i heard the news ... and i am damn stoned now oso ... u were a few of my frens that i feel happy being wif ... even though we dun have a same thinking ( yes i agree that we always argue very often ... over simple matters !!! ... childish !!! ) but i actually feel alive when we argue ... it make me feel who i really am ... it make me wat i am ... today, tomolo, and forever ... ur words may hurt me alot ... but now ... it is gold to me ... cos i can never hear those words anymore ...
So if Brian u can hear this ... Dun worry about ur mother and grandmother ... i would try to visit them as much as possible whenever i have the time ...
B4 i end this i would like to say ... Brian is not only a fren, a brother but he is also one hell a good CS player ... and i can say ... i have lost a comrade ... a fighter ... a worrior ... a soldier ... his death, to me is a great loss to the CS world ... he would shook the CS world wif his sniping skills ... and it is a honour to say that he used to be my clan mate ... and his contribution to my ex-clan would not be forgotten forever
Brian ... u are a special person ... and i enjoy every moment when i am wif u ... i really miss all the times where we used to hang in front of cybercafes til the next morning and go for roti bakar afterwards ... all those memories cannot be erased ... it will never be the same without u ...
Rest in Peace My Brother and Cya When i get there !!! Name: PazZoIdE
Message: hello Brian, you'll be always in our hearts
bye Brian , Rest in peace Name: yewseng
Message:
Rest in peace, memories of you will always be with us.
-yewseng- Name: wiLdcHaRm
Message: Dear Brian,
Although I haven't known u for long but you never failed to acknowledge me whenever u see me online.I can't recall when or how i got to know u but after such a long time we started talking again. It may be ahwhile but u have always been there for me. I still remember those nites or during the wee hours in the morning when i wuz still hogging over the net n you'll always ask me to go to bed...the phrase u used to say to me still echoes down my memory 'sk...go sleep lar...late oredi...wait tommorow morning wake up wif panda eyes then onli u know' dat phrase always made me laugh and i never failed to reply u wif such confidence 'won't wanler....I won't get panda eyes wan...dun sleep oso can..come seeler if u dun believe' those were the days....now the words u said to me will onli make me think bek n shed sum tears.I would often remind u to drive safely when u said u were rushing off to fill ur hungry stomach. The first time I said it to u n u told me dat I wuz first among all ur friends to say dat to u....u told me u will n will always remember wad I said to u. Wad u said to me made me happy. I guess everything in this world is unpredictable....all I wish is dat u will be happy wherever u are.
Missing you already,
-wiLdcHaRm- Name: Donovan @ zach
Message: Brian Oliver Corray @ k4g4miz @ IRCNet,
Although i may not know u that 'well' but we are always on the same boat since i know you. At least we share the laughter in IRC. If I did not read through the page, I would not know there are so many peoples who concern about you. Remember although I have known you in IRC for only 2-3 years, but I will still feel the great lose i have here.
Deepest condolence to Brian's Family. May God will always look upon You in Heaven. Miss Yea my friend. *hUgs*
Name: All Ex-Ninku
Message: You were once one of us....
We were all once comrade in arms...
We are very sad for the loss of not only a comrade but also a loss of a friend we hold dearly.
Even thou we have disbanded but we have and will always remember you.
Brian, Rest In Peace.
May God Be With You Always.
Too bad this aint CS...we can resurrect after death. Name: - NDLow -
Message: Sorry to hear wat happen to u. Although i've never met u, n yet i can feel how important u r in this world. All i can say now is rest in peace. Hope u're in a better place.
Rest in peace, Brian n Condolences to all of "U"... Name: C h a S e ® ....ÐäRtH^MäûL®
Message: I Heard About The Accident, And I Felt Sorry For You.Though All 2 Of Us Have No Idea Who You Are, Deep Inside Us, We Know That You're A Great Guy.It's Really Sad That You Have To Leave This World So Soon.Condolences To The Late Brian Family. Rest In Peace Brian.And May Our Prayer For God That Your Soul Will Rest In Peace.
From :
....C h a S e ® ....
ÐäRtH^MäûL®
Name: Blink^
Message: Eventhough we have chatted with u only three or four times, it was really sad to know about your accident,
but we all know that now you're in a better place.
Rest in peace, Brian.
Name: EvilKen_X
Message: heh, he juz told me that a gurl call him last few weeks on irc and i did ask him whether is his gf or what and he told me nope she is not but she is a chiq. few weeks time he left the world, was awful and sad when i heard that. man, i dun noe him long but i will always remember the time when we're in cZ. we love u brian! =`< Name: [DaH|ia]
Message: Rest in peace...
may u see and feel a better place... Name: W.Y.
Message: Although I've only met u twice... I'll Miss You!! Name: capadonna
Message: Rest In Peace Brian although i only met u once with amad,tash n fahmy. It's a sad thing that another friend haf pass away.= (.
R.I.P Brian
-= 12 Jan 1982 - 31 August 2001 =- Name: Icey
Message: rest in peace brian
Name: elaine@dEviLyNn`
Message: dearest brian, or would be fondly remembered as k4g4m1z..
close to more than a year ago, this is where we met, online..in #gossip. you were always cheerful, greeting me and a lot of us would indulge in the crappiest conversations ever. i can't say that i wasn't happy being able to know you, although it only got to as far as virtually, for that short moment in time, i was glad i had a chance to know someone such as you. i wish i could've met you in person, but i guess i never really bothered because it never crossed my mind. i'm sorry for never making the effort to keep in contact. your passing has thaught me the most valuable lesson ever..which is to never neglect people, no matter how close or distant they are to you. however, i am truly happy that you're in the arms of God now. you'll always remain in my heart as the friend i once had, though not for long, but the memories of you, i'd bring with me forever. rest in peace, brian oliver corray. we all love you. Name: chu
Message: although u r not here, but ur spirits will always been in our hearts, never ganna forget u, as 1 good buddy to all of us, we will miss you. sleep in peace. Name: Kai Fai aka skidzone
Message: All though we met no long, my life wit u as my brother is damm good even you n i have no relationship but i still treat you as my brother.I din't think that you will go like that wiithout saying a word for ur mom or us.The 1st time i see you i know u are a great guy.You let me test your car even i rev your car like a piece of shit but you never get angry over that(got angry laaa for the smoky brakes)From there,we started to be friends until we became brothers.A very friendly guy eventhough you sometimes get angry with me n others but we still treat you as our brother.We never argue even when we always meet.The ONI team will always be with you when you need to change things for your car.Almost all of our time just to see your car changing things for hours but we the ONI team never get bored to see those things you can buy.Last month,i made the mis-firing system just to let we the ONI team to see.You also saw it n ask me how i did it but i din't tell you.But i told Yit Meng and he told you how i did it.All the ONI team happy what i did but now we all are sad to see you go off.Last week, you told us the ONI team that you wanted to put the turbo kit into your engine becose you jealous about those guy blow off your ass.So i agree about your plan and waited for you to install it.Now your wish din't come true.But i wish you were still here for us longer.We all love you much Brian.We never thought that you will go.
We the ONI team and others will always remeber you Brian Oliver Corray as our brother.We really miss you Brian.Hope you having a good time there in heaven but don't forget about your mom and us.May GOD bless and protect you.We love you.
Take care brother.GOD will be with you.
Skidzone Name: nukie and ONI MEMBERS
Message: rest in peace...god bless u...frm nukie and ONI MEMBERS
forever ur best heng tai...till the END
frm nukie & ONI MEMBERS
Name: Donald J.Beckham
Message: Thou might be gone but your presents will keep us hopes....:) Name: meng a.k.a. Regime
Message: 2 in the morning
and we still high assed out
screamin 'thug till I die'
before I passed out
but now that your gone
i'm in the zone
thinkin
'I don't wanna die all alone'
but now your gone
and all I got left are sweet memories
I love you brother to death
i'm drinkin' Hennessy
while tryin' to make it last
I drank a 5th for that ass
when you passed....
Bro,
I jes wan u to knoe i miss u so much....n i wanna apologize for everything i've done wrong....u take care up there ok ? dun forget to look down on me from time to time from up there....*Hug'z*
Name: b|itxk- : Heen Wai
Message: I Don't Know Anything About Brian ...
but then when i heard the news that brian was get in accident
i was sad too..
so now what i say...is.
you will alwayz be in our heartz....
Rest In Peace Brian Name: @d@m
Message: dear my brother brian ,
i am really sad to lose a best friend like you and
i hope u will rest in peace and we ONI members will remmember and honour
you as our really really really best friend ......WE ONI MEMBERS LUV YOU
AND REMMEMBER YOU ALWAYSSSS......... Name: RaFe & The Whole Of [Inc] Clan
Message: you might not know me nor do i of you.but a person died so early really hurts my heart.maybe god just wants you to live a better live in a other place or something but i know this is for sure many people shall miss ya.My deepest condolence .RaFeKuWoRa NaGiSa Name: Becky
Message: Brian, I'm glad I was chosen as one of your angels besides Jolyne and Evelyn. Even though you've known me longer than I know you, I can tell
that you're a great person. Thanx for trusting me , leaving all ur secrets (most of them that is) with me and the support that you've given me.
You know we, The eBjs (eve.beck.jo) Loves you alot. And best of all, thanx for helping me forget T**m*s. You're the only person out of the
hundreds that has helped me that managed to get him out of my mind. Too bad the promises we made to one another ended so abruptly and
can't be fulfilled. It's sad that you didn't manage to hang out with me that nite or else this shit would not have happened. You'll
alwats be in my heart. *hugs* brianlicious sexysexynyummynyums. =) Name: fiReY^^
Message: Rest in peace Brian.. Name: Lucy aka Tu|IpLuCy
Message: Rest In Peace,my friend.. Name: p[L]AyEr
Message: hey man....its too soon to go...i might not know you..but i feel the pain..
dont worry..i've got a feeling i'll b joining you soon..and we shall get to know each other IF I GO UP THERE..
Name: kOKwAI
Message: Dear Brian,
I'm terribly sorry on what happened to you..... i didn't expect a guy so young actually missed a chance to enjoy life...
I really don't know what to say..... i don't know you but after what i heard the day after your departure.... i was kinda shocked....
This feeling is like when my friend's father passed away not long ago.....
i hope you'll feel good on the other side..... and to his parents....
My deepest condolence to you......
Name: You Wouldn\'t Noe me...
Message: Brian...I hardly noe you but after visiting the site i just felt so baD...if i leave without a message...after reading each and every message from everyone i felt that i should somehow say something...from the way everyone was grieving over you i think that i could make a conclusion that you are a gooD guy...well...i think that if i might had met you personally we could be friends but anyway...i hope that you can now rest peacefully...and may GOD bless you Name: Miss`J
Message: Eventhough I never had the chance to know you, it's sad how fate is, dealing us a hurtful blow. Rest in peace..the memory of you shall be embedded deep within your loved ones, friends, and those you yet have encountered but brought together by your demise. My condolences to the late Brian's family and beloved.
your memory lives on Name: sh3rnz
Message: Eventhough we havent really knew each other...but you were a great friend...a great loss to IRCnet...But even you are gone to the other world...we still can feel your presence here... Name: garbag3`
Message: Rest In Peace Brian... Name: [JaCJaC]@JacLyn
Message: a nice funny and cheerful person you are, listening to my complains and cries. i'll miss you a LOT, now that you're not here. but i hope you're in a place with your guardian angels around you. though i never got to know much of you, and that we made our promises to get to know each other better. i hope to get to learn more of you, although you're not here anymore. *Hugz And Kisses* God Bless You Brian!!! Name: Wen Yin
Message: May you rest in peace, Brian. Name: aisya
Message: You Left Too Soon Friend..
gonna miss all the good times Name: deaconsx
Message: You are always a great friend of mine although we are far apart and met only twice. I miss you so much. Today, 2nd September 2001, will be the last time I see you. You know I was there beside you, right?
I was waiting for you to come over Penang for holidays, but this unexpected incident happened *sigh* . You are the GREATEST Brian. You will always be in our hearts.
Love you Brian, rest in peace pal. Name: v|NcENt cHaN [pUrpL3 piLLz]
Message: although mE dUnO u ... i'm shock that this happen to u ...
RESt iN pEaCE aND mAY god bLESs u !!
-pOrNsT@r- Name: loverboy1
Message: it's a sad news to me that you are gone..and i'm sorry that i couldn't pay my last respect to you cause i just got discharged from the hospital..
though time may have passed,
but seconds do continue,
though bodily gone,
but spiritually, you'll alway be with us,
though you're not here,
but your soul and memories are here to stay,
may your soul rest in peace,
-loverboy1- Name: jean`
Message: although i've only chatted with u a couple of times but knowing that u have passed on is a total shock...May u rest in peace Brian...
My condolences to Brian's family....
love,
Jean.... Name: sneeq
Message: R.I.P may god bless u Name: namie
Message: i dunno what to say. but u were a great fren.
i m so sad! Name: BabYaPrIL
Message: Though I don't know you but it's really sad to hear that you're gone..Maybe we don't have the fate to know each other but you made me realised that God is loving.. God loves you too much that he seperated you with your beloved to let them show you how much you are meant to them after you're gone... You're able to start a new life after this.. although it's not easy .. But God has His own plans on you..
May you rest in peace, Brian :)
God will always be there for you Name: xiphoid
Message: Hi there,
I am very sorry to hear the bad news, I am very happy to hear that you went to heaven. You must have.. you were such a nice person. I wish you the best in the rest of your journey's. Love from everybody from #newbies and IRCnet.
Consolences,
floris (info@creations.nl)
http://www.creations.nl/ Name: Mary @ AsHcRaCk
Message: my dear brian...how u've shocked me with that tragic accident. will always remember you. u'll remain in my heart forever. my sincere condolences to brian's family. love ya my bro. r.i.p brian.
missing ya dearly. Name: Alicia.C
Message: Dear Brian,
Manda’s sis here….Remember we met in 1u that day? On the Monday(20/8). That was the first time I met you. When I heard what happened…I couldn’t believe it. I never get the chance to know you better or get a chance to be your friend. I’m sorry for not treating you the right way the first time I met you. A part of you will always be in my heart. I will always remember you. And I’ll treasure the time when we first met.
Hope you are having I great time in heaven, together with the angels. And I hope one day you will come visit us all in our dream, to say goodbye. May God bless you.
If I make it to heaven, I’ll meet you. Then I can get a chance to know you more.
I know you don’t really know me and I don’t really know you too. But I am really sad bout what had happened.
My deepest condolence for Brian’s family.
R.I.P Brian…. I will never forget you.
Name: William HEng
Message: evendo i dont know you... rest in peace Name: sickmice
Message: R.I.P bro...the last word i heard from you is "mice look like a nice guy give him a free account" to rix infront of me..that word will be in my heart allways..I be missing you!! keep smiling where you are...d:) Name: [TrUnKs]
Message: Rest In Peace Dewd Name: cKs
Message: MaY bRi@N SpirIt REsT in PeaCe ...........@)------
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Message: evendo i dont know you , rest in peace man Name: Marissa
Message: Even though I don't really know you, may god bless ya...r.i.p brian... Name: -=B|urCase®=-
Message: Hey Bro,..I'm gonna miss you and how much you have shared your thoughts with me in the Gg last time. You were DA man! Anyways, I'm sure you're somewhere better and if you think of it, you just started a new life..and a better one. No more worries. No more angst. Just love. You know who loves you, you can see us all. One sweet day, we'll meet you in heaven, and by then, you'll be able to show us around. However, it's gonna be a while before we meet you. Gonna miss ya. Take Care my Catholic Bro, Watch over us, and keep us safe. Rest in peace, Brian Oliver Corray(1982-2001) You are in our hearts.
Til we meet,
Kh
"and you shall return to me when i call you" The Lord our God. Name: doNgZsAd^
Message: bRiAn,
eVeN thOugH wE'Ve oNlY chAt a fEw tiMeS iN irC aNd thaT's aLL, i'M rEaLLy sAd oVeR
thiS aCciDeNt..wE dUn knOe eAch oTheR tHaT wEll, bUt u'Re a rEallY gOoD fwEn..wE aRe aLL vErY sAd oVeR whUrt haS hApPeNed, bUt i thiNk iF thiS wuZ whUrt u wEre wiShiNg fOr aLL tHe whiLe, i gUeSs yUr wiSh iS gRaNteD..hOweVeR, i wiLL rEmEmbeR u feR tHe reSt oF mY liFe..dO reSt iN peaCe..*mUahS*
luV aLwayS,
doNgZ.. Name: DRAY
Message:
Rest In Peace, bro. Name: `JaSonNnn
Message: It was just seems like yesterdaye we've known each other..I would like to wish my sincere condolences to Brian's family members. I'm sorry & saddened for the lost of a great son of yours and also a great friend of mine.
"People come into our lives and walk with us a mile, and then because of circumstance they only stay a while. They serve a need within the days that move so quickly by, and then are gone beyond our reach, we often wonder why. God only knows the reason that we meet and share a smile, why people come into our lives and walk with us a mile" -The Mile- Name: Drie
Message: Hey man...eventough kinda long time never hang out with you, you're the greatest happiest guy i've ever met.
Well dude..when my time comes..i'll meet ya at heaven.
For now rest in peace man.
Name: bOoGywUgA
Message: hmm.. okie.. like most other people.. i would say tat i din really knoe you.. n er, i'm not sure whether u knew me anot.. but well.. my biggest regret for not taking the time jus to press on your nick n spare some time to know u better. You're indeed a big loss to all of us in #fun16, urh I dunno how heaven looks like, but i'm sure it's a good place to b. *hesitates* hmm okie i'm not so good in all this.. my biggest condolences to brian's family.
P.S: Someone pls sack Brian's guardian angel. Name: MeLiSsA-
Message: although i haf never talked to you,i still feel like i've just lost a friend..i really feel sad for what happened..i'll never ever forget you....rest in peace brian..!!may God be with you alwiz..*hUgZ* Name: shareen
Message: my sincere condolences to brian's family. Name: Ther Wei AKA KiSuMi
Message: Brader,
I still remember the day we met. Both in Real Life and in IRC. You would teach me some stuff and told me things no one knew. That was very nice of you to do that. I was even with you when you rejected the girl (I****). We both swore that we would not have a GF until 18.. Well we did do that. I was there to see you in the ends of times. But I would not want this separation. I really would like you to come to me and say "Bodoh punye Brother".
I hope you are well in heaven, seeing so many ppl missing makes my heart even more broken. But I will resist. Hope you rest well in heaven and wait for my coming.:) Then we could do what we used to do again...... I couldnt hide the fact that I want you around more than anything in the world. At first when they told me you were dead I did not cried...I was hoping that they did a false alarm and you were still alive. But then when I saw your corpse...I couldnt handle it. How I miss youu can never be said enough in words.
Lastly, I wish that you would be safe in heaven with the rest of the good people. I know u would be in heaven as you are the NICEST person around.
P.S Leave some cute angels for me. Name: Lian Yuen Chi (a.k.a Strife)
Message: Sorry m8. I am fucking myself now, I feel sorry because din't attend your funeral. Blame me God.
The sinner,
Lian YuenChi Strife Name: `cheeks
Message: May your soul rest in peace...=)
Name: t0rNfLesH toXicbUrN
Message: brian, im sorry if i haf offended u by calling u blackie and shit.u were a great pal man.the memories with [h9] will always be in each and every members heart!!farewell my friend.... Name: fisya
Message: hey brian..may god bless you..rest in peace my fren.. Name: aDeLiNe a.k.a gAnjAguRL
Message: bWian... it's sad dat you're no longer here with us anymore..
I still remember those day we just knew each other in #arangoes like back in '98
you were always there to cheer me up whenever i'm sad and bored with your cute and funny character..
And i'm very sorry that we've never had the chance to meet each other..
may you rest in peace -lotsa love from me
Name: JmE
Message: didnt know u so much but rest in peace! Name: dillon
Message: We used to be enemy, but end up as friends/clan-mate. U shall always be remembered. Remember to go to the right path. May God be with u always. Name: CnC
Message: ReSt iN pEaCe ... Name: Michelle
Message: Hey Brian....though I had not known you for long but by talking to you and being able to be your friend had been a pleasure for me. Though I had not met you but your presence had made some happy times for me. Though you had just lived such a short life you had made a difference in many peoples lives and I am sure there are lots of people who can just sit and think of you and smile and say....this guy had been a hell of a guy and he had made a difference in me. I am sure that people you know will always cherish those times that you spent with them and always remain in their heart. All those happy moments. Those moments that you had been there to laugh with them or to make them laugh or to cry with them and offer your lending hand and listening ears and your shoulder for a support. I am also sure that people will always remember you for who you are and what a person you had been. So to all those who had known Brian and to Brian's family....be strong and stay strong for this wonderful person that he had been. He need not see us grieve for too long. He still lives in everyone of us. His being might no longer be there but his presence will always be felt in our hearts. We should go on and move on and live like how he would have and be strong with what had happened. Brian....Rest in Peace........ Name: Sparks
Message: Brian you take care now.The old thing that you do when we were a small clan
you helped a lot. Take care and rest in peace friend. Name: dualband
Message: maybe i dun really know you that well but we did talk about alot of silly stuff never thought that those days are gone just like that maybe its just meant to be like that maybe its just another step to a better life nobody knows but to me brian is a great guy and he dun .. and the worst things is there's nothing i can do to make him come back to this realm that what i so sad about haihh rest in peace dear dark one ..... Name: RatZ
Message: may god bless you,even i never really had the chance to get to know you, i hope for your peacefulness rest in peace. Name: `t0m-
Message: bwian dearie..
even though i never had a chance to get to knoe u better but i really feel ur lost as i heard from all ur frens u r such a wonderful person.. rest in peace bro.. g0d l0ves u more than us...gonna mish u... Name: the [m]aster
Message: rest like the other's........rest in peace Name: the [m]aster
Message: im so sorry 2 hear all of this..... Name: shira @ ms`shiWa
Message: rest in peace my beloved brother. thanks for everthing. love u always. miss you loads.......
....my deepest condolence to Brian's family.
isk~ bwiann;(
Name: j0sh @ ZoNk[B]
Message: didn't expected t0 write this shit buddy, this just came all 0f sudden *sigh* i was just chatting with yew the few days bef0re and n0w yew left me m8, a bit rude d0n't yew think? :P well, n0w i d0n't have any buddy t0 talk t0 during th0se weird h0urs, ahh th0se bullshites and c0ck talks muwhahahaha ( n0t t0 menti0n patching up my b0xes *evil grin* ) , eventh0ugh we never met each bef0re, but i always treated yew as a g00d friend c0z i kn0w yew were a w0rthy friend t0 have and that is hard t0 get. yew will be deeply missed by me and by th0se wh0 always cherishs y0ur friendship as dear as i did. take g00d care buddy, see yew in heaven
Ps: My regards t0 friends @ #nofear, yew all are w0rthy friends and i shall cherish that -end-
Name: annoymous
Message: we will meet one day n we'll share our thoughts and mind... peace to you Name: DarkLord-! aka Dickie- !.:aTT:.
Message: Brian We will Always Remember you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Name: copa
Message: May ur soul rest in peace, although we dun really know each other but i can feel ur lost...but we used to work together at rampagehosting may god rest you in peace my friend. :( Name: Syahzo
Message: :( ..gami..gamizz..bye Name: ioki`chai @ wilson
Message: hei bro , *sobsob* its hard for me to believe you passed away just like this, we were on the phone the day before merdeka, i was just asking where u gonna head trough this merdeka eve, but u said dont know yet. what makes me believe u just walk away like this. sighz. i will remember always those time we spent at ss15 sighz.ure a great friend to be my man.May god rest you in peace.miss u very much *sobsob* Name: ||sNarF||
Message: My BRotHA brian...U R thE MoST happEninG frEn in iRc n ICq...rest in peace pal...It's haRd to believe it.....may god blESs u...@>--- .... obErr Oberr.. reSt in peacE obErrr no.3 ... FIRE IN THE AIR..... BANG BANG BANG... Name: SomEone You DunNo....
Message: ResT in PeacE... Name: a name
Message: REST IN PEACE.
Name: shira @ ms`shiWa
Message: rest in peace my dear brother. love u always. thnx for everything.
miss u loads.....
...deepest condolence to Brian's family Name: Suren @ Sur3n
Message: I remember about a month ago when wheimeng brought me to ss15 McD's for a meeting..thats was the first (and last) time i saw you. I only wish I had known you better. Well, no use regretting now...
So, i guess i'll be seeing you up there huh ;)
I really hope andrew does not close down UltraUnix...brian and you guys worked so hard to build it up, and i'd hate to see it die out...like rampage =P
Ret In Peace dude
we all love you
Name: JoAnNe
Message: May ur soul rest in peace, although we dun really know each other but i can feel ur lost.. Name: Face19^
Message: May u rest in peace... U will still in our heart.......
missing you....
Peter... Name: mistaken
Message: miss yew so much Name: Lian Yuen Chi (a.k.a Strife)
Message: [04 April 2001]
..«¤®™¹ß®ìáѹ™©¤»..: Let's meet and I pass you the $.
But too bad. I get rid of it by using some f__king pretext. I am sorry Brian.. I will only talk about business and $ with you. I am a motherf__king jack ass. Forgive me, I repent.. but all is over. I am too late.
Now I am trying to check back our Logs. I never have a nice chat with you before except business. I feel f__king sad about this.
Full of indignation, I hate myself.
[29th August 2001]
I dropped you a mail. About the new interface at UltraUnix.NET. I asked for your feedback. You did mail me, I received your reply on the next day (30th Aug). You just wrote me a thank you. I know you still got something to tell me.. I am waiting you to online.
[31st August 2001]
wheimeng: Brian passed away ;[
Your partner in UltraUnix Sales Team messaged me with some bull shit. I can't ever believe that. Gawd~! Both of us are talking about you few days ago, we are going to see when you will tell us to disable the sign up form at webpage...
I just, damn it.. so dreadful! so objectionable! This world is sucks.
To born is to dead, to live is to suffer, to left is to rest. Even we are not being with you now, but I believe that you are always with us. You do, Right? In God's care you rest above, and in our hearts you stay in love. Rest in peace Brian. Our condolences to your family..
I'll be missing you always,
Lian Yuen Chi Name: A|X
Message: May gOD BLESS u ALWizZ... Name: Simon@Sai-XGONE@DAL.net
Message: my deepest condolences to his family. may you rest in peace. you're the kind of friend that i will never forget.
regards,
simon Name: izrin @ dj^spEEd^
Message: Hey Brian , youve been more then a friend to me. you are my brother. i still remember the time when kevin introduced u to me.
youve always been a source of comfort in time of need. the times u advised me and taught me stuff in irc i really apreciated it.
Now that youre gone all i have is the fond memories of you in my heart. your the best bro anyone could ever have.
take care of yourself bro till i c u .
My deepest condolence for Brian's family.
Love Izzie Name: poppy
Message: Dearest Brian,
May god bless you, your access with your nick will be always in my botnet, forever. We all miss you and we will always be with your soul :o)
Miss you,
poppy Name: jUn3^jUn3
Message: although i dunno u, but from all the ppl that mourned for u, i know ur a great guy... Rest In Peace, May God Bless U :) Name: VisionOZ Team
Message: I represent the visionOZ street racing technology
send our deepest condolence to Brian's Family.
Rest In Peace brain. Name: cArcaSs-X
Message: hey buddy........my good old friend i know........sighzz....i will miss u.... the good ole day we had together talkin bout chicks and stuff....i'll never forget that.....gonna miss u mAn!
GuesS u can't wait for me get back from NY,states......may god take good care of my good ole buddy.....and my man whenever u go i know u'll alwiz have the fun u cherish!
Name: Jenn
Message: Heyz Brian...i certainly was shocked to hear about the departure.And it was a major shame that we never did meet up, but though i don't know you well..,I presume ur someone special that left a place for urself in everyone's heart..and im sure ur still in them. I just want to let you know..u do have a place in here as well...rest in peace..:) Name: StaleFish
Message: May God always be with you . Name: kewl-
Message: Brian,
Most of the people think that iRC is a joke. Today you had proven that emotional and love can be found in there. I only know you through iRC but you can never expect how sad I am to hear that you're leaving us. Just to let you know that you will always be in my mind, my ICQ list…
Love,
Jefrey.
Name: Jason@spastic
Message: Rest in Peace Brian. May you be in God's side high above :))
Name: quiksand
Message: aDikz, you left me 2 soon =\. Your flying with angelz while you leave me here all alone. I'll never forget the fun times we had in #chicken =). I love you Brian. May your soul rest in peace. Name: stanley
Message: Hey brian even we are just class mate from 3 month but you will be always in my heart. you will be always in out memories..i'm beyond a part of CICT..and we are totally having fun together and this moment i wont forget you will be always in my heart
Name: Dion Sean Appana
Message: Hey Brian! I'm sorry we didn't get to meet on the Wednesday before I left, and I'm sorry that I can be there for you today. You are and always well be great friend, even though we were internet enemies for many years! Over the past few months, all those nights we hung out until 7/8am talking nothing but cock and eating 'roti bakar', those are times I will never forget. Take care, buddy, and LEAVE SOME CHIQS FOR ME!
Love you bro,
|No_FeAr| Name: deaf
Message: send my regards to god, kurt cobain, elvis, prince diana and others k?
rest in peace =)
i'll c ya up there, later..
bye Name: chinf3i`
Message: we have known each other for short period of time , you have been a good mentor and always will be , condolence to brian@kagami families and friends.
hey, hope you will be much better upthere,heard they have cs,chicks there too :) Name: angie
Message: Mimi Boy,
I will miss you dearly ..
You were there fro me whenever i needed someone...
You taught me alot of things ...
Things that never can i learn from anyone else ...
Now that you are in heaven, in God's hands ...
You have the eternal happiness ...
The one that you deserve most ...
You will always be in my heart ...
I hope I will get to see you in heaven
if i ever make it there ...
I regret for not being a good friend to you ..
and I hope you will forgive me ...
I will study hard ...
Because you were always me motivator, my mentor, my teacher, my big brother ...
Even though this will of God is too unexpected,
But I believe God has his reasons ..
Have faith and trust in Him ..
Missing you always my bwainy boy ..
Sincerely from the bottom of my heart,
angiegie ..
Name: SkePtiCaL
Message: It came as a shock to me that someone so vibrant and full of life had to be taken away from us at such a young age. Though we were not that close while you were still here, I wish that fate has not taken you away but i guess it is too late for me to say that now. So all i can say is May U Rest In Peace. Name: saD-L|voN
Message: itz such a sad thing to c sumone u care leave u suddenly....i still can't belif
dat ur gone......eventhough i'm not close to u...i will still remember u owiz n
ur gonna be in our heartz foreva....i'll catch up wif u later on....for now.....
rest in peace my dear fren...may heavenly father bless u always...luv u alwiz...
luv u owiz,
-saD-L|voN- Name: NATHILL
Message: A lil'faith will bring your soul to
You can't turn heaven,but a lot of faith will bring Life is a coin.
back the clock. heaven to your soul. You can spend it
But you can wind it any way you
We do not remember days,we
remember moments.Make moments
worth remembering.
Each happiness of yesterday
is a story for tommorow.
After all,every story
is memory-and every memory
is a Classic story.
Name: khairena
Message: though i dont know you, i'm real sorry to hear about this. my deepest condolences to brian's familia. but look on the bright site, god loves you more, i'm just sorry it had to end this way.much love. Name: LorD[aC]z
Message: This is like just a shocking news for all of us in net . Althought i totally dunno u at all or i havent even chat with u before(?) but i would really like to see u in peace somewhere that we havent been reaching there YET . ResT In Peace and may god bless u =) Name: stuartSan
Message: Life's a bitch huh? Too bad things had to be this way.
When I die and drop to hell, I'll have Satan give me a day off so that I'd be able to go up to heaven and visit you.
Lagami. Name: dizzyfly
Message: may you live in peace man.. :) Name: |mojo69|
Message: im in disbelief, brian was a great guy and we got well but he was also understanding and i liked him as a friend. in my eyes it is tragic and i still havent quite taken it in. my condolences to his family... Name: postman
Message: God bless and wish the way in front of him going smooth. Name: tubby
Message: Brian,
Sigh. You leave just a few rows away from my place.
Yet we havent spoke in ages.
And just a few nites ago i was chatting with you online.
And few days i ago i receive this news.
We used to hang out when we were young.
We used to do crazy stuff together.
I miss the days when we were still in Primary school.
Very sorry we seperated when we were in Secondary school
But i will always remember you buddy.
Take Care Brian.
Missing you already.
May god bless you and yer soul
Rest in peace my friend
-Shannon-
Name: -J0rD@n-
Message: Deepest condolence to Brian..... Name: kachie
Message: I really dunno what to say. I never expected myself to write this kinda message.. Brian, you were always a great buddy, easy-going, kind-hearted..I'm gonna miss those moments we spend playing CS and joking around.
You may be gone, but u will remain in my heart forever.. I shall remember the day where u left us for the rest of my life. I hope you rest in peace.
Name: yOuR fRieNd at HeaRt...
Message: deaRest bRiaN...,
a tRibute tO bRiaN OliveR CoRraY @>-;---
Night falls,
but day dawns to replace it...
Grief comes,
but time will ease the pain...
Life ends,
but death cannot erase it...
In memory,
love always will remain.
Your lives
death cannot diminish.
Your love radiates
forever in the hearts
of friends
and loved ones,
and your light shines on
in the lives of close ones,
You've touched so many
in so many ways,
for so many years throughout
the dayz u lived in this world...
*All the wealth of the world
could not buy nor pay for a dearest
friend you've been to many out there...~
May the grace of the Lord Jesus Christ, the love of God and the communion
of the holy spirit be with you..Brian.
-My deepest condolences to Brian's close ones,
most importantly his family and friends...
..::May you know the peace and comfort
This heartfelt thought imparts;
The ones we love are never gone,
They live within our hearts..forever..::.~
God Bless you, Brian..May you be safe in His arms now in Heaven.
till we meet someday later...hugz** @>--;---
Name: jon tang @ eviljon
Message: hmm.. im really gonna miss talking at weird hours (like 7am in the morning) so now, being in #nofear at 7am in the morning will never be the same again without you. wherever you are right now, you'll always be with us in our hearts. take care.
p.s. it was me who .-user you in h9 botnet a few days before the incident. im feeling really bad now.. but it's already too late... you taught me not to take things for granted... thanks bro..
rest in peace buddy
Name: SaD|ez
Message: May GoD B|eSs yOu =) Name: bats
Message: Man, tough news to hear what happened. I hope your life here was fulfilled to the fullest. You will be greatly missed around here, especially amongst your internet friends, who probably knew you better than anybody. One day we will all be able to see you again when our time is chosen to leave this world.
Name: kar yin
Message: actually i really don't know what should i say...we never see each other before and we don't know each other...but,anyway rest in peace.
Name: unknown
Message: Rest in Peace... Name: Felix
Message: Hey Brian;
Dont know what to say, many have said what I wanted to say already. THough we hardly chat in IRCnet, unless theres' a takeover in channels. Like the good old days. :) So, yeh, rest in peace. God is with you.
regards
g0|dberg Name: N V L
Message: Well even though i dont know u Brian.But i know that everybody feel very sad to lose a best friend like u.Well friend u should take care of ur self now.And hope u will be happy in heaven.Love U Much. Name: SaD^Ev|L a.k.a mandab3ar
Message: To my dearest gummie bear sayangz....why do you have to leave so soon and leave me all alone? It's unbelievable when I heard what happened...Something inside me died knowing what happened to you.You brought joy into my life and I just wanted you to know that I cherish every moment we spent together.There are so many things I want to say but I cant seem to put it into words..I guess you should know better about all the things that I want to tell you...
I feel so empty, my mind keeps wandering.I can't concentrate,I want to feel your closeness, I want to hear your thoughts. I want to touch your soul, but instead we are apart and my mind keeps wandering, thinking about you,thinking about how much I miss you.I feel so empty.My mind keeps wandering to the time we will be together again.I miss you dearly....
Walking alone in the rain,
only the memories remain.
Etched upon my mind,
as if frozen in a single moment in time.
I call your name in my sleep,
only sweet memories do I keep.
All these memories I hold dear
As a lasting souvenir.
Though you are not here,
wherever I go or whatever I do
I see your face in my mind
and I miss you so.
I miss telling you everything,
I miss showing you things,
I miss our excitement together,
I miss everything we share.
I don't like missing you,
It is a very cold
and lonely feeling,
I wish that I could be
with you right now,
But since I can't be
with you right now,
I will have to be content
just dreaming about
when we'll be together again....
My deepest condolence for Brian's family.
R.I.P my beloved one.
Name: kAreN
Message: brian eventhough i'm not that close to u...but i miss u alot...sigh...i still remember i saw u at central point the other day..n u smiled at Me! woah thAt smIle was Really amazing...u uSed to teach me alot of things..and i really appreciate it..thanks alot brian..u taught me how precious is life, friends n families are...u will always be in my mind nomatter what
may u rest in peace brian
love ya always,
karen Name: WoLF-[x]
Message: Hey Brian...
Your last words to me was, "Long time no see you lah sei sik long. Come we go mamak and we discuss how to kao that lui." You being the popular basket that you are always too busy to go mamak with me anyway. SIGH. Now i guess that mamak will never happen. And to that girl out there (you know who you are)he really liked you alot. He told me. He'd be willing to risk anything for you.
Yeah Brian, looks like you made a huge impact to alot of people's lives. I can only hope i've touched as many lives as you have before i leave. May God Bless you.
To everyone else, treasure life and treasure your friends because nothing lasts forever on this earth.
Amen. Name: YS a.k.a |iL^cReAt
Message: Dearest Brian ,
well actually I don't know you at all ..and I have not seen you at all .. all I would like to say that .. although you're gone indeed you have shine for our FATHER IN HEAVEN .. you have touch many peoples' heart .. and if only i get to know you .I'll always remember you in my prayer and I believe that you can read whatever we're writting to you because you're here with us whatever it is .. thank you FATHER for what a wonderful friend Brian has been for all of us .. although I haven't really did know him..and I think that's about it.. that I'm gonna write ..here I just wish that I get to know you earlier on.. and .. REST IN PEACE my dear brother in Christ ..so long friend till we meet one day in Heaven where we would be with our FATHER .. I would like to dedicate a passage in the bible for you..
PSALM 23
The LORD is my shepherd,I shall not be in want.
He makes me lie down in green pastures,
He leads me beside quiet waters,
He restores my soul.
He guides me in paths of righteousness for his name's sake.
Even though I walk through the valley of the death,
I will fear no evil,for you are with me;
your rod and your staff,
they comfort me.
You prepare a table before me
in the presence of my enemies.
You anoint my head with oil;
my cup overflows.
Surely goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life,
and I will dwell in the house of the LORD forever.
May you REST IN PEACE Brian ..*hugz*
For the LORD your GOD is with you forever .
Bye~!
Deep condolence to Brian's family.
Lots of Love ,
Chenelle Low a.k.a |iL^cReAt Name: stranger..
Message: its a sad thing that you had to leave this world so easily..
its sad to think that life can be taken away just like that..
What happened to you..It's made me think twice about how precious my life is, and our time on earth is.Now i just appreciate my life and everyone i know and care about a lot more.It looks like you've left a whole lot of footprints in everyones hearts..everyone thinks of you as someone they can look up to.
Everyone here..they love you..and they care a whole lot for you.And i know..
that all they want for you now..is to be happy..wherever you are.i know how bad
the pain of losing someone is.it cuts like a knife.Yeah and i know just how bad everyone felt when you left .. but you didnt really leave did you?You're still in everyones hearts..thats all that matters.well they say that everyone who comes has to go one day..and your time just came earlier then everyone elses.
i just hope that one day you will reunite with all your friends and your family members.well..take care of yourself..wherever you are.i hope you are happy and i know that you left a big impact in everyones lives and they would WANT you to be happy.i know you were a nice guy from what everyone has been saying.. and well now you get to be with God..and you are the angel to all of us.well..
love ya..
me.
Name: kevin aka kasumi-x
Message: sad to hear that u have gone. although i dunno u at all, but 1 of my friend name ioki told me the tragedy. sad to hear that. Name: RocKafelle
Message: u're leave earth... hope u live happy in jupiter...
Name: Julian a.k.a [-KoZ-]
Message: We finally met, much, much later, than the rest of the #gossip members. But even before that, you have already entered my life, and even though we spoke mostly on the Internet, and a couple of times by phone, it was enough to know that I had already made a friend. My only regret, is that I didn't have the opportunity to get to know you better, and I definitely wished I did.
God will take care of you up there, and with His Grace, we will eventually meet each other, in heaven, on in the next lifetime!
My sincere condolences to Brian's family and friends.
REST IN PEACE, BRIAN OLIVER CORRAY.
Name: s[-]an|ce
Message: it's unbelieveable that u leaved us so soon. u still havent take ur bomber man frm me.....why the rush, brian?
hope u rest in peace... Name: Jonathan aka pikeY
Message: It's so sad to see you leave after so many years of knowing you. Our group with Von, Koz, Bluecow, Naf and the rest will miss you so much. I'll always remember the time we used to hang out with all of us, calling you for mamak whenever i could. Since now I'm working in Subang Jaya, i've lost a friend who can hang out with me, share the good times and the not so good times. I believe wherever you are now, you are at a better place, closer to God. I'll always remember you, my dear pal. Name: unKnowN
Message: although I duno u,i feel sorry to hear bout the news that happened to you.
My deepest condolence for Brian's family.
Rest in Peace Brian.
Name: Starwing
Message: I was so tempted to just copy whatever they are writing there and just use is as my own. But no, what you have done to me, have set a great impact to my heart.
Not only as a friend, I remember you being together with me when I am lonely, together with me when I am down. No matter what it is, you are just there for me.
I still remember the sweet memories we had together, from day 1 I met you in Netaccess cafe, till the day I teach you how to register a nick in nickserv in order for you to get your IRCop status.
I regret that I do not always be along with you, regret that I seldom mix in and try to blend in with you, partially is because of the sheer terror that you have in me for being someone different, which I do not blame you for that. In fact, I am gratefull that you did because now I know, being somoone special is not always being a welcomed one.
Finally I realised that, and now it's too late for me to change, at least, you will not see the end result.
I remember you said to me, don always be a gay, and I always ignore that. Now I can feel how important for me to do just that. Because IF I were not someone that I am, I would be spending even more joyous time with you and others.
The Lord works in mysterious ways, death is something we need to overcome. To the friends and family, my deepest condolence. Brian, you went ahead before us, hope you enjoy the journey as we will all do. Love you always.
Name: d3ng0d a.k.a Dencoln
Message: though watever we said right now cant bring u back to life
though u won't be able lepak with us anymore
though u won't be burried in our minds
though u are the best among everyone
though the facts that u r handsome
from the time proven that life is a twisted fate
from the time being u lived in this world with happiness
from the time to time u had found ur joyz shared with the best frens ever
from the time flowing ur memories will be living in our heart deepest part
from the time showed that life is like a lighting so value everything beside
Take it , Place it , Continue the journey
What gone had gone , don't let the past get over our mind.
Name: anon.
Message: Dear Brian,
So much words left unspoken
I do not know where to start
But know that the Lord is looking after you
And you'll always be in our hearts. Name: s0mE-oNe
Message: hmm...maybe u dunno me and i dunno u...well, when i heard the news i was also sad...and i will take u as my close friend and i will remeber ur name...
Rest in peace Name: Richard A.K.A. Netcyberz
Message: Well...I am not so close to him...he treat me once when I was the 1st and the last time to meet him in KL I know that he was really a nice guy that can tolarate with anyone of us. But that is too early for him to go. I hope that I can meet him in next life. R.I.P. Brian.... Name: Jason Yean a.k.a b|uR^sK3p
Message: Although i did not know him well...i new him well enough to know he was a nice guy.....i hope he will find happiness in whereever he may be....may he be in the lords kingdom.....let him live eternally in happiness...may Brian Oliver Corray rest in peace... Name: Chang Wai Yuen @ Ts[U]nami
Message: what can i say.. we were not very close but still, you're a friend.
RIP Brian, God bless you, I'll see you on the otherside. Name: Rosi
Message: My baby brother,
sweet friend,
I will miss you
till we meet again.
Love you much.
Deep condolence to Brian's family.
Name: tomato
Message: even thought i dun really knoe u . but i feel sad cause u leave this world n us so soon .. n btw .. hope u rest in peace .. Name: chUchaiz
Message: last time wen u alwiz joined gg i used to call u brian boyy and crap around, well i guess i won't be able to call u tat anymore. i was hoping u could come for my farewell but u had to go sumwhre far. it doesn't matter anymore as long u are save sumwhre else. we'll all miss u. *huGz*
chuChaiz Name: `c|ick-me (jiahau)
Message: A Better Place
Oh, most precious little soul.
An angel without the strength to fly.
No time to play and frolic like most.
Too soon it was to say goodbye.
Your time came so quickly
to clip your little wings.
So full of life and energy and love.
Such sadness the last sight of you brings.
Fly away, little one
with peace in your heart.
Go far away from this terrible place
and try to make a better start.
I'm so happy for you, little one
but it also hurts to see you go.
Even though a piece of me is dying too,
it makes a space for another to grow.
To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the
world. Goodbye my friend, although we didn't know each another that well & didnt't get to meet up yet but still I believe one day I'll meet up with you there. Name: feunnieeE
Message: gami...i'm really sorry for making u angwee always...tho i know u din really get angry but then still feeling bad........
u've always been so nice to me..........u help me in lots of stuffs
u've been listening to my problems always...& i really appreciate that
no matter how u'll always be my sahyang, & i'll oso remember everything u told me :) i miss u......u'll always be in my heart......
theres one thing i really regret...i should hav call u.....that day when u asked me to.......i'm really sorry that i didn't...well...i've got so many things to tell u still.....i know u've been hinting me on something...i know wat u mean actually...just...i duno wat to do....guess i'll just leave it to fate....if u're still around...what will you say?i m really wondering :).... u always buwee me heheh but then still sahyang u alot *muax* i'll go "See" u sometimes ok? Rest in peace sahyang.............. Name: sad-cha|z (David Chew)
Message: Dear Brian,
We onLie mEt once..n that wuz a long time aGo..!! you were mY mentor..you were alwaiz there to guide me..!! whenz i thought we could meet you fer the next time..!! you were gone..!! maY heavenLy Father bLeSs u in heaven..aS for all i hebz to sey..!! you will be in our hEartz..no matter where you go..how far u go..when u go..!! i cherish all the time we spend together online..!! gOOd bYe mY dEarest Fwen, BriAn..!!
Lurve,
David..!! Name: w3rN
Message: Maybe we haven't quite get to know each other, and when we were about to meet, all this had to happen.
Theres a saying that goes 'When you come into this world, you cry and the world rejoice, live it the way so that when you leave this world, you rejoice and the world will cry for you' . You have done that, I watched so many ppls grieving, missing memories they cherish with ya, and lotsa more.
You touch their hearts, and you will always be remembered. Name: 3-KingS
Message: we might have never met or never knew each other, but i grieved for u like u r a close fren of mine, but shall we all remember u as a great fren n pray for us in heaven.. have my condolence n i'll always remember u in my prayers
Rest in peace brian.. ~ Name: rowena
Message: BriaN, 2 days b4 u went.. ur only wish was to go..
and u wished for that the whole nite
looks like your wish has finally came true..
all i could do, was teman u for the last few hours b4 u were gone.. and thats it
im really sorry..
all the same.. guess u are better off this way..
R. I. P. Name: foOKie
Message: Death is nothing but the celebration to the end of life. Cherish the memories of life, not mourn it's passing. | Rest In Peace Brian, you will always be in our heart...forever~ Name: PuR|f|3d
Message: Rest In Peace.
from a stranger.
PuR|f|3d Name: `JoLyNe
Message: i miss you brian!!!!!!i miss you calling me your angel..sigh..so much left unspoken..and undone..well i guess this is just fate..but no matter what you will be in my heart..ALWAYS!!!i miss you...may u rest in peace and look down upon all of us knowing that we all LOVE you..and one day we will be together again..*smuacks*..
LoVe aLwAys your angel,
JoLyNe Name: ......
Message: although i don't know you , but i have seen you, i would just like to offer my condolences and wish you a happy life in heaven. as God has chosen as the start of your journey. The true meaning of life. Believe in Him and you shall not perish but live all eternity in his watch. Name: nexus
Message: I couldn’t believe the news I heard today,
It was more, more then words can say,
Unite with god, memories of you unfazed,
Gone but not forgotten, you’ll always be there,
We won’t forget your loving care,
We pray for you to rest in peace, from above you shalt gaze,
Your short stay on earth , just 19 years in length,
You gave everyone around you strength,
The memories we shared, is more then the heart can bear,
Gone with the wind; you left a legacy of a massive hurricane,
Never will we, get a friend like you again,
A tribute we give to thee, our beloved Brian Oliver Corray (1982-2001).
- Thank you for the memories, you will always be here in our hearts - Name: Hon Faai
Message: See You One Day in Heaven
I`ll always cherish u as one my good friend
God Bless You =)
You Might Be Physically Gone, But You`ll Always Be In My Mind..
Forever Friends..
Rest In Peace,Triple B =)
- X|FaAi|X - Name: Wong Whei Meng
Message: Brian! seriously, although we argued alot, i still treat you as a very good friend of mine. Hope you're having a nice time! I promise you that i'll make UltraUnix happening and i know you wnted to do tht with me! I LOVE YOU BRIAN! YOU'RE ALWAYS IN MY MIND! Name: Devillord - Seng Hau
Message: I will always remember you. A good memory between us. We Love you.
TO pray ... To love .. TO miss.
REST IN PEACE, Brian. Name: C c L
Message: brian ol` pal
miss ya alot
hope u're safe in heaven Name: Andrew Lew
Message: Brian, you are my best brother and a best friend that could have.
You have brought me many memories when we were still in high school.
Since the day I met you at SS15 till to day, you have brought me and Jason very very nice memories. I just wish that the bad would not happen. I am very dissappointed that you decide to leave me here when you should be able to share more success together.
Rest in peace my beloved brother. You are the best.
My deepest condolence to Brian's Family.
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